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Becoming unbroken

Chapter 34


Lola's POV:/

We look at each other worried. None of the others have realized anything. I open my mouth and whimper loudly. Only Jake looks up. He sees us stuck together and starts laughing like a maniac, soon everyone else joins him. Ashley got out his phone and started taking pictures and a video.
"Help us." I manage to barely mumble, the lip ring pulls a bit and I whimper in pain. Sammi stops laughing and looks at the problem closer.
"Somehow your lip rings got hooked around each others. Andy I need you to take yours out. Since Lola can't yet."
Andy carefully reaches up and undoes his lip ring, unattaching it from my own soon after. Then proceeds to put it back in.
"I like your snakebites!" Cc yells from the rug that he was laying on.
Sammi says quietly, "Lola, take the one that was connected out. You guys can't kiss if that could happen again."
"But she looks hot with the snakebites!" Andy whines and then hides his face in embarrassment. I sigh and slide the piercing out. It will close up a bit by later tonight.
"Awww." Andy whines. I kiss him quickly to make sure we won't get stuck again.
"Now we're matching andy." I giggle.
"Lola, those do look hot." Ashley says but quickly adds, "I'm just saying."
"Ya. I wonder what I would look like with facial piercings?" Jake shouts from next to cc.
"Please don't get any." Jinxx says and wacks jake jokingly with a pillow. "Lola, they are cool."
"I like the snake bites." I pout a bit.
"But then we couldn't kiss." Andy whines jokingly.
"Now you can shoot water out the hole!" Jake shouts from the ground again, laughing a bit before going to the kitchen. He comes back and shoves a glass of water in front of my face.
"Please do it?"
"No.." I look at him squinting my eyes in confusion, "that's just weird."
He sighs and looks at Andy with hopeful eyes. Before Andy can even react jake takes out his lip ring and hand him the glass.
"Please!" He whines. Everyone else looks at him with interest.
"Fine." Andy sighs and takes the glass, shooting a small stream of water out the hole underneath his lip. The guys all cheer but Sammi turns away disgusted. Jinxx took a video on Instagram.

"can we just get takeout guys?" Cc yells from the ground again.
"Pizza and wings ok?" Sammi calls as she picks up her phone and starts to dial a number. We all nod in response.
"Andy, I wish that we could kiss and I could still have snakebites." I whine quietly and kiss him.
"Check twitter!" Jake yells from the floor.
We pull out our phone to see:
@ashleypurdy: snakebites + a lip ring=
(Link to the video on you tube.)

Andy and I glared at him but retweeted it anyways. It was funny and it did explain why Andy and I now had matching lip piercings. We didn't want annoying fangirls saying I was copying Andy.
Sammi came back in the room.
"So Andy, rob said you two aren't allowed to get matching tattoos."
Andy looked at her confused, she continued.
"He pierced Lola, he said you and her can't get matching tattoos because he doesn't want you to have to get any more removed."
"What tattoos did you get removed?" I ask. As soon as I did I regretted it. He sighed and said, "I'll tell you later. I don't want to ruin the night."
"That's fine Andy." I said as sweetly as possible before pecking his cheek. He wrapped an arm around me and jake began to whine.
"I miss Ella guys!"
Cc joined him, "I miss Lauren too...."
I joined in, "I miss my Andweeeeey"
"What?" Andy asked and I blushed.
"It's a joke baby."
"If I'm not here" Andy smirked, "then I miss my little vampire too." He pecked my nose but cc cut in.
"guys! Either stop it with the couples stuff or leave.."
"Well, I guess we are going to go then." Andy says before picking me up. "Bye guys."
"Andy! Put me down!" I squeal and he actually lets me down. But of course he starts pouting cutely, I can't say no to that face. "If you want to carry me I'll settle for a piggy back ride."
He nods excitedly and squats. I hop on his back and yell, "byyyeee" waving to everyone as he runs out the door.
When we get home he kisses me softly as soon as we are inside.
"You know Lola..." He leans in close, "I've never actually kissed anyone with a lipring until now..."
"Do you like it?" I ask. He smirks and leans in so that our liprings are against each others lips, "yes." He breathes into my mouth, sending chills down my spine. Then he presses our lips together, passionately kissing, slow and loving not wanting the moment to end. We pull away for air.
"I love you andy." I say as we head into our room to change.
"I love you too Lola."
I put on some pajama pants and a tshirt. He just slides in bed in his boxers. We cuddle almost instantly. He kisses my forehead and then my nose.
"So if you're my little vampire, what am I?" Andy whispers.
"I don't know. Maybe mr.cocky?" I joke and he chuckles.
"awww that's not fair." He whines. I giggle even more.
"Or mr. My-hands-have-no-boundaries."
"or just your sexy boyfriend?" Andy says and winks, causing me to giggle more.
"ooh! I actually have one! Panda- no pandy! Andy pandy! Or anda panda! Whichever?" I say quickly.
"Why?"
"BecAuse your pale and your makeup is kind of like a panda's eyes.. You realize you are still wearing my makeup right?"
"Oh. That's cute. A vampire and a panda bear." Andy giggles. "And I don't care, I just won't have to put as much on tomorrow. And I'll look like a panda even more!"
I feel my eyes staring to droop. I nibble on his neck lightly before whispering, "goodnight panda bear, I love you."
He kisses my head and whispers, "night night, my little vampire, I love you too."
We both fall asleep thinking about the nicknames.

