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Becoming unbroken

Chapter 22

Lola's POV

"What are we going to do?" I ask Andy in barely a whisper.

He sighs and puts the phone down on his lap. "Honestly Lola, I don't know. We can get in the account and delete the picture but people have probably already reposted it."
"Delete it." Jinxx grumbles. "I'm going to go yell at Ashley." He stands up to leave down the hall, grabbing a bobby pin off a table. We hear Jinxx sticking the bobby pin in the lock and finally busting the door open.
"Dude! Woah! this is a good shirt." Ashley yells.
We see Jinxx walking down the hall a few minutes later, dragging a guilty Ashley by the collar of his shirt.
"What the hell is wrong with you ash!" Jake almost yells, but not quite. "You can't do that kind of thing!"
"Ashley. why?" Andy whispers. He looks up at ashley with pleading eyes. Ashley just sighs and calmly pulls Jinxx's hand away from his neck. Then grabs his jacket and walks out the front door. Slamming it shut behind him. His car pulls out the drive way and the headlights fade into the night.
Jake and CC looked at us apologetically and stood to leave, "I have to get back to Ella. She got in this morning and had major jet lag. So she slept all day... It's going to be ok guys. Ash gets weird like this sometimes."
Cc just nods and walks out behind him silently. Sammi had slipped into her bedroom silently. I could hear a the quiet sound of violin coming from the basement. Apparently, Jinxx plays violin when he is stressed. I scoot closer to Andy and lay my head on his chest. He starts to softly play with my hair, twirling pieces and picking up another. I look back up at him and whisper, "Andy?" Before I can ask anymore he puts a finger to my lips and presses his to the top of my head. "Shhh... Baby lets not worry about this right now." And he starts to play with my hair again. I pull away and stand up. "I'm going to get in bed." I pause and look back at Andy. "Can you come cuddle with me."
He nods and pushes himself off the ground. In my room I quickly change into a tshirt and pajama shorts. Andy comes in after I change, (he had to pee again...) and slides into bed next to me, wearing only his boxers. He hugs me close to him and kisses me softly. I lay my head on his chest while he plays with my hair again, eventually stopping as his breathing slows down into a sleepy rhythm. I shut my eyes and fall asleep soon after.

I wake up to Andy playing with my hair again. I look up at him and give a weak smile, he gives one in return. His phone buzzes, he sighs and looks at the text. "It's from ashley. Can you read it. I don't know if I can."
I nod and take the phone from him. The text reads:
Ashley: Andy, I'm really sorry about last night. I don't know what came over me. I want you to know that I feel extremely bad about that and that I understand if you are still mad at me. I fixed the issue if you want to look at your twitter. Sorry man. - ashley
I pull up his twitter and see on the bvb account:
@officialbvb: the answer was Andy! #tbt Andy and scout: here is the full picture.

