You Find Your Hell Is Home

*CC's POV*

We been trapped in this place for two days and still didn't find shit. We been breaking off into groups of two or three. We didn't all want to be together, but Jake took turns coming with me and Jinxx or Andy and Ashley. I would have team up with Ashley but we needed to pay attention and I knew that didn't work well when the two of us were together. It would get us both killed. I was in the tent, Jinxx was still asleep. Andy had headed out with the other two to go look around this huge place. There were places we weren't even at yet. Andy, Ashley and Jake wanted to get a head start on that. I missed seeing the sun though this place was dark and freezing. I was looking at the map, thinking maybe we should go check out some of these rooms in the west hallways. But even with the sun not getting to this place, the lights inside the building made it look like it was day time. I looked over at Jinxx wondering when he would wake up. He slept too peaceful in the tent. None of us wanted to wake him when he was asleep here.

"You know I'm up, you don't have to keep checking up on me to see if I'm awake or not. You guys can wake me up." He sit up, yawning a bit and looked over at the door of the tent. It was probably the ghost girl again. She's been sticking with us a lot. It's weird having a friend that is a medium.

"We know that, but you need to catch up on the sleep you been missing for months. You seem to be doing so much better. We should have thought of looking into things like this before. Then we wouldn't be trapped here." I laughed and got up before walking over to him. "These are the places I feel we should check out. Andy and them went to these areas. I can't believe it's only been two days and nothing." I sighed a bit.

"He's trying to keep them hidden from us, he's watching our every move. I'm sure if we get too close to something, he will come out of hiding. He's been working on trying to keep tabs on us. It doesn't help that Jamie told him about our presonal problems. Not only am I going to be mainly target, he has a high interest in Andy too. I seen the look in his eyes." He got and ready, we head out of the tent and going to the west hallways.

"Do you really think he's going to hurt all of us? I mean there had to be something about all the kids he picked, there was 400 people here and he picked 15 of them, all were named numbers from 1 to 400. We know there was 203, but what was the other numbers?" I was watching him and he seem to be talking to her.

"The others were 202 who was the one that got out of here before anything bad happen. But the ones that weren't lucky were 121, 12, 8, 100, 200, 300, 50, 75, 39, 250, 195, 2, 80 and 10. Their files will be under them names. Even 203 has a file, she remembers him working on it. That's what they really want to know, they want to know their real names. From the experments that Logan did on them, they were so mind dead that the numbers were the only names they can remember, even now they only know what their number names are nothing of their life before that. They dead being called numbers like lab rats. They want to know who they were and Logan won't let them know that because he knows, as soon as they find out, one their souls are free and two he won't have control over them." Jinxx frowns a bit. I really wish I could hear her or even see her.

"I see, so if we can help them find out who they were before Logan, we can get out of this place because he won't have control on anyone. What else are in these files? Like how did he pick them kids out of 400 people?" I know the only one that could answer that was Logan but I wasn't about ready too get in a room alone with him.

"No one knows why he picked them. They just said that they were picked and now they're dead." We kept walking until we found a nurse station. I looked at him and he nodded and we started to look through everything around the station to try and find out what we could.

I was looking through some pages on the desk before I found a 'Experment List'. When I looked at all the names on the list, it was all 16 of them but the name at the bottom was cross out., you couldn't even read what it use to say. "Jinxx....I found something. This is a list of all the kid's rooms and where their files should be, if they are there yet." He runs over to me and grabbed the paper before looking at the list. He frown at the crossed out one. "It's like no one wanted that kid to be known. All it said was 202, went home, taken out of asylum because parents didn't agree with Logan's plan. But the file is still here."

"Come on, let meet up with the others, this is really important find. Thank god you found it CC." He ran off and I was right behind him. We had to find the other guys so that we could show them what we found. Though, Jinxx went through of set of doors and by the time I got to them they slammed shut. "Chris!" Jinxx was banging on the door, while I was trying to get it open. "Shit, Chris, run....go down another hall just fucking run! He's behind you." I froze. Why the fuck did he have to tell me that. I turned around and had my back to the door. "Damn it Christian! Just fucking run!!" Jinxx was yelling at me but I couldn't move my body, it's like I was frozen in one place.

"What matter Jinxx? Mad that you can't get to your friend?" He laughed and even though this dude is a fucking ghost. He was so real, it really freaked me out and went against everything I believe in about this world. "So you two found something didn't you?"

"Jinxx, go find the others, I'll be fine..." I didn't take my eyes off of Logan. I didn't trust him to not try anything, after I looked away.

"No, I'm not leaving you." Jinxx was shaking and I just sighed and looked away from the ghost to my best friend.

"GO! I told you I will be okay!! Just get out of here." I could see in his eyes that he was really upset that I would be okay with this but he ran just like I told him. If I could keep Logan busy, he will get to Andy and them in no time. I turned back to Logan, he was about to walk away and I couldn't have him go after Jinxx, not with that paper. "Hey Logan!" That got his attention he was before my eyes and just inches from my face.

