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Becoming unbroken

Chapter 38


Lola's POV

When we get back to the apartment I get us some snacks while Andy disappears into our room for something. He returns with a large blanket. Before I can question him, he lays it out on an open area of the floor. He leaves again, bringing back a few pillows and more blankets with him, dropping a few on the way back out. I giggle and get us some water and bring the food out to where he is making a mess.
"What are you doing?" I giggle, watching him arrange the pillows around.
"Making a comfy indoor picnic." Andy smiles and plops down on the blanket, sitting cross legged. I sit across from him, putting the food in between and leaning on a pillow.
"You ready for some long stories?" I ask. He nods and I begin.
"So, my parents were very supportive of me until about thirteen. We got along pretty well until then, occasional fights about grades or about my sisters and I fighting."
"Wait- you have sisters?" Andy asks quietly.
"We don't really talk anymore.. But ya, I have 2, Elizabeth and halli. Eliza is older by a few years, she is married and lives in New York, she has a daughter who is 4. Umm.. Halli is younger than me but goes to boarding school in Georgia." I explain and look up at him.
"Oh.." He nods and I continue my story.
"Anyways, so when I was thirteen they started to criticize every thing I did. My mom was trying to limit what I wore, she even. Forced me to dye the parts
Of my hair that weren't brown back for my own wedding. When I was younger I was taught by her that anyone with any type of tattoos or any piercings more than one on each ear were either sluts or simply bad people for no reason. I believed her until I was old enough to realize she was wrong. I also stopped listening to what she commented about when she passed someone who wasn't up to her standards. She also didn't like that I didn't want to be a girl who hung out with friends all the time or the girl who had boyfriends and already went to parties. I would have rather just stayed at home and read, or listened to some type of rock music. Any of which she hated. I changed what I wore to more of what I wear now I guess.. My sisters always were picking on what I wore, how I did my makeup, what I liked, and that I wasn't as social as them. I met Erik when I was a sophomore. I only started dating him because I wasn't really thinking about what would happen. I just didn't want to be the only one in high school who never had a boyfriend. I actually avoided him as much as possible. Even though I meant to break up with him, you know what happened. My parents liked him a lot and became somewhat supportive again after meeting him. Both Elizabeth and halli had moved away so I was practically an only child." I sighed and felt a tear start to form, "I didn't really have a hard childhood if you compare it to other peoples, but sometimes it just gets to a point. I didn't really have any friends then either. I was indifferent to people who tried to be anyways. It didn't really dawn on me until I met Sammi how little people I could really turn to. I'm so glad I met all of you guys. And Andy, most of all I'm soooo lucky I met you and that I actually have someone who loves me and that I love back. And now I have real friends too." I feel him gently brush the small tears coming out of my eyes away with his thumb. I grab his hands and squeeze them. "Those lyrics, Andy-" I look deep into his bright blue eyes, "Andy, those lyrics meant that I have finally found you, our love had set me free from my past, from the chains that were holding me from breaking it off with Erik, from my parents who only care about themselves. From my sisters, from myself even. I was probably depressed within the following weeks before the wedding. Our love has brought me so many amazing memories to replace the old ones. Andy I love you. I don't know where I would be without you. Hell, I'd probably be a stay at home wife who cooks and cleans while her husband works all day, and at night try to avoid talking and most likely sleep in separate beds and rooms. Andy-" I was cut off by his lips against mine, a slow passionate kiss. He put his hand behind my neck but pulled away soon. He placed our foreheads together and whispered, "Lola, I love you too. And it hurts me to see you cry about your past, I think that's good enough for now if you're ok with it?"
I give a small nod before closing the gap between our lips again. The same nervous, explosive, and exciting feeling that is always there when we kiss is bubbling up inside more than ever before. I pull away and wrap Andy into a long hug. I feel tears of saddness from my story changing into tears of joy, eventually stoping and drying into a salty crust on my cheeks.
"Do you want to make a pile of pillows and just sleep here?" Andy whispers into my ear.
"Yes!" I exclaim. We let go of our hug and start giggling.
"We should eat something first though. I haven't had much today and neither have you."
We quickly stuff some chips and microwaveable vegetables in our mouths before getting up and walking back to our room. I grab the rest of the pillows while Andy grabs the duvet cover. We throw them on the pile. I run to the sofa and take the pillows off of there. Throwing one by one at Andy, missing almost every time. Once they are all over with the rest we run around the apartment to try to find anything pillow like. There's not much considering its a two bedroom (well one bedroom one empty storage like room) a living room, kitchen and bathroom. When we finish our search we start to lay out the soft pillows And blankets into a little square. I go into our room and change into some very soft, very loose, pajama pants and a baggy long sleeve shirt. Andy gets a pair of sweat pants on, taking off his shirt. He swings me over his shoulder and rushes to our pile. Plopping me down and falling back beside me. I giggle and grab a few blankets from beside the mess. I throw them over us and slide closer to Andy m. He wraps his arms around me and hugs me close. We look at each other and start giggling.
"We made a mess!" I giggle again and look down at my tattoo.
"Yep!" Andy whisper-yells, he notices me looking at the lyrics and asks, "do you still like it?"
I smile at him and nod, "yes! How could I not!"
"Good. Because I love it too." He whispers. He reaches out with a finger and traces in the air right above the lyrics. Andy reaches down and kisses either side of the line, being careful not to touch the newly tattooed skin that was still sore.
"night Lola," he whispers and closes his eyes.
"I love you Andy." I whisper before drifting off with him.

