Jenn’s POV

I jumped up and hugged them all breaking down in tears. The three of them didn’t let go of me they just let cry into their chest. After what seemed like forever of me crying “I just need sometime away from Ronnie” I said while wiping away my tears. They all looked down at me with understanding eyes

“Alright then let’s go” Kellin grabbed my hand and led me to his bus. Once on the bus I was greeted my all of SWS which made me smile. We played a couple video games, and soon everyone was ready for bed. Me crashing on the couch. I layed there for a while but I couldn’t sleep. I was too scared of having another nightmare. I sat up looking around the small room. There was a guitar sitting in the corner, I quickly grabbed it and went up to the top of the bus.

Once situated on the bus, I closed my eyes and let my heart do the rest

Andy’s POV

It’s been a couple hours since Jenn ran off and we still hadn’t found her. “Do you think she’s even still here?” I asked Ronnie who is panicking like a mother who lost her child at a fair.

“Yeah, she wouldn’t leave. There’s too much for her to do here before she would leave”

“What do you mean, too much?”

“Shh, look” Ronnie pointed up a ways. I looked and I saw Jenn sitting on top of the SWS bus with a guitar in her hand. I took a step towards her relieved we found her but was stopped by Ronnie. I looked at him confused and he only pointed to his ear wanting me to listen. I looked back at her and she began to play

“Border line,
Dead inside.
I don't mind,
Falling to pieces.
Count me in, violent”

Her voice is the most beautiful thing i’ve ever heard, but I can’t get over the feeling of sadness in it. It breaks my heart

“Let's begin, feeding the sickness.
How do I simplify,
Dislocate - the enemy's on the way.

Show me what it's like
To dream in black and white,
So I can leave this world tonight.

Full of fear,
Ever clear.
I'll be here,
Fighting forever.
Curious,
Venomous,
You'll find me
Climbing to heaven.
Never mind,
Turn back time.
You'll be fine - I will get left behind.

Show me what it's like
To dream in black and white,
So I can leave this world tonight.

Holding on too tight.
Breathe the breath of life,
So I can leave this world behind.

It only hurts just once.
They're only broken bones.
Hide the hate inside.

Oh.

So I can leave this world behind”

You could hear the pain quiver in her voice

“Show me what it's like
To dream in black and white,
So I can leave this world tonight.

Holding on too tight.
Breathe the breath of life,
So I can leave this world behind.”
I stood there just staring at her. She was right I know nothing about her. I hate to say it but although she’s hurt, she still looks so beautiful. The moonlight was shining down on her forming a glistening light around her. A twinkle on a single tear rolling down her cheek. Ronnie put his hand on my shoulder and nodded his head motioning for me to follow him. And so I followed, both of us leaving Jenn alone on top of the bus.

Ronnie’s POV

I left the door to the bus unlocked hoping Jenn would come back last night. I hopped out of my bunk and quickly made my way to Jenn’s hoping she would be there, except when I pulled back the curtain the bunk was completely bare. I sighed in frustration and went to the front room where Alex sat at the table with an irritated look on her face. Great, I walk over to the table and sat down across from her

“What did you do?” Alex got right to it

“I-I well I was talking to Andy about you guys stay on their bus while I left for a few days. And he said it was okay so I said I would bring you two over this morning before I leave. Jenn overheard the conversation and I haven’t seen her since”

“Well she came back at like two in the morning and took her stuff and said she wouldn’t be a bother to you so you could just leave. I know she’s still here I just don’t know who with” Man I love Jenn I do, but when she’s mad, she does a pretty good job at letting you know it. And boy is she mad at me. I sighed

“Alright come on, I’ll help you carry your stuff over to the other bus” Alex and I stood up and grabbed her stuff. When we reached the bus I was first to step on being greeted with four happy looks and one very confused look from Andy. I looked back at him and slowly shook my head. I walked in and set Alex’s stuff down in her bunk then walked back into the front room.

“Hey have any of you seen Jenn at all, I can’t find her” They all looked at each other and shook their heads, except Ashley

“Yeah, she came over around two thirty this morning with her things. She hung out with me all morning although she left a little before everyone else got up. Though i’m not sure where she is now”

“Did she say anything?” Andy asked

“Nah, just that she probably wouldn’t see us until we leave for the next town and not to wait up for her” What the fuck. What could she possibly be doing. I mean I know I should've said something sooner, but I don’t see why she so mad. I run my hand through my hair

“Well I have to maker sure we’re all ready to go. If you see her make sure to tell her that I love her, and I’ll try to be back as soon as I can” I walked of the bus and made my way back to my bus. When I got there I saw Jenn saying goodbye and giving hugs to the rest of the band. What the fuck!

I waited for them to finish and the guys to go back on the bus. This is my chance, I quickly walked up to Jenn and pulled her into a big hug. I didn’t want to let go of her. If only she knew how hard it is for me to leave her here. Even if it’s only for a couple days. “Ronnie let me go please” She sounded so sad. I reluctantly let go of her

“Babygirl i’m sorry” My voice wasn’t louder than a whisper

“You promised me you wouldn’t leave me. Why do you have to go”

“Babygirl I have to I promised my friend Tom that I would a long time ago”

“Then take me with you” She quickly said, sounding so desperate

“I can’t I don’t want you anywhere near Tom. I don’t trust him enough around any girls. Let alone my babygirl” I pulled her back into my arms. She began hitting me in the chest and started cry “And beside, Juliet will be here soon. I need you here to keep an eye on her, and find a way to take that bitch down”

Jennifer slow pulled herself out of my arms, wiped her tears and smiled.”For you I will do anything... Okay I’m better now. You guys just hurry up and leave, the sooner you leave the sooner you come back. And as you said I have a job to do” she kissed me on the cheek. After that she help me get things ready and she watched as we pulled away with a smile on her face.

I hope everything goes fine while i’m gone. If anything is going to happen like Alex said I hope to god i’m there to help my babygirl.

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