"You guys are really disrespectful. It's Dr. Logan, and you will all call me that." He tower over me. This could really end up bad, maybe I should have thought before just calling him that. "You're afraid but yet you stand up to me."

"You're a ghost, why would I be afraid of you. I know you can hurt me, but you aren't human." I norrow my eyes at him and that only pissed him off more. "I might be afraid too but I care more about my friend then being afraid of you."

"You really don't know the stuff that can happening to you here, do you? You're really dumb for thinking that because I can hurt you and you're about to find out just how much I can." He smirked and now I was going to make a run for it, but the wood on the doors grabbed my arms and wrists and pinned me to the door that I couldn't run away. What really scared me more the blood coming from the top of the door toward me, it was black and looked like it would burn my skin right off. I was trying to fight to get free. What really sucks is he was just doing this to get my attention off of him that I didn't see the fucking needle coming. "Have a good nap, Christian.." Before I could look at him I felt a sharp pain at the side of my neck and soon everything was just dark.

When I did wake up, I was so weak and so confused on where I was. I reach up to feel that there was a bandage around my head before realizing that I was being pushed in something. "Where am I? Why the hell does my head hurt so much?" I try to move to look around me but I stopped moving and Logan was right there in front of me. He seems shock that I was awake and just looking over me before smirking.

"I wouldn't do that kid if I was you. First, that drug I used on you is just wearing off. Second, you have an open wound at the side of your head." He smirked, "I thought I would be nice for now. Keep you asleep, but next time you'll feel everything. And be locked in your own room. That you're friends will have to come to me, just to get you back." He just laughed and then went behind the chair and started to push me down the hallway again. I just really wanted to get away from him.

"What did you do to me?" Soon I seen things I didn't before. Whatever he fucking did, I could see all the ghost that was in this place and it really fucking scared the hell out of me. Though they just all smile, as in a way trying to tell me they are friendly. It was all the kids, all 15 of them. I wonder which girl was the one bugging Jinxx. There were 9 girls and 6 boys all standing together.

"Don't worry, you all will be able to see them soon. I have my ways to making you see things you couldn't before. Drills really work wonders on the mind. Though too much and you can kill the person." Fuck my life....that's what he did to me. No wonder my fucking head hurts so bad. I felt anger coming and I tried to keep in under control but I couldn't.

"Damn it, they are going to kick your ass for this one. Hell I would if I wasn't so confused and in pain right now!" Even though I was mad, I could now see the world that Jinxx fear so much, maybe I could help him if I can keep myself stable. My eyes widen as I see blood just dripping, there were body parts like hearts and lungs hanging in picture things and the voices. This is why Jinxx is so afraid of shit. Why he's in the mess that he's in. I fucking told Andy I didn't agree with this trip.

"You just better be glad you're alive, next time I don't know if I can control myself. But you all will be victims soon, and if you don't stop snooping, you'll all join them." He laughed and I still couldn't make sense of things. I tired to, but then I thought since I had him talking to me, I would ask him what I been wanting to know.

"Why did you pick them all? I mean there was 400 people in this asylum. Why them 16, and what happen to the 16th person?" I was trying to look around and I don't even know what part of the hospital I was in. This wasn't even on the map that we had, but soon he he pushed me through double doors. Shit, I needed to get back to my friends. They have to be worry about me.

"Maybe I should let you all snoop around. Though, I need to get three more of you to be able to have more fun in this. It's so annoying seeing only one of you freak out over things, and the read of you just looking confused because you don't know what to do or what's going on." He just laughs more and pushes the wheelchair down the hall that Jinxx and I were in. "If I was you, go back to sleep, it will be a while until they find you. I'm not taking you back to the main halls, I'll leave you here to be torture by whatever lurks the hallways other then me and the kids." He laughed and that fast, there was another sharp pain in the side of my neck. "I'll be nice for now though, I don't want to scare you just yet. I want your friends to find you first before I start messing with you." It was all I heard before I went back asleep.

I was walking around the hospital, I don't know how I was but just looking around. Soon I walked into one of the rooms and one of the 9 girls were there, waiting for me it seem. "Who are you?" I called out to her and she walked over to me. She touch the side of my head and I whimper in pain.

"Jinxx need you guys to be strong, so he can stay stable. You can't let the others to fall like you did. He'll mess with your minds. find out your weaknesses and use that against you. This is only the start. You already became a victim, he'll come after you more and more now until you break and then he'll kill you like he did to the others. You can't let that happen to you. You can't let things get to you and snap like he wants you to." I just looked at her more and looked around. Was I awake or dreaming?

"I'm not going to give up. I need to protect my friend. I couldn't let him get his hands Jinxx, we found this list of names, where their rooms were and where the files might be, and we needed to get it back to the other guys. I don't even kow if Jinxx got away or not. I was trying to keep Logan's attention on me. Though but the wound in my head, I guess Jinxx did get away. But who are you? Why are you here?" I wasn't going to let it go, she was one of the kids that Logan had trapped.