-morning-
I wake up to Andy on his phone tweeting, one arm still wrapped around me. When he notices I'm awake he kisses my forehead and says, "morning Lola."
I look to see what he tweeted but he pulls away his phone. I grab my own from beside the bed. I see a few tweets:
@andybvb: my little vampire is so cute when she sleeps.
@andybvb: why isn't @alberbvb a panda?
@andybvb: do vampires eat panda bears?

I giggle at his tweets before seeing if he put anything on Instagram. Yep. There's a picture of me sleeping and a video. I comment on the picture:
@lolasamuels: Sleeping not instagraming Andy! :P

I plug in some headphones and look at the video, it's first of just him. He is sitting up slightly and he puts a finger to his lips, "shhh... She's asleep." It cuts to me sleeping wrapped around Andy's bare chest. He kisses my forehead. "I Love you Lola." He says to me before the camera turns back to being just him. "And I love you guys bvbarmy, but in a different way..." He waves and shows me sleeping again.
I playfully glared at Andy and decided to make a video of my own. I opened the app and started the camera.
"Hey! It's Lola, and I'm getting revenge on Andy."
I stopped rolling the camera and gave him a warning look. He quickly got up and put on some pants but came back in bed. I took the opportunity to put my hair in a loose pony tail.
"So he's back!" I say to the camera once Andy is at my side. He pecks my lips before just waving. Then he takes my phone, "I'm holding your phone hostage until you sing." He says childishly.
"Awwww.." I whine, "fine."
I begin to sing the chorus to Carolyn. He starts the video again, still holding my phone out of my reach.
"You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today
You're not alone"
He keeps recording and I pout, "Andy makes me sing."
"Because you have a beautiful voice." He says before stopping the recording and posting the video, he handed me my phone back.
"It's not very nice to steal phones." I say as an email popped up on my screen, it was 50% off at hot topic! I went to the website and ironically the first things I saw was a vampire diaries shirt next to a cartoon panda shirt. I giggled and tapped Andy.
"Panda, look at this!" I showed him the phone and he started giggling too.
"I guess it's meant to be. Panda and vampire." He says and kisses my forehead.
"Mhmm.." I say and snuggle closer with Andy. I begin thinking about last night, I wonder what tattoos he got removed?
"Andy, what tattoos did you get removed?" I ask carefully, his turns blank as he says,
"one that said dragonfly on my hand, another that was a dragonfly in a heart on my chest.." He sighs and looks down at me. "They were all for Juliet. I got rid of them the day after she left."
"Oh. I'm sorry I asked.." I mumbled.
"It's fine, I would have told you eventually anyways.. I'm over her completely though, and now I have you." He smiles and gently kisses my forehead, "maybe we shouldn't get tattoos for each other if we ever decide we want to. If we did we could just get matching ones so that.. you know.. It has another meaning?" I say quietly.
"Maybe..." He trails off before lighting up again, "Lola, do you want to get a tattoo?"
"Like ever?..."
He chuckles, "well, ya.. But like now?"
"I don't know Andy, I've never really thought about it. And I don't really know what I would get?"
I guess I do want one, I've just never really thought about when and what I would get. I don't really want to have my first tattoo be something that I regret. I shrug and his phone buzzed, he looked at me apologetically, "I have to go, we are starting the album today. I love you." He kissed me quickly before speed changing and running out the front door to meet ashley who was waiting for him again. I sigh and crawl out from the sheets. I change into a pair of red shorts and a sleeping with sirens shirt. I am really starting to like the newer rock music, I've never really listened to it before meeting Sammi, but I have to admit that it's better than I expected. And they have cool Merch. I grab some breakfast and get a text from Andy:
Andy: Lola, can you get a blank notebook from our room.

I grab one and text him back.
Lola: got it. Do you need it?
Andy: nope. I want you to write some lyrics :) that one line was really good and I think you should write more.:):) please :) <3
Lola: ok.. But they won't be very good.
Andy: they'll be amazing like you, I love you but I have to go :( xoxoxo

I sigh and get a pen, sit down on the couch. My eyes almost burning holes in the book from the intense stare I am giving. I have no idea what to write. I open to the first page and write:

Lola's book of lyrics

In large bubble letters, then I start to doodle like a student, bored from the lecture would. I end up drawing little smiley faces and hearts and even a small rainbow with the little black pen. Eventually I fill the page and flip to the next one. I just start randomly writing.