*next morning*
I wake up to the smell of food- good food too. I climb off our gigantic pile of pillows to see Andy cooking in the kitchen, successfully!
"Hey Lola! I'm making microwave pancakes!" He shouts over his shoulder.
I shake my head and mumble, "I should have known..."
"I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that.." Andy jokes as he places the plate of microwaved food in front of me at the table.
"Thanks.. It looks good.." I yawn and pick up the fork. He is watching me from the other side of the table. I taste it and smile, it's actually pretty good!
"Good job using the microwave!"
"Why thank you." He chuckles and grabs a bite off of my plate. Instead of eating it he shoves it in my mouth. I eat it but quickly put a large forkful into his own mouth. I smirk as he eats the food.
"Oh we've reached that point in our relationship?" He jokes, "now we can feed each other!"
Before I can giggle he shoves another forkful in my mouth. He opens his mouth to crack another joke but I cut him off with some pancakes into his mouth. We end up feeding each other the whole plate and collapse into a fit of laughter once we are done.
We are interrupted by Andy's phone ringing.
"It's Jinxx, I have to answer. It could be important.." Andy sighs and answers the call on speaker phone.
"Ya Jinxx?" he says overly annoyed.
"Hey Andy- and probably Lola right?" Jinxx says through the phone.
"Yep!" I giggle.
Sammi laughs somewhere in the background and yells, "we're not face timing then!"
"Sammi! We're eating pancakes!" Andy whines..
"Who cooked?" Jinxx asks, "did you guys burn down the building?"
"Microwave.. So why'd you call?" Andy replies and attempts to shove another forkful in my mouth. I reluctantly let him, after he drips syrup in my lap.
"Ya, we have an interview with a magazine at 4. I think it's kerrang.." Jinxx tells him.
"Ok.." Andy says, "where?"
"Umm.. They have an American office now so there."
"So I'll see you then I guess. Can you text me the address?"
"Ya, bye guys.. Don't ever try to cook!" Jinxx says before hanging up.

