Will you still find me beautiful?

ALISON'S P.O.V
NOOOOOOO!!! I let out a bloodcurdling scream and snap up. Just as Randi runs in with stoned written all over his face...
Holy fuck Ali what's going on??
Nothing Randi just a nightmare. I groan and roll over with intentions on sleeping.
Oh no you don't Mom has had enough of skipping and I'm making sure you go to school today.
Fine...
As I get up Randi studies me. He hasn't exactly gotten used to my new style. I get ready for school and head down stairs...
Hey kiddo eat something first!
No thank you Randi I'm running late.
I charge out the door before an argument starts.
I get to school and ignore those I once called friends laugh and chatter about their perfection. I feel an unwelcome arm loop around mine. I look over and see my sisters perfect little face.
Hey Jaz what do you need
Why do i need something to hang out with my sister? Ugh youve been so bitchy lately.
She stalks off to class. If only she knew what my mind had begun... I begin to absent mindedly trace the scars on my wrist...an urge grows but is silenced by the distraction of my stomach, which has begun to growl. The bell rings and I get to class. I flow through the day in a trance as if on autopilot.
The bell rings. My day is over and torture is about to start. I walk home in silence to then find myself crowded by people. The ones in the back throw their trash. The ones in the front corner me against a gate.WAM! I get socked in the stomach. I cripple to the ground in tears. They kick me over and over. I wait for this to end when I hear a familiar voice. HEY ASSHOLES GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE BEFORE I CALL THE COPS! The kids scamper away like mice. I see the fave of my big brother who for once isn't stoned.
Thanks Randi but I was fine.
"It didn't look like you were fine!'

He was pissed and I didn't blame him.

Yea well looks can be deceiving.
What is wrong with you??
Nothing I'm fine
No your not you have this new look and a shitty attitude.

Just as I was about to reply Jaz walks up.

Hey we ready to go?
She is asking Randi. She doesnt even look at me. Why wpuld she? She has an award winning smile on her face. And a figure to die for.

Yea I guess.

A vague unsure response. I wonder what's up with him. We pile into the car and drive home. We get home and Jaz runs to her room. Probably to gossip with her friends about their day.
I put on Saviour and sit in my room. I began to daydream. When all of a sudden plop Randi comes in. I sit up. He looks straight in my eyes with a worried face.
I know your secrets Alison. I know what you've been hiding and why all the sudden changes. I know your secret...

Notes

Sorry its terrible and slow this is my first fan fiction I'm trying to make it somewhat normal and relatable.