I have no inspiration whatsoever. I don't know what to write. I mean I've fucked up so many times

Wait... I flip to the next page and scrawl messily some shitty lyrics:

The problems we have overcome still pry at our minds
Warnings never phased the determined young child
The past can never be truly forgotten
When all hope is lost, it goes back
Time is not a cure when the pain creates no scars

We die to remind ourselves what it was to fly
An fallen angels wings carry me back to you my love
I've become a drifter wandering in random directions
Hoping for one to stop.
I can't live without you
What would my hands have to hold?
An empty bed beside me
No one to understand like we know each other
This song will grow with our love
Since when did a fairy tale ending become true


I finish and realize that burst of lyrics that came into my head were mostly about my time with Andy. I had just wrote him part of a love song without even realizing it! I am about to close the book when more lyrics rush to my head, I flip the page and quickly write,

if we walk out that door will it just be you and me
not rain or snow can drift us apart
sun or heat can defeat this new rythym as out hearts pound in sync
our burning passion will live on
held in thoughts of years to come
i will never forget the past
look to the future and see a new sun
the fears of yesterday will leave at last
if our eyes can tell a story
my eyes may deceive with looks of happiness
not pain that breaks my heart from inside out
with not real cause
only you can mend my beating broken wounds

Again more about Andy! I smile as I read over both of them, wait... The last one seems to have some about Erik. Ugh! I really hope he leaves us alone; he hasn't bothered us since the drug store mishap but I know he will be back. I close the notebook and set it on the coffee table, I turn on the tv. It's a chick flick but nothing else is on. I lay down on the couch and gently fall asleep.

I wake up a few hours later in time to see someone possessed sit up and scream on the screen. I grab the remote and turn it off quickly. Great way to wake up from a nap. I hear the toilet flush and then Andy comes out of the bathroom. He sees me awake and jokes, "the sleeping vampire woke up!"
"Mhmm.." I mumble and sit up. He walks over and sits next to me. 'I forgot to tell Andy I would sing back up for him!'
I turn towards Andy and say, "Andy, I've decided I will sing back up for you if you want me too still.."
He smiles and kisses me passionately, our lip rings clink together a few times. I giggle at the sound, he pulls away and shouts, "yay!

Andy's POV

I got home and a horror movie was on the tv. That's weird, Lola doesn't like horror movies. I walk up to the couch and see her sleeping peacefully on the couch. On the coffee table there was a plain black note book with a pen beside it. I took It from the table and went to the kitchen, I sat down and opened the first page. It had a bunch of little doodles around a title of the book. One of the doodles was of a cartoon panda and another of a pair of fangs. I quietly turned the page and read two and a half sentences in her handwriting. The last line was unfinished so I turned the page. It was her lyrics. I read through the first page, then the next. She was getting really good. I really hope she does do backup vocals for us too. I saw her stir a bit, then got up to go to the bathroom. When I returned she was awake, sitting up on the sofa. I say down next to her and she quickly blurts that she will sing back up for us! Yes! She is finally letting me show the world her talent, she has a beautiful voice that is needed to be shared.

Notes

I promise the next few chapters are better :)
thanks sooooo much for reading!! I really appreciate everyone who has commented, rated, or subscribed too!!!
I know this is basically a filler chapter and a lot have been lately but I have some better ones written. I'm sorry about my lyrics.. I know they are bad but they're Better than the ones I wrote when I was 9 :). If they sound like anything else I'm sorry.. Also I know someone used panda as a nickname in their fanfic but I didn't think about it until it was written. So one more tonight if I don't fall asleep.. I'm not doing a very good job at keeping these short. :/
-c

Comments

@MoanaBVB
Thank you! I do recognize that parts you left me broken are pretty offensive and disgusting at times and I don't recommend reading it :) but thank you and maybe I will be able to update them again sometime soon <3

WOW such a great story!! Cos your such a great writer I am going to read all/most of you stories. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Addictive. ^.^ I am reading the Girl Across the hall as well. ^.^ XD.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
2/21/14
@LostInTheMusic
sometimes you listen to people when you shouldn't. Like at the end of the day, most of the time you are going to trust your family. And you can kind of be brainwashed and have them put thoughts into your head, it's not that hard. Also guilt. I mean, it's simply a story that I definitely did not do very well in the writing category :/ sometimes there are doubts that are at the back of your mind that can be drawn out when something happens...
I don't understand why Lola would ever listen to the parents and siblings that scorned her throughout her adolescent life. If they didn't support her then, of course they aren't going to support her decisions now, so they are going to discourage her from doing what she wants to do. Why would Lola just up and leave the people that had shown her so much more love than anyone else had ever given her?
LostInTheMusic LostInTheMusic
10/30/13
@britnyaffinity
Lol, thanks, and it's just kind of awkward to write because it's weird to know it came from my mind... And you're right though. And thanks! :)