The picture is of a younger Andy kissing a girl that is a little older than either of us right now. Andy sees the picture and groans.
"What baby?"
"Just her. It's nothing."
"No it's not. You can tell me."
"Just I get why Ashley did that and it's fine, he meant well but... It didn't end well with her and its just annoying." He rambles.
"It's fine baby. Andy I get it. It's better than him leaving the picture up without an explanation."
"Ya." He sighs. "I owe you a full explanation."
"It's fine Andy, you don't need to tell me if you don't want to" I say genuinely.
"I want to. If that's ok."
"Mhmm.." I mumble into his chest.
"So that's Scout. We dated on and off for five years. We broke up for good in 2011 when she cheated on me..." I thought he was done so I looked up at him. Andy sighed and continued, "so, during warped tour in 2011, I started dating Juliet Simms from automatic love letter. I thought we were perfect for each other, we dated for 2 years without any breaks or anything like with Scout. It was extremely serious too. She is 5 years older than me. A month before we broke up-" he pauses again and looks me in the eyes. "Lola I haven't told anyone this- a month before we broke up I decided I was going to propose to her. The night we broke up, I-" Tears started to form in the corners of his eyes. " She-" a tear fell out of his right eye, "She packed up all her stuff and moved out. All She left was a note that said that she had found someone else and that he proposed. And she said yes." His eyes started to leak more tears that had been building up. "She knew how much Scout had hurt me. She did the same thing anyway. Lola, that was six months ago. I haven't even tried dating or anything until I met you." I slid up so that my face was even with his, I wiped away his tears with my thumb. He grabbed my hand and lightly kissed it. "Lola, I love you." He said it so genuine, full of hope. I leaned in and slowly kissed him, pulling away soon.
"Andy, I love you too. Thank you for telling me." I looked deep into his eyes and continued. "And Andy, I promise you, I will never ever hurt you like they did. I don't intend to hurt you. Ever. I love you too much." I grab his hand lightly and kiss it, wiping away fresh tears with my other thumb. It hurts me to see him cry, I guess I had started spilling tears because he reached his thumb and wiped away some wetness on my cheek.
"Lola. Thank you. And I promise that I won't ever hurt you either." He smiles slightly and pulls me into a quick kiss.
"Do you want to just lie here all day?" He whispers.
I think for a moment. Remembering that I forgot to shower yesterday! Gross!
"I would love to, but Andy I really need to shower. I'm going to right now. I'll be back later if you want to cuddle again." I untangle myself and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and feel the room fill up with steam as the shower warns up. Once it's warm enough I step in, feeling the warm stream hitting my body, as if to wash away all the events of yesterday. I hear the bathroom door click closed.
'Its probably just my imagination.'
I continue letting the water run down my back, I have my eyes closed. I hear a rustle of the shower curtain, and the water stops hitting my back. I turn around curiously and see andy with his eyes closed, standing there letting the water run down his own back.
He opens his eyes and smiles cutely.
"Room for two?"
I giggle and nod. He pulls me into a hug under the water.
"Doesn't every girl want a kiss in the rain?" He asks smirking a little. I look at him confused.
"Too bad there's a drought right now. I guess the best we can do is the shower head." He leans down and kisses me passionately. But not rough, very gentle actually. I pull away and blush.
"That's better than in the rain. It would have ruined your leather." I giggle.
He laughs a little and pecks me again. Then grabs the shampoo and puts some in his hands before starting to massage it into my hair. It feels really good. He keeps going until my whole head is covered in bubbles. He pulls down the shower head that's on the metal hose, and puts it close to my head, washing off the shampoo. He starts to massage some conditioner in my hair and leaves it. I guess he waits for it to sit too.
"Andy bend down." I say.
He holds up a finger, gets out of the shower, wraps a towel around himself and leaves the bathroom. 'Nice of him to leave.' I thought and started shaving.
He slipped back in not making any noise because I heard something clink against. the shower floor. I turn around still holding the razor, with one leg half shaved and shaving cream all over the rest. "I thought you left. This is very unattractive." I say and start blushing. I look at a chair he had brought. "It's too hard to bend down. My legs get crampy." He whines when he sees me looking at the chair. "Keep shaving. It's fine." He sits in the chair and I turn back to finish shaving quickly. I feel his eyes watching me.
"Excuse me sir, but I need to get to the water." I say and slide his chair forward so I can get the rest of the shaving cream off.
I walk back to him and sit on his lap, catching him by surprise.
"So why did you bring the chair again?"
"Uh..." He mumbles. I smirk and hop off his lap and start massaging the shampoo into his head. "So, what brought you to the shower today mr. Biersack?" I tease.
He smirks and answers, "a few things, one I needed one, two a beautiful woman, who happens to be my girlfriend is in here, and three I love showers."
I laugh and wash out his hair. I grab the conditioner and plop some on his hair in the shape of a smiley face. I giggle and rub it through his hair.
"What's so funny?" Andy asks.
"I drew a smile. Now your hair will be happy until its washed again." I giggle in response.
I finish and sit back on his lap. He kisses me quickly before somehow sliding out from under me. He grabs the portable shower head and washes out the conditioner. I stand up and pointed to the chair that I had just stood up from. I washed out his hair quickly and grabbed the body wash to wash myself. Andy took it from me with a mischievous smile on his face. He opens the bottle and pours some into his hands. Then starts to rub them along my arms and back. Then starts to rub it on the top of my chest, moving down the front of my torso. I stop him when he reaches my legs.
"Ok, Andy this is getting a little weird. I'm going to finish washing myself now." I grab the body wash and finish. He agreed and washed himself off. I turn off the water and quickly kiss andy before stepping out. There's only1towel left.
'Sucks for him' I think and grab the towel. He gets out and I smirk at him through the foggy mirror before running out the door laughing.
"Hey! What about me?"
I turn around and see him standing in the door way. Andy didn't realize that you could see down the hall from the kitchen, where Jinxx and Sammi were standing in shock as he steps out of the bathroom, into the hall. Naked.
"Andrew Biersack! Put some clothes on right now!" Sammi yells like a mother from the kitchen. Andy blushes and quickly runs back into the bathroom. She looks at me and laughs.
"Hey! We said no sex in our house!" Jinxx yells through laughter.
"We didn't! We just showered..."
"Ya right!"
"We just showered! That's it." Andy calls from the bathroom.
"I'm going to get him a towel." I say embarrassed and walk to get one.
After getting one, I hand him it through the door. Then going back to my room and changing. I hear the door click and see andy standing there with a towel around his waist.
"that wasn't nice."
"You should have gotten one." I smirk and he blushes.
"Ya.. What should we do today?" Andy asks.
"I don't know... I do want to see Sammi's photos from yesterday but that's really it."
"Ok. So cuddle all day it is." He smiled cutely and put on some sweat pants and a tshirt. Just when we were about to climb back into bed there was a knock on my bedroom door. Jinxx's voice followed.
"I'm coming in."
He came in the door and sat at my desk.
"Hey, Thanks for being dressed." He chuckled.
"Jinxx why are you in my room?" I ask slowly.
"Oh ya! Andy just reminding you we have that awards show tonight."
Andy thought for a moment then lit up in a smile.
"and I'm bringing Sammi as my date, Jake is bringing Ella, and Lauren is coming down to go with CC... I think Ashley is bringing someone who he met a few days ago too. And it would look kind of weird if you didn't bring a date so.."
Jinxx smiled a bit and looked back and forth between Andy and I. It took Andy a while before looked at me, smiled, then asked Jinxx, "So I can bring Lola!"
"Yes! How long was it going to take you to figure that out!"
"Oops, I'm kinda tired." He pauses and then starts again, "Wait, won't it look weird if I do bring Lola, considering we haven't told the public yet."
"You could say you're just close friends.. And not act like a couple the whole night... Or tell them, I mean it's probably going to get out sometime."
"Andy we could just act like friends for the night, it might be hard but we could try?" I say.
"Sure." He nods.
Jinxx gets off the chair and heads to the door, "Ok we leave at six so be ready, Andy you need to dress nice so you might want to go home. It's already 12:00." He calls as he walks out.
Andy looks down at me and pouts, "I don't want to leave yet. But I have to." He leans down and kisses me passionately for a few seconds.
"I'm going to just get changed and finish getting ready over here. I'll be back in an hour." I felt the bed shift next to me as he stood up. I get up and follow him to the front door.
"Can I pick out your dress?" Andy whispers when we get to the door.
"No. I don't have anything. I'm going to have to go shopping with Sammi." I peck his lips and open the door for him. "Go."

