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Becoming unbroken

Chapter 36

Lola's POV

I open twitter and stare at it in shock.
'He promised, I can't believe him. I trusted him, I love him and he did that! I can't believe. What should I do? Do I want to stay here? Should I wait for him to get back and ask why?'
My phone rings interrupting my thoughts, it's Sammi.
"Hello?" I ask in almost a whisper.
"Lola, I'm coming over." She says quickly before hanging up.
my mind rambles with questions of what, when, why, and how until Sammi arrives. She picks the lock and runs to where I am on the couch and engulfs me in a hug.
"Are you ok Lola?" She asks quietly and releases from the hug. Her expression is full of sorrow and sympathy, which I need.
"He promised..." I whisper, my vision is blurring with forming tears welling up and threatening to spill over. I attempt to blink them back and open up the phone again. He put up another. Sammi takes my phone and puts it in her back pocket.
"Don't look at that." She whispers.
"I just don't understand..." I sigh and pull my knees to my chest, forming a sad little ball of Lola on the couch.
"I know, it doesn't seem like him..." Sammi looks into her lap and sighs.
"what should I do?"
"I don't know Lola, do you want to stay at my place tonight?"
I nod my head slowly and stand to grab some clothes. I fill a bag and follow Sammi out to the car.
"I'm texting Jinxx, telling him that you are staying with us tonight."
I nod my head again and she starts the car. Immediately the radio starts up as well, bullet proof love ends and another song begins.
"We're all told that when we die
We leave to a better place
And all I know is what you left
A love I can't erase

All the same in love and war
Burn my name and ashes scorn

You left me with these broken lies
And I let you
I've got no more time for your goodbyes
So God Bless You
God Bless You

Shed those faded memories
This is your curtain call
I've had enough of sympathy
It's time to watch you fall

All the same in love and war" Andy's voice sings through the speakers in the car.
"Sammi can you turn it off?" I mumble
she quickly presses the off button and we finish the last three minutes of the drive in silence.
When we get to her house I walk slowly into the house, still processing what just happened. I put my stuff down and continue to the couch, flop down and say weakly, "Sammi I'm just going to take a nap."
She starts to say something but is interrupted by 5 men dressed in black walking through the door.
"hey Sammi! We're just going downstairs to mess around with some riffs." Jinxx says as the heavy footsteps of combat boots trail down the stairs.
"Lola I didn't know they were coming over. Do you want to go in the guest room?"
"Actually can we go in your bedroom. I don't really feel like being alone right now."
"Sure."
I follow her down the hall and collapse on her bed. She just sits at her computer and opens photoshop to edit some pictures. I tangle in the sheets and end up falling asleep.

I wake up to the sound of someone humming Carolyn and arms wrapped around me. Pale ones with batman tattoos on one arm and a red and black sleeve on the other. I cuddle into then for a minute longer until I awake completely.
'Why is ANDY cuddling with me? Why did Sammi let him?' I think before pushing his arms off me and standing up. I stormed out of the guest bedroom and into Sammi and Jinxx's room-- wait didn't I fall asleep in their room!
"Sammi why was Andy in the guest room with me?" I asked Sammi, who was sitting in the desk chair absorbed by her computer. She turned around, startled for a second and her eyes adjusted back to normal from being too close to the screen for too long.
"Oh hey Lola.. Your up.."
"Can you explain why ANDY was in the guest room with me?" I stare at her angrily.
"Wait- what? You've been in here the whole time.." She says confused and looks at the clock, "you've been asleep for about 3 hours.."
"I just woke up in the guest room first of all, not here the guest room." I explain sharply, "and second, Andy of all people was laying in the bed with me!"
"Oh..." She mumbles and looks down at the ground, "I guess he put you in there when I wasn't paying attention. I've been in here the whole time."
"Did you ask him anything?"
She shakes her head and points to the computer.
"what should I do Sammi? I don't want to talk to him. I don't even want to be around him." I sigh and sit on the edge of her bed.
"Do you want me to talk to him?"

