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His question echoed through my mind, blurrying my vision and unabling me to focus.

„Why did you carry this ring for so long?“

„I...“, my lips parted as I tried to form words, but it was in vain.

One tear rolled down my cheek as I removed my hand from his and released the ring from my grasp. The ring I've been carrying for so long, always with me - in my bag, on the table in my bedroom, even in my car for awhile. I felt his presence in that small object and I simply wasn't strong enough to give up on it.

On him.

He clenched his fist, taking the ring and then looked at me. I quickly wiped the tear away and turned around, ready to head back to that bloody party. My heart was breaking as the distance between us started to grow.

„Wait.“, Andy's voice was pleading, desperate almost.

I stopped walking, but didn't turn around. His steps were the only thing I heard now.

One. Two. Three.

And he was behind me, his hand gently touching my shoulder and forcing me to turn around and return his gaze.

„I don't fucking understand it!“ he huffed angrily, his eyes glistening. „First you don't want to marry me, then you return the ring I gave you 3 months ago... And now you're saying you still want it?!“

I gulped. „I never said I don't want to marry you.“

Andy was baffled for a few moments and then he shook his head at me. „Don't lie...“

„I'm not lying!“ I was the agitated one at that point. „I said I don't want to marry you yet, not that I don't want to marry you at all.“

I closed my eyes and let my head fall down. „And you somehow concluded that I don't love you.“

„Well, it was-“, he spoke, but I quickly interrupted him, looking back at his eyes which were filled with tears.

„I never stopped loving you, Andy.“, I said loudly. „Just because I wasn't ready to walk down the aisle with you... That doesn't dispute the feelings I had and the feelings I still have towards you.“

He seemed taken back, to say the least.

„No...“, he muttered out, his voice shaking slightly. „You're drunk.“

I chuckled, looking down and biting my bottom lip. „You're right.“

That's when I looked back up at him. „And that's probably the reason I'm brave enough to say this...“

„Say what?“ I watched his damp lips moving as he spoke.

„I missed you like hell.“, I admitted, standing in front of that strong man who looked like he was crumbling to pieces right now. „That's why I carried that damn ring for so long.“

I expected him to say something, to say anything, but he didn't. His blue eyes stared back at mine for what seemed like an eternity, until he crashed his soft lips on mine. I've waited for his lips to find mine again for 3 months. I ached for his body to be pressed against mine for too long.

I hoped he'll be mine and that I'll be his once again.

And this time, without intermissions.

When the kiss ended, we were both breathless. The corner of his mouth twitched upwards as I rest my forehead against his. I'm the same height as him when I'm wearing heels, so our eyes were in level with each other. And I could see peace on his face. Satisfaction. Love. The same things that arouse in the pit of my stomach and spread through my whole being as I was staring at him.

„I thought you'd never come back to me.“, Andy whispered.

„I promised, didn't I?“ I smiled. „I swore that I'll never be able to leave you.“

His forehead wrinkled in displeasure and he sighed heavily. „I'm so sorry.“

„For what?“ I pulled away, so I could examine his face and try to guess what he's thinking. „I'm the one who got away.“

His chuckle was barely noticable as a reaction to my reference. Andy took my hand and raised his other one between us, opening his fist and revealing the ring.

„I'm sorry for pushing you into something you weren't ready for.“

I sniggered and wrapped my hands around him. „Next time, I'll propose to you. That way you'll be sure I'm ready for a wedding.“

„It's a deal.“, he also wrapped his hands around me, after putting the ring in his pocket.

We shared another kiss, a more passionate one. We were holding each other tightly, like we're afraid of losing each other again, or just to assure ourselves this is real.

This was our new start. Our new attempt of making things work and going through shit that life throws at us. And this time we'll be together. It's not going to be easy to pick up from where we left off, but nice and steady, I know we'll be able to do it. I know we'll come to the point where we're actually going to have a wedding together, so we could seal our love and promise to be faithful until the end of times.

But, no rush.

It's important to live in the moment and enjoy what you have today.

And today, I had Andy saving my drunk ass, in various ways.

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