As soon as he leaves I run through the house to find Sammi. She is sitting in the living room on the computer.
"Sammi! I don't have anything to wear!"
I yell.
She looks at me and laughs quietly. "You need to borrow something? We don't have time to shop... Unless you wear your wedding dress."
"No. It's all gross. I'm actually going to just throw it away." I go to my closet and pull out the crumpled dress. "You're ugly." I laugh as I throw it in the trash can. I head back to Sammi and mumble, "sorry, I just kept forgetting to do that.."
She gets up and pulls me to her closet. She grabs some outfits off the rod where all her clothes are.
"These will fit you. I want a fantastic fashion show Lola!" She giggles and exits the closet.
I look at the first outfit. It was a pair of ripped leggings and a nice gray tunic that had a cut out of a skull in the back. I put it on and look in the mirror, it's extremely casual! I walk out to Sammi and she shakes her head no. "Ya, that's not nice enough."
I head back into the closet and put on the next outfit, it's a long dress that has a extremely low neckline. The dress drags on the floor when I put it on, and the neckline is almost to my hips. "Sammi this one is huge! I'm not coming out in it." I call.
"Ok."
The last outfit the dress from yesterday! I put it on and it fits even better than yesterday.
"Sammi!" I yell excitedly as I walk out of the closet, "why did you even make me try anything else on?!"
"Lola! It's perfect!" She squeals and jumps off the bed to hug me.
"Ya and I have the perfect shoes! How did you get this?"
She smiles, "the company sometimes gives me stuff as a thank you. I asked for that because it looked perfect on you."
"Thank you sooo much Sammi!"
"It's three! I need to get dressed. Go get your hair and makeup done! Andy should be here soon!"
I smile and practically skip to my room. I simply straighten my hair and add a headband with a metal bow on it. For my makeup I do some simple eyeliner, adding a small flick at the edge of each eye, some dark blue eyeshadow that makes my eyes look more blue than green. I add some clear lipgloss and look in the mirror to make sure everything looks good. I walk out to the kitchen barefoot to grab something to eat. I hear a squeal behind me and turn around to see Sammi wearing a black and red dress. "You look amazing Lola! Everyone's going to be here soon so get some shoes on!"
I rush to my room and pull out some black leather pumps that have a black bow on the heel. I put on the heels carefully and stand up 5" taller. I walk slowly out to the main room again and Sammi smiles.
"Sammi you look awesome!"
"Thanks! I love your shoes! The guys are going to be here in about 5 minutes. We should eat something because we probably won't be able to later." She says as she hands me a plate with a bagel on it.
"So, how do these things work?" I say with my mouthful.
"well, one thing. Don't talk with food in your mouth!" She giggles. "And it's a red carpet type thing that's on tv. Don't look overly excited, you will get made fun of. Uhhh.. We sit at tables in the audience. There are some bands performing, including black veil brides so they will leave in the middle for a bit to get ready. I'll walk you through it, if you need."
"Thanks Sammi!" I say as the door opens.
"Sammi, Jinxx, Lola! We're late get in the limo!" Cc yells from the door.
"Kay."
I hop off the seat and we walk out the door.

