I knew I was drunk, I knew CC was drunk, but I didn't expect him to do what he did. Maybe I'd been giving off signal? Or maybe the alcohol was making him imagine I was? Whatever it was, I didn't see it coming. One minute we're sat there chatting and laughing (and come to think of it, I was probably flirting) and next thing I knew, he kissed me!
Out of nowhere, he leaned in and crashed his lips against mine. I resisted at first, but soon gave in and even found myself kissing him back! His lips were rough against mine, desperate, yet somehow still...enjoyable? His hands found their way into my hair as he kissed me with more passion and I found myself pressing against him. It wasn't anything like kissing Andy, but yet was still good. He pulled me by my shirt and we snuck down a nearby alleyway, and he soon had me pressed up against a wall.
CC's lips started to move away from mine as he made his way down to my neck, trying to find my soft spot. He did, nipping away at it and causing me to moan. My moans only made him more keen, more desperate, more turned on. CC reached down and started to pull at my shirt, sliding it over my head and then quickly pulling his off as well. He bent down, kissing down my chest, to my stomach, leaving little trails of pecks as he did. I felt my hips buck as he got closer to my trouser line. His mouth separated from my waist and he kissed my lips again, grinding his hips against mine. I could feel his excitement press against me as I grew harder.
His hands started to wonder down to my trousers and he undid my belt and started unbuttoning my jeans. But as he started to slide them off, it hit me. What was I doing?! This was so, so wrong! I pushed him away and started dressing myself again. I couldn't believe what I'd just done. Or almost done. Sure I was drunk, but still!! If Andy had done that to me, I'd be heartbroken. I could never cheat on him, especially with one of our best friends.
"CC, I'm sorry. I should have pushed you away at the start-" I began but he interrupted.
"Stop this, Ashley. Stop thinking, just do what you want. Just this one night..." He looked pleading, almost desperate.
"No. I can't do this to Andy! I love him, CC. He's my world. I could never cheat on him."
"You just did."
"I was drunk." I knew it was a pitiful excuse, but I definitely wouldn't have done this if I was sober...would I?
"Alcohol only makes people do what they secretly want to." He was wrong, he must be. i'd never even seen him in that way. I just sadly shook my head.
"Sorry, CC, but I'm not going to fuck you," he winced at the bluntness of my words "not when I already have a boyfriend who I love with all my heart, and definitely not down a dark alleyway at night." I walked away, leaving him there stunned. I headed back to the tour bus, sending Andy a quick text letting him know I'd gone home and not to worry.
I finally reached our bus and hurried inside. I practically threw off my clothes and climbed into my bunk, praying for my mind to allow me to sleep. I couldn't stop replaying what happened. Should I tell Andy? Maybe? Would he understand? I mean, I couldn't keep the truth from him; he'd find out anyway. And if I told him - and explained I was drunk - he'd be less cross at me? Perhaps. it was my best option. I vowed to myself that I would tell him first thing in the morning, and with my mind at rest I drifted to sleep...

Title: Lyrics from Black Veil Brides - Smoke And Mirrors (youtube.com/watch?v=hEcsUo3Gb3k)

Notes

Sorry I took so long to update guys, I've been on an AmazingPhil-athon!! Anyway, here's chapter seven xD