Andy's POV

I wake up in the morning to an empty bed.
'I guess Lola got up before me, she must be eating breakfast or something.'
I get out of bed, not completely aware of my surroundings, and stumble sleepily out to the main room. I don't see Lola out here either. Maybe she went to a photoshoot or something. I grab a glass of water and walk back into our room. I stop in the doorway. There's no phone charger on Lola side of the room. There's no shoes lined up against the wall. Where is her collection of photographs Sammi gave her. Where is her bowl of cute jewelry, her iPod, her iHome, her stuffed animal that she had since she was a baby. I look through her drawers, nothing. The closet, nothing. I walk out to the main room, shocked.
'This has to be a joke. She wouldn't do this to me. This is exactly what juliet did 9 months ago. She left. Lola left in the middle of the night!'
I walk over to the table to sit down, I feel like I'm about to faint. There's a note- in her handwriting. I pick the smeared note up and read:

Andy,
This is extremely hard for me to do, just know I am doing this for your sake. I will end up hurting you if I stay any longer. I want to stay but I feel that my sister was right, maybe I am just trying to marry out of my family. I don't want to end up breaking your heart like Juliet and scout. Andy, just know that I am always thinking of you. I wrote these lyrics for you:

if we walk out that door will it just be you and me
not rain or snow can drift us apart
sun or heat can defeat this new rythym as out hearts pound in sync
our burning passion will live on
held in thoughts of years to come
i will never forget the past
look to the future and see a new sun
the fears of yesterday will leave at last
if our eyes can tell a story
my eyes may deceive with looks of happiness
not pain that breaks my heart from inside out
with not real cause
only you can mend my beating broken wounds

And also:

The problems we have overcome still pry at our minds
Warnings never phased the determined young child
The past can never be truly forgotten
When all hope is lost, it goes back
Time is not a cure when the pain creates no scars

We die to remind ourselves what it was to fly
An fallen angels wings carry me back to you my love
I've become a drifter wandering in random directions
Hoping for one to stop.
I can't live without you
What would my hands have to hold?
An empty bed beside me
No one to understand like we know each other
This song will grow with our love
Since when did a fairy tale ending become true
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Andy our fairy tale ending did not come true, it never does. I thought our love would last forever, to me it will. You need to move on. Remember that I love you. I always will. Andy I would die for you. Just remember your song done for you:

The best things in life
Come with a price
The star that burned so bright faded the fastest
You'll always feel it's right
Even when we end the fight
Welcome home, home tonight

Singing ohhh, ohhh
Welcome home tonight
Ohhh ohh, tonight

Words they don't know how to make amends
And all they do is push you to the edge
But it's not wasted

It's all done for you

I'm doing this for you andy. I really am. I will never love anyone as much as I love you. Andy, I have no regrets about everything with you. I love you.
I know you're still broken from juliet. I don't want to add to your pain, If we stand together you will still be broken. If I leave I know that I will give you the chance to become unbroken.
Please Andy, do this for me, for yourself, for everyone. Don't come after me. I will always be in your heart and you with mine. I love you Andy, I love you with all my heart. I left you something you asked to keep, I said no before. But now, I want you to have it until you are unbroken.
Remember,
I love you,
I always will my panda bear.
I love you with all my heart,
Lola.

when my mind registers what happened I burst into tears, I grab her shirt and the green and black bra that she wore the first night we were together, and crawl back to our- my bed. I pull the covers over my head and sob. I continue crying until my eyes have run out of tears. Laying there, hoping for my Lola to return, tell me it was all a joke.
Sammi comes in a few hours later, I don't even notice.
The band comes by after her and tries to get me up. I still don't notice their presence.
"I love you Lola. I don't want you to leave." I finally whisper after three days of laying in the same spot, only moving to eat what Jinxx brings into my room.
I have to get her back.
I will still be broken until I have Lola by my side again.
I finally sit up, only to grab my phone and try to call her. I try calling until the machine says the inbox is full. I keep texting her until I get a message saying I have used up my data. A week after she left I finally left the apartment, only to get as far as where her parking space was and collapse into tears.
I had to let my sadness out another way. I screamed as loud as possible, with the hope that she would hear me.

"Lola! I love you! I'm not moving on!"
I screamed that over and over until my voice was lost. My band was watching me silently from the side of the building. They finally got me up and had to carry me back to the apartment.
"Lola..."

*The end*

Notes

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thats it for this part. I cried during these two chapters. :( I actually had no intention to end it like this until 2 nights ago when the idea came.
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