Lola's POV

I stare at him blankly, still processing what he just said.
"Andy, we've only been dating for like what? Two? Three weeks?" I whisper cautiously.
"I know, but I love you Lola. And you barely sleep here anyway. Come on, it will be great!" He smiles at me and leans in to kiss me. I let him but pull away.
"Andy, let me think about it." I say and look at the bedside clock. It's only 8:15 so I lay my head on my pillow and try to sleep. But the contemplating voices that have been gone for a couple weeks are back.
'You love him too.'
'You are moving too fast!'
'You guys will have so much fun!'
'He is only dating you for sex.'
'Andy is a good guy. He is not.' I think to the pessimistic voice.
'Think about it, he moved so you could still have sex, he always is trying to make out with you. And remember last night? He wouldn't let you go.'
I internally sigh. I guess I did externally to because Andy looks at me worried.
"Lola, I'm really sorry about last night. I know I went too far. And I'm sorry. I understand if you're mad."
"Andy," I say softly, "I'm not mad. I'm just a little worried."
'Why did I say that!'
Andy scoots closer and looks me in the eye curiously, "Worried? About what?"
"never mind." I mumble.
"You can tell me anything Lola."
I sigh and mumble, "I'm worried that you only want sex, or to make out, or to feel me up."
He lifts my chin up gently with his hand. He looks straight in to my eyes and says truthfully, "Lola, I love you. Not just for sex or anything like that. I just am so attracted to you that sometimes I can't control myself. But Lola, I love your personality, how you laugh at everything, how you are always teasing and joking. I love it when I can make you smile, and how you are so confident and daring. Lola, I love everything about you, inside and out. I'm sorry if I don't show it how I should sometimes."
I ignore the pessimistic voice and blurt, "Andy, yes! I'll move in with you!"
He smiles wide and hugs me tight. He goes to kiss my cheek but I move so that he meets my lips. We passionately kiss until ashley knocks on the door.
"You guys are dressed right?" He asks.
We both laugh and yell "yes!"
He comes in and sits at the desk chair again.
"How are you going to tell Sammi?" He asks.
"What?" I ask confused.
"I heard you two talking. How are you going to tell her you are moving in together?" He explains. "Oh and congrats.. I guess?"
"Thanks... I don't know." I say quietly.
"You guys better do it soon. You don't want to chicken out."
Andy and I are sitting on the end of the bed by now, he wraps an arm around my waist and leans his head on my shoulder.
"Can we talk alone for a bit ashley?" Andy asks.
He nods and leaves.
"So, when should I move in?" I ask Andy.
He looks up at me and says "whenever you want to. I'm not going to push you to or anything."
"Why don't we finish getting you unpacked and then figure it out from there." I suggest and he nods. "I'm going to get ready to go. I'll be back in 10 minutes after I shower."
"Ok. I'm going to get ready too." He calls after me.
After showering and changing into a pair of jeans and a tank top, I meet Andy and Ashley in the kitchen. They are both eating toast. Andy hands me a plate with some toast and eggs on it, I smile at him before digging in. "Wow! Ashley did you cook this?"
He nods, Andy asks me, "why did you not think it was me?"
"Because, you burnt raw pancakes and broke a plate while doing it!" I tease. "I think I chose the wrong band member as a boyfriend."
Ashley laughs and says, "yes because I am definitely boyfriend material! Even I know I'm not!"
Andy is pouting and sighs, "I wish I could cook."
"Awww, it's ok baby." I say and walk to give him a hug. Ashley sighs a little and mumbles, "Sammi was right. You guys are kinda cute."
"Is ashley lonely? Does he need a hug from Lola?" I joke and pull ashley into a quick hug.
"Lola, we should go before Sammi and Jinxx wake up." Andy whispers. I nod and wave to ashley before we get in the car. The day goes by fairly quickly, listening to music while unpacking. Somehow we only break two dishes! Andy's- our- apartment is unpacked by 8:30 pm. I decide to head back to Sammi's instead of staying the night. When I get back Sammi and Jinxx are out with some of their other friends so I have the house to myself. I get out my IHome and start playing we stitch these wounds. I get out my suitcase and start packing some of my stuff. After the outcasts is done, I start to sing along to the album, becoming louder and more passionate with each song. When Carolyn is over I put set the world on fire on shuffle. I don't hear the front door open while ritual is on, I am singing pretty loud. When the song ends I hear the music stop and two people clapping in the hall.
'Oh shit!'
Jinxx and Sammi start to open my door but I slip out before they can and shut the bedroom door behind me.
"Heyy guys."
"Lola! You are a really good singer!" Sammi exclaims.
"thanks.." I mumble.
"Lola," Jinxx starts, "what are you hiding?"
"Nothing."
"Is Andy in there?"
"No he's at our-his, his place." I say catching myself just barely.
"Did you just say 'our' as in you and Andy?" Sammi asks slowly.
"No. No I didn't."
"Yes you did."
"No."
"Yes."
"No!"
"Yes!"
I didn't notice that Jinxx had opened the door while Sammi and I were arguing. He gasped, "you did say our!"
Sammi looked at me dumbfounded. Then opened her mouth to give a speech, "Lola! You guys met three weeks ago! You barely know each other! You are moving to fast he-"
I cut her off, "Sammi, it's our decision, we are adults. Andy and I love each other and want to live together. We practically do already."
"Lola-"
"Jinxx you can't talk us out of it."
They sigh and look at each other. Sammi mumbles, "I have the video ready if you guys want it." Then turns to leave.
I sigh and decide to text Andy.