"203, I'm the ghost girl your friend is always telling you about. I want to help you all, I don't want to see you all die here." She just kept her hand on the side of my head. It really was starting to hurt now. "Drills are really dangerous, but he didn't go deep, he didn't even hit your brain yet. Like Jinxx, he used it as a way to mark you, known that he needs just three more of you. It didn't even cut into your skull, you would have woke up even if he drugged you if he hit your skull, but it did make you able to see us. Don't be afraid. We won't hurt you. We are just sad that he got to you....you don't deserve this." She moved away. "Your friends found you by the way, you're back at the tent. Jinxx wanted me to make sure you were okay and not too messed up. It's why you're in this dream...but it's okay to wake up now. You're with friends again." With that she disappeared and my eyes slowly open and I goan in pain a bit.

"Chris!" All my brothers hugged me to the point that I couldn't breath.

"Get off of me! You're crushing me you asses!" They all moved back and I sit up slowly with the help of Jinxx. I looked around and we were in the tent, the only save place we had in this place. I could fell that the bandages were still around my head and I could see the anger in Andy's eyes.

"I swear, I'm going to find a way to kick his ass for this..." That's Andy for us, always wanting to beat the shit out of someone. When they fuck with us. He might be the youngest, but he got more fight in him then people know.

"I told you guys, it's not deep. He did it because he's trying to make a point that one he can get to any of us and two, I'm sure Chris can see what I can now." Jinxx just looked at me.
"Yeah, she told me you send her to check in me. I don't know how you could ever be so scared of her." Now all the guys were confused.

"She use to try and scared me, sadly it worked too well. Though not enough to keep me away from this trip." Jinxx just laughed and was looking over the map of the asylum and marking things. I move over to him. Feeling better then I did when Logan was pushing me in that chair. I wanted to see what he was up to with the map.

"So what's the next plan?" They all looked at me in shock, like they couldn't believe I was ready to go out there again after what happen to me. "He don't scare me, he had me in this part of a hospital I don't remember seeing on a map. I think it's a hidden part. It's where he does all the experments. It's in the hallway that Jinxx and I got cut off in." I hold my head a bit, it really fucking hurt suddenly.

"You need to stay here man, just let us go. You're clearly not well right now." Ashley was just looking at me with so much worry. I'm not going to end up like Jinxx, afraid of everything. We need to be strong for him and with me seeing things he can now, I can help him deal with them. I'm not afraid yet, but I can't let Logan find out. Who knows what he would do. I'm sure he's not done with me, he wants to find weaknesses.

"I'm fine, he's after all of you. Just be careful but if you do get caught, be sure to not freak out. The kids are not dangerous, their scared just like we are and their trapped here. So don't be afraid of them. There is 9 girls, and 6 boys...." I just closed my eyes, curled up in a ball and holding my head. It really fucking hurt and I was trying not to scream in pain but it just really hurt.

Jinxx rushed over to me and got me to lay back down and just sighed. "You're not going anywhere until you're heal. It might not be bad like she said but it's still a fucking deep hold at the side of your head. Just let us deal with this. You need rest...." Jinxx looked up at Andy. "We all need to stick together, and be careful of traps. Logan moves fast, when CC was cut off from me, he was only a few steps behind me. We both would have made it through the door, but he timed it that I went through and CC didn't. We have to be very careful now...."

"Then let go, I mean there isn't a point in sleeping right now." Everyone walked out of the tent and closed it behind them. Leaving me there alone, I was so out of it again and looking around. I could see a shadow moving outside of the tent and was getting really scared right now. I never seen these before.

The shadow was huge, like it was something from a horror movie of demons. It moved around the tent, trying to get in but couldn't. Okay, now I was fucking scared, it started talking in something I couldn't understand and trying to get into the tent more now that it started shaking it. I couldn't take this anymore, it was really freaking me out and I could hear Logan laugh outside of the tent.

"I see, so you're really superstitious. Ghosts don't scare you but other things do." He laughed more. "This is going to be more fun then I thought. Have fun for now." He was gone but the shadow wasn't. It roar really loud and I was shaking.

"No, this isn't real, this isn't real." I cover my ears and closed my eyes tightly. "This isn't fucking real!" I was ready to fucking cry, because of being that freak out and scared.

"Christian....go to sleep, you'll be safe." I heard her voice, I guess Jinxx was making sure that I had someone watching over me so that I wouldn't be alone. "We will protect you, me and the others. Jinxx will never let you fully be alone. We know how Logan can get. Just sleep..." I relaxed a bit and closed my eyes, feeling really tired now. "Just sleep...we will watch over you until they get back." I smiled and was asleep soon after.

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A/N: Now Jinxx isn't alone anymore but all of them have fears and Logan will find them just like he did with CC. Anyways, on with the next chapter.

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