Notes

Long chapter:p
I feel bad for making Ashley a gerk. Also I don't know what to do because the story is so slow... I might not post much for the next week.
thanks so much to everyone who has read, commented, rated or subscibed! it means a lot!
-C

Comments

@MoanaBVB
Thank you! I do recognize that parts you left me broken are pretty offensive and disgusting at times and I don't recommend reading it :) but thank you and maybe I will be able to update them again sometime soon <3

WOW such a great story!! Cos your such a great writer I am going to read all/most of you stories. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Addictive. ^.^ I am reading the Girl Across the hall as well. ^.^ XD.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
2/21/14
@LostInTheMusic
sometimes you listen to people when you shouldn't. Like at the end of the day, most of the time you are going to trust your family. And you can kind of be brainwashed and have them put thoughts into your head, it's not that hard. Also guilt. I mean, it's simply a story that I definitely did not do very well in the writing category :/ sometimes there are doubts that are at the back of your mind that can be drawn out when something happens...
I don't understand why Lola would ever listen to the parents and siblings that scorned her throughout her adolescent life. If they didn't support her then, of course they aren't going to support her decisions now, so they are going to discourage her from doing what she wants to do. Why would Lola just up and leave the people that had shown her so much more love than anyone else had ever given her?
LostInTheMusic LostInTheMusic
10/30/13
@britnyaffinity
Lol, thanks, and it's just kind of awkward to write because it's weird to know it came from my mind... And you're right though. And thanks! :)