Andy turns to me and sighs, "I'm going to be pelted with questions.."
"Do you want me to come with you for moral support?" I ask and playfully fling some syrup at him with my fork.
"I would like that.. But they'd probably try to interview you too.." He sighs and try's to lick the syrup off his nose. He misses half of it though.
"Let me get that for you.." I giggle and come closer to him. I stick out my tongue and lick the syrup off his nose quickly, giggling the whole time. Andy wraps his hands around my neck and tries to kiss me, but my tongue is still sticking out so he ends up pecking the end of my tongue. He pulls away after realizing I wasn't paying attention and bursts out laughing again.
"Wow Andy, you really want to make out that badly?" I joke and stick my tongue out at him again. He blushes a bit.
"You don't?" He smirks and pulls me into another kiss, which turns into a make out session. Somehow we ended up on the pile of pillows both without shirts when we stop.
"How did we get over here?" Andy asks and sits up. I look around the room for my shirt, which is still over by the table.
"I don't know?" I laugh and get my shirt back on.
"Hey so it's almost 2.. When did we wake up?" I ask him and sit back on the pile.
"Umm.. I think you got up at 12:30," Andy says and pulls out his vibrating phone. "It's Jinxx again."
"K. Wait- lets annoy them!" I giggle and scoot on to his lap.
"How?" He raises an eyebrow and lets the call go to voice mail, only to have it start ringing again.
"Answer it."
Andy answers the call and puts it on speaker phone again. I smash out lips together and kiss loudly. I think it was Jake who started whining.
"Guys! Stop!"
Andy presses FaceTime and flips them off before turning it back to normal.
"Andy! The interviews actually at three! We're picking you up in half an hour so stop!" Jinxx says into the phone. Andy pulls away and sighs.
"Fine!" He grumbles before hanging up on them.
"Aww.. I'm going to go get dressed." I say and start to get up. Andy pulls me back down and whispers.
"Who said that mama Jinxx is the boss of us?"
"Kerrang. Andy you have to get ready.." I say sternly, he jokingly rolls his eyes and leans in to try to kiss me. I put my hand on his lips to stop him and get up. He pouts but gets up too. He changes into some black skinny jeans and a loose ripped bvb shirt. I change into a skull printed sundress because I feel like it. As I am putting on my makeup Andy comes up behind me and drapes his arms around my waist. He pecks my cheek and just watches me put on eyeshadow.
"You are beautiful with or without makeup." Andy whispers, "I'm not going to be one of those boyfriends that tells you not to wear it though. Then you could tell me the same thing." He jokes and continues to watch our reflections in the mirror.
"Mhmm.." I mumble as I start to put on mascara.
"Lola, actually will you come with me to the interview?" He mumbles.
"Sure." I say and put the cap on the babylips.
"Thank you,"
I turn around in his arms and peck his lips. He lets go of my waist when his phone buzzed.
"They're here..." He sighs and puts the phone back in his pocket. I grab a small clutch with my phone in it on the way out. We walk hand in hand down the stairs, I look up at him for a second and end up tripping over the shoelace of my vans. Andy chuckles and stops walking. He bends down and ties it for me, while standing back up he mumbles, "you have small feet."
"Not really, guys just have big feet." I giggle and lace our hands together again.
"Oh.." he looks down at the ground embarrassed. We reach the guys car and Andy opens the back door for me.
"Uhh.. Hey Lola?" Jinxx says, raising and eyebrow at Andy.
"Umm. There's only 5 seats andy?" Jake mumbles.
"She can sit on my lap." Andy shrugs and lets me climb back out.
"Be careful with your dress!" Ashley shouts from the passenger seat.
"I'm wearing shorts perv!" I giggle and sit on Andy's lap next to cc, who is squished in the middle seat. Jinxx is driving and jake is on the other side of the car. Andy buckles the seatbelt overtop of us as Jinxx pulls out of the parking lot.
"Lola, why are you coming?" Cc asks quietly.
"She's here for moral support." Andy says and wraps his arms around my waist.
"Ok... Good luck with explaining why you two are in the corner making out or something during the interview." Ashley sighs and pulls out his phone.
I reach forward and wack his head. "Shut up ash!"
"Well, it's true..." He mumbles distracted by whatever he is doing on his phone. I took out my own and started video taping secretly. Andy was trying to hold in laughter as I filmed cc typing on his phone, jake staring blankly out the window, occasionally randomly flipping people off. Ashley turns on the radio and starts jokingly singing to 'I love it'. I post the video and we burst out laughing.
"What are you two laughing about- wait I don't want to know." Jake says, still looking out the window.
Cc looks up from his phone and notices my arm. "Hey, Lola you got a tattoo! When? Why didn't you tell us?"
"Oh.. Yesterday and I forgot.." I shrug.
"Let us see it!" Jake yells excitedly and finally stops staring out the window. I hold out my arm for them to see it, they read it a couple of times and smile at Andy.
"Nice." Cc says, still smirking at Andy.
"Why are you doing that?" Andy asks and points to his face.
"No reason.."
"Can I see it?" Ashley says and turns as far as he can in his seat.
"Not yet, I don't want to break my arm trying to show you."
A few minutes later we pull up to a small office building and park. We get out of the car and I show ashley and Jinxx. They both start smirking at us like cc and jake were, Andy glares at them as a silent notion to stop. He grabs my hand and we follow the drummer inside. They walk up to the receptionist, she looks up at them dully and asks, "black veil brides?"
The band nods.
"Room 108, right through those double doors."
We go to the empty room and sit down on the couches, waiting for the interviewers to arrive.
"So seriously, why are you all staring at us like that?" Andy asks annoyed. Before they can answer the door opens and 4 people walk in, two holding cameras and one a clip board.
"Hi, I'm Alice and this is my assistant Joan. That's Trent with the video camera, and Kayla with the camera. She will be taking pictures for the article. So it says here that there's 5 of you in the band.." She looks up and silently counts 6 of us. She stops at me and asks, "So who are you?"
"I'm-" Andy cuts me off with, "she's my girlfriend. I wanted her here for moral support."
Alice nods, Joan shyly says, "there's a lot of questions on here about you two. Do you want to both be in the interview?"
Andy opens his mouth but I quickly tell her, "no. Can I just sit off to the side or something?"
Joan looks at Alice for approval and points to a chair that cc is sitting on. I walk over there and trade spots with cc. He jokingly grabs Andy's hand like how we were before and says, "I love you Andy!"
Andy quickly pulls away his hand and glares at him. The rest of the band and I start laughing. The workers keep straight faces, waiting for us to stop. Alice sits on a chair behind the camera and starts the interview. Joan stands next to her, shuffling through papers.