"Talk to who about what? Lola why did you run away from me in there?"
'Crap! I forgot to lock the door!'
I am paralyzed in shock, fear, saddness, and anger. Luckily, Sammi speaks for me.
"Are you serious right now Biersack!"
"what did I do?" A confused Andy asks from the door way, he slowly walks in the room and sits next to me on the bed.
"Get away from Lola. I want you out of here. Andrew!" She hisses.
"Lola? What is going on?" He asks and turns to me.
'How can he think everything is fine! That gerk. He did only want me for sex.'
"Out! Now!" Sammi demands once again. He stays put still looking at the side of my head. I refuse to look at him. I gave everything to him, everything!
"Lola?" He asks again, slower, confused and a bit worried.
"Leave me alone andy." I sigh.
"Lola?" He almost whispers, I turn to him and see his eyes flooded with worry.
"Please just go.." I whisper and look at me lap. I feel like I'm about to burst into tears. I still love him. I shouldn't.
"Please tell me what's wrong.." He whispers and scoots closer to me, lifts my chin up so that I am forced to make eyecontact with him. I feel the tears coming again, one spills out and he brushes it away with his thumb. Why is he still acting like he cares when he obviously doesn't.
"Andy I told you to leave." Sammi hisses again. He doesn't budge or even pay attention to her. It feels like we are lost in our own little bubble of sadness, anger and confusion.
"Lola, can you please tell me what's wrong." Andy whispers again.
A muffled "Andy! Leave!" Comes from outside our little bubble.
"Andy.. I have nothing to say to you.." I manage to whisper before spilling out another tear.
"Lola, baby, can you tell me what happened please?" He says and his confusion mixed with sorrow. Not guilt.
"You should know." I whisper and squint my eyes into the best glare I can manage. I probably look like a puppy attempting to scare away a pit bull in state I am in.
"I honestly have no idea what you're-" Andy gets cut off by Jinxx, jake, cc, and ashley all bursting through the door.
"Biersack! You idiot!" Jinxx yells and breaks our bubble, pulling Andy up and away from me by the collar of his cut up shirt.
"What the hell! You're a sick man!" Cc yells.
"How could you do that to Lola!" Jake yells and pulls out his phone.
"You fucking asshole! How could you do that to Lola! I don't understand Andy! You're a bastard." Ashley yells- ironically.
"What are you all yelling about!" Andy asks and looks at me pleadingly.
"Look at you're fucking twitter if you don't remember." Jake yells, then mutters, "disgusting. Just disgusting."
Andy pulls out his phone and opens twitter. His phone falls from his grasp, he looks up at me shocked.
"I haven't been on twitter in a long time. I swear Lola. I didn't post that." He says and shakes out of Jinxx's grasp and runs up to me, he gets on his knees and grabs my hands. Our bubble had formed once again.
"I was in the recording studio with the guys. We don't bring our phones in. I swear Lola, I would never do that. I promised. And I don't break promises." He begged and looked me straight in the eyes.
"Andy's right." Cc mutters, "we were in the studio until we got here and these were posted while we were there. I think you were hacked."
"I'm deleting all that baby. Please don't cry anymore." He wipes away my tears and continues, "I honestly didn't post those pictures. I am deleting them now.." He pulls out the phone and shows me as he deletes the 5 different pictures of us in bed both shirtless. In 2 I don't have a bra on, in the other three I do.
"There and I'm going to change my password too." He says and types in a long password into the changer thing.
"I'm sorry baby. I wish I knew that happened." He whispers before pulling my face closer to his gently. "I promised I would never ever hurt you, and I never will. I love you Lola."
He presses his lips to mine softly, leaving a light butterfly kiss upon them. I look up at him as he pulls away, still a bit blurry from my previous crying.
"I love you too Andy." My horse voice, sore from crying whispers. I pull him close and hug him for a few minutes. He pulls away when jake thinks out loud. "Who would hack his phone and do that?"
Everyone else shrugs but I know. I know who would do this, who knows how to do this. Who has the rescourses and the motivation to hack my boyfriends twitter.

"Erik."





*dramatic entering because I was going to make this 2 chapters but it would be too short..*




"Erik."

"That makes sense.." Jinxx mumbles. Andy has a look on his face, a look that never leads to anything good.
"Andy, can we just forget about this and go home?" I whisper in his ear.
"Sure baby." He mumbles, distracted by whatever is going through his mind.
We get my stuff and head back home as quickly as possible. We silently get into bed after changing and cuddle instantly.
"Andy, I'm scared." I whisper and he hugs me tighter.
"Don't be, I'm right here." He whispers before kissing my forehead.
"No, I'm scared he's," I sigh and look into those baby blue eyes, "I'm scared that Erik is trying to tear us apart. I don't want that to happen."
He looks down at me assuringly, "Lola, you have nothing to worry about. We aren't going to let him. We love each other too much."
"I love you Andy I don't know what I would do without you."
"I love you too Lola, and I feel the same way."
We fall asleep a few short minutes later.

Notes

Hmmm... More drama to come :) how did you guys like this chapter? What else is Erik and Lola's mom going to do?
Anyways.. Thanks for reading! And thanks so much to everyone who has commented, rated, and/or subscribed! It means a lot and gives me the motivation to keep writing and posting! :)
-c

Comments

@MoanaBVB
Thank you! I do recognize that parts you left me broken are pretty offensive and disgusting at times and I don't recommend reading it :) but thank you and maybe I will be able to update them again sometime soon <3

WOW such a great story!! Cos your such a great writer I am going to read all/most of you stories. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Addictive. ^.^ I am reading the Girl Across the hall as well. ^.^ XD.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
2/21/14
@LostInTheMusic
sometimes you listen to people when you shouldn't. Like at the end of the day, most of the time you are going to trust your family. And you can kind of be brainwashed and have them put thoughts into your head, it's not that hard. Also guilt. I mean, it's simply a story that I definitely did not do very well in the writing category :/ sometimes there are doubts that are at the back of your mind that can be drawn out when something happens...
I don't understand why Lola would ever listen to the parents and siblings that scorned her throughout her adolescent life. If they didn't support her then, of course they aren't going to support her decisions now, so they are going to discourage her from doing what she wants to do. Why would Lola just up and leave the people that had shown her so much more love than anyone else had ever given her?
LostInTheMusic LostInTheMusic
10/30/13
@britnyaffinity
Lol, thanks, and it's just kind of awkward to write because it's weird to know it came from my mind... And you're right though. And thanks! :)