Lola: hey baby...
Andy: hi! Whatcha doing?
Lola: well, I was packing, listening to music, and singing... But then Sammi and Jinxx came home.
Andy: did they find out?
Lola: ya... They tried to talk me out of it....
Andy: aww. Do you want me to come over? <3
Lola: I would but its too late Andy. It's dangerous at night in la.. :(
Andy: :( can I call you?
Lola: sure

In a matter of seconds a call appears on the phone. I answer it and smile,
"Hi Andy."
"This isn't Andy. It's Erik, remember your ex."
"Oh fuck!" I say too loud. Sammi's footsteps are coming down the hall. She yells "Lola are you ok?"
"Sammi I'm fine, just someone called." I say worried, while covering the microphone on the phone.
"Is it Erik?" She says and opens the door. I nod and she tells me to put it on speakerphone.
"Sorry that was my roommate. What do you want?"
"What I want Lola! What I want is to know why you left at our wedding! You fucking ran out without explanation! Your parents are furious with you and everyone is asking for an explanation! Lola!" He yells into the phone.
I sigh and calmly speak into the phone, "Erik, I left because I didn't love you anymore. I need you to please either calm down or I am going to hang up and change my phone number."
"Ok I'm calm. I'm sorry I yelled. I'm just frustrated! I've given you some time before I contacted you. Now you're coming home. You're parents are coming to get you from wherever you are in the morning."
I look at Sammi wide eyed and take a deep breath before talking again.
"Erik, I have a new home. I have a new life. I am 20 and I do not need my parents anymore. They can't take me back. So please leave me be and stay out of my life."
"Lola, I don't know what happened to you! We were perfect together! I loved you. And who the hell is that andy person."
"Erik, realize that you just said you loved me, keyword loved. With a d as in past tense! And were, we were in high school! But that never lasts!"
"You never answered my question. Who the fuck is Andy?" Erik almost yells into the phone.
I sigh and mumble, "Andy is my boyfriend."
"fucking hell lola! our wedding was 3weeks ago! Having a new boyfriend already makes you a fucking slut! Fuck you Lola Samuels! I fucking hate you!" He screams into the phone as I hang up.