"So, lets begin then. Can you introduce yourselves to the camera." Alice says, Trent starts recording.
"Hey, we're black veil brides!" Cc shouts. The rest all wave.
"What are your names and what do you play?" Alice asks, pointing to Jinxx.
"I'm Jinxx. I play rhythm guitar and violin."
"I'm ashley, bass." Ashley nods and starts checking Joan out as soon as the camera points at cc.
"I'm cc and I play the drums!" Cc shouts once again.
"and I'm Andy, I sing. Sorry about him." He smiles at me and elbows cc in the ribs jokingly.
"Ok. So you are working on a new album, correct?"
"How do you know that?" Jake mumbles.
"This interview won't be out for a while, and Jon told us over the phone." She shrugs. "What can you tell us about it?"
Andy answers, "it's currently unnamed, we're still in the very early process."
"do you have Any interesting stories you want to share with us?" She asks.
Cc opens his mouth, "well, this one time..." But Andy quickly clamps his hand over his mouth. Jinxx smirks, "I'll finish for cc, so this one time when Lola lived with my wife, Sammi, and I, Andy and her decided to play a prank on us."
Andy lets go of cc and tries to stop Jinxx from talking. Jake blocks him and Jinxx continues. I glare at him with a silent warning, he ignores me and keeps going.
"So Andy stayed the night in Lola's room and it sounded like they were-" I get up from the chair and whisper in Jinxx's ear.
"I know where you live, I can make sure you can't have kids. I recommend shutting up."
He looks at me wide eyed and nods.
"It was nothing." I say to the camera since I am already being filmed. "But Jinxx and Sammi were doing it in the other room."
He glares at me and I quietly sit back down in the chair. Andy is smirking at Jinxx.
"Oh ya! So Andy and Lola were-" jake pipes up. Ashley and Jinxx make a fake shield with their arms and cc holds Andy back.
"They were in the middle of doing it and Sammi and Jinxx walked in!" Jake finishes quickly and smirks at us. He is getting two deadly glares from us.
"Anyways... So Lola lived with you?" Alice asks Jinxx confused.
"This interview isn't about me.." I mumble but everyone except Andy ignores me.
"Ya, she did for about a month. It's a complicated story as of why.. But now they live together." Jinxx says.
"So Andy can you explain what happened on twitter two days ago?"
"Uhhh.. So basically someone hacked my twitter and posted photoshopped pictures of Lola and I." He sighs.
"Are you sure they were photoshopped? They looked very real?" She asks and looks at me.
"Yes! I wouldn't take a picture of myself topless!" I say annoyed and mumble, "sorry.."
"Really? It seems like a famous band member would do something like that." Alice says smugly and looks at Andy. He quickly says, "I wouldn't do that! But ashley would.."
"Hey!" Ashley shouts.
"It's not like he's lying ash." Jake shrugs and attempts to grab his phone.
"You don't want to do that.." Cc mumbles and looks at jake.
"Moving on, when is your next tour?"
"When we finish the album." Jinxx shrugs.
"Andy, do you know who hacked your twitter?" Alice asks smugly and stares directly at Andy.
"No. I'm not comfortable answering any more questions regarding my relationship with Lola. If you have anything else to ask then go ahead." He states firmly and stares at her.
"I'm not trying to do anything wrong, mr. Biersack." She says and glances at me before asking Jinxx, "so how come Lola lived with you?"
"We are not comfortable answering anymore questions about personal information." He says.
She raises an eyebrow and turns to me. She motions for the camera to do the same.
"Lola, can you tell me how you met Andy?" Alice asks interested in what I was going to say.
"I asked not to be in the interview." I nervously whisper and look to Andy, pleading silently for him to stop her. He nods, barely and stands up.
"I think we've answered enough questions. We're going to go." He says and walks over to me, grabs my hand and we head for the door, the rest of the band following behind us.
"You are disappointing your fans!" She calls as we walk down the hallway and out the double doors. The 5 band members flip her off at the same time without turning around. She scoffs as we walk out of the building, climb into Jinxx's car and begin the ride home in silence.
"Jake, Ella's back right?" Jinxx asks, the fist one to talk since we left. Jake nods as we pull into his driveway. He gets out and cc slides over, taking his seat. I go to get off Andy's lap but he won't let me off. I sigh and mumble, "deathgrip? Really?"
Andy kisses my cheek from behind and ashley makes a face at us when he gets out at his apartment.
"My cars at your place." Cc mumbles to Jinxx. He nods and drives to our apartment building. I notice as we reach a traffic light that the same car has been following us since we left the interview. The black car has tinted windows so I can't see the driver.
"Bye guys..." Jinxx mumbles as we arrive at our apartment. We climb out of the car and head up the stairs. Neither of us noticed that the car that had been following us was parked on the other side of the building.

