Will you still find me beautiful?
Secrets revealed
...I know your secrets Alison. I know what you've been hiding and why all the sudden changes. I know your secret...
I freeze and my face grows more and more red by the second.
Randi I can explain...
No Alison! I know you've been doing drugs. I know it because youve dropped weight sleep all day and have no appetite. Now I want to know what kind and I want to know now!
My mind spins. I begin to cry how could he be so blind. The blade is my drug and the cut is my high
Fine, I tell him. Good, he says
I take off my bracelets. Show him my wrists and look away.
What is this, he asks.
My addiction, I reply.
He looks hurt. I see tears in his soul. He grabs me and holds me closely.
Why Is all he says.
Because of mom and dad and you and Jaz. She's so perfect and your the first born son.
He begins to cry. I've never seen him cry. Jaz comes in to see what's wrong. He tells her to get his phone. I panic.
No! No, no, no! You can't tell mom, I cry this with heavy desperation.
Jaz hands him his phone. Still clueless she asks if everything is alright. He smiles and says yes. He gets up and shuts the door. He takes pictures of my wrist.
If these don't look like the pictures in 2 week im telling mom, he says quietly.
And if they do? I ask.
Then the tickets for your favourite band I bought will be yours,He says.
I smile and agree.
Notes
Like I said first fan fic please tell me what you think