I turn to Sammi and get engulfed in a hug. I just noticed that I have wet tears running down my pale cheeks. I wipe my eyes on a tissue that she hands me and take a deep breath so that I don't start to hyperventilate and sob.
"Sammi, I think I need a new phone. This one could be tracked by my parents." I state before proceeding to plug the phone into my computer. I sync all the contacts, photos, audio, videos, music, apps, and texts before opening the back and chucking the phone at the wall. She had left in the midst of my phone destruction. I grab a landline and dial Andy's number.
"Hello?" I ask when the ringer stops on the other end, Andy's voice answers me.
"Lola! Sammi just texted me to come over. I'm almost there."
"Wait Andy it's not safe!"
"Too late I'm in the drive way." He hangs up and I hear the front door unlock and heavy footsteps running down the hall. My door is flung open and Andy wraps his arms around me protectively. I start to cry again without realizing until I begin to sob. I quickly take a few deep breaths and wipe away my blackened tears.
"Come on baby, it's ok," Andy cooed in my ear.
"Andy, Erik called me. I thought it was you so I answered. He said my parents are coming to get me from here in the morning. They can track my phone. So I need a new one." I point to the shattered remains of the black iPhone 4 by the wall.
He pulls away from our hug and starts chuckling. Then grabs my hand and whispers, "I'm here Lola. You'll always be safe when I'm here." I wrap him into another hug and say quietly,
"Andy, I think I should finish packing."
"that's a good idea. Hopefully we can get you out of here before your parents might come."
He gets up and asks Sammi and Jinxx to help. Jinxx looks at my phone and says, "woah! You did that!" I nod and start packing.
"everything of mine goes in the suitcases. Andy and I will get my clothes started while you guys work on other stuff." I say as we start. Andy of course goes straight to my bra and underwear drawer jokingly. I hit his shoulder lightly and he goes to the closet.
"Lola can I put on some music?" Sammi asks.
"Sure, you can use my computer if you want. Or I have an iHome and I can plug in my iPod."
she nods before going to my computer, after a few seconds of scrolling she gasps, "Lola! You have one direction on here!"
"Oh ya, I was looking through the top charts to see how bad music has gotten and I accidentally bought it. I can't delete it though."
"That sucks!" Jinxx says from by my desk.
"Oh! I love this song!" Sammi exclaims as she puts on you're gonna go far, kid by the offspring. We all start working to the beat of the music. Andy suddenly starts singing, "now dance fucker dance man he never had a chance!"
I look at him funny and he explains, "that's my favorite part of the song."
"Ya because it says fuck!" Jinxx yells and Andy blushes. We keep packing for a while until most of my clothes are in the duffles. Sammi and jinxx decide to go to sleep. When rebel love song comes on the shuffled playlist andy and I start singing subconsciously under our breath. We look at each other and laugh before he grabs my hands and starts singing louder.
"Never going to change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothing's going to stop us,
No not this time
So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice, it's do or die
This is a rebel love song."
I join in with him at the next chorus. We tap on The walls separating us from Sammi and Jinxx's room. And start singing louder, changing the lyrics slightly.
"Never going to change our minds
We can leave it all behind
You're not going to stop us
No not this time!
So take your Hand in mine
it's ours tonight.
This is our rebel Love song
We won't sacrifice, it's do or die
This is a rebels love song."
I hear muffled laughter on the other side. Then Jinxx yells, "that's funny but could you turn it down a bit? We need sleep unlike you two."
I run to the computer and turn down the volume on know your enemy. Andy is packing again. When I look up I see him folding my bras.
"Andy! Really?" I exclaim while holding in laughter.
"Does this fit?" He asks and holds up one of my bras to his chest before folding it and putting them in a duffle.
"Ya I think it fits perfectly."I giggle and grab my socks from the drawer. Andy keeps packing the rest of my underwear and moves on to some shorts. We are done in less than an hour. I shut off my computer and run to get a broom and dustpan. I sweep up my phone as fast as possible and throw it away. Andy put my iHome in the duffle and walked in to the bathroom, returning with my straightener.
"You need to pack your own makeup. I don't do a good job at being organized." He whispers because Sammi and Jinxx are asleep.
"Ya, I saw your last apartment."
I tease and quickly pack all the makeup in a small bag, and shove it in the last available space in the duffle. I lie down on the bed and look at the clock, it's 4:00 am exactly. I sigh and shut my eyes as Andy's arms wrap around me. I feel the covers get pulled over us and his lips peck my cheek. "Goodnight Lola, I love you."
"'Night Andy, I love you too." I mumble before drifting off into a peaceful sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~

"What ringtone do you think she wants?"
"Wait put her music on it first-"
"Jake you aren't supposed to do that!"
I am awoken by the three maniacs In the band. I Groan try to move but andy is lying slightly on top of me.
"Shit ashley!" Jake yells, "you woke her up."
Andy jolts awake and rolls off of me,
Then looks at the guys who are in my room.
"What are you guys doing in here!"
"We got you a new phone as a congrats on moving in together present!" Ashley answers.
"Thanks, where is my stuff?" I ask when I notice my bags and computer are gone.
"They are at Andy's." jake answers before adding, "it's almost 8 you guys need to go before your parents get here!"
Andy groans and gets up. I climb out of bed and straighten my tank top I was wearing. He pulls his shirt off and stretches, then puts it back on. I look at him curiously.
"It's a tight shirt."
I nod and wrap him in a hug. He hugs back a little surprised.
"Lets go baby." Andy cooes and unwraps me from him. We walk out to the kitchen where Jinxx hands us both mugs of coffee and says, "drink quick. Your parents might be here soon."
I sip my coffee as fast as possible without getting burnt, Andy does the same. We are shooed out the door before we can even put down the mugs.
"I guess we should go then?" Andy says and climbs into my car. They took his back with all of my stuff. I climb in the drivers seat and reach Andy's apartment shortly after. We walk in the door and I hug him tightly, "Andy, we're home. Our home."
"I know Lola! Lets get you unpacked!" He says and runs excitedly to the bedroom. "We are never sleeping are we." I mutter, he hears me. Andy runs over and pick me up, spins me around and kisses me passionately.
"Nope."
I giggle and whisper, "Andy we should sleep now though. I don't do well with 4 hours of sleep."
"Ok!" He says and lays down next to me, he pulls the covers over our heads and wraps his arms around me. He kisses the top of my head. Suddenly he jumps up and shouts, "I forgot to turn off the lights! And the blinds!"
He shuts off the lights and shuts the drapes before hoping in bed again. He pulls the covers over us once again and I mumble, "oh god! You're hyper!" Before falling asleep soon after.

Notes

I have some writers block.. Anything after 29 might be a little filler ish. I finally have good Internet again. So..
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I didn't sleep last night :( so sorry for my grammar and spelling..
-c