Notes

Who's in the car? Is Lola's story like anyone else's? I made it similar to mine..
Any ideas for names? If no one has any ideas it will be off the sex and Hollywood EP.. You are really going to hate me when I post the next chapter.
Thanks siooooooo much for reading:) and all the feedback too!
-C
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Comments

@MoanaBVB
Thank you! I do recognize that parts you left me broken are pretty offensive and disgusting at times and I don't recommend reading it :) but thank you and maybe I will be able to update them again sometime soon <3

WOW such a great story!! Cos your such a great writer I am going to read all/most of you stories. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Addictive. ^.^ I am reading the Girl Across the hall as well. ^.^ XD.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
2/21/14
@LostInTheMusic
sometimes you listen to people when you shouldn't. Like at the end of the day, most of the time you are going to trust your family. And you can kind of be brainwashed and have them put thoughts into your head, it's not that hard. Also guilt. I mean, it's simply a story that I definitely did not do very well in the writing category :/ sometimes there are doubts that are at the back of your mind that can be drawn out when something happens...
I don't understand why Lola would ever listen to the parents and siblings that scorned her throughout her adolescent life. If they didn't support her then, of course they aren't going to support her decisions now, so they are going to discourage her from doing what she wants to do. Why would Lola just up and leave the people that had shown her so much more love than anyone else had ever given her?
LostInTheMusic LostInTheMusic
10/30/13
@britnyaffinity
Lol, thanks, and it's just kind of awkward to write because it's weird to know it came from my mind... And you're right though. And thanks! :)