Living in pain

Days ago, Ashley Purdy's girlfriend, Madi, died from birthing their child, Jack. Ashley hasn't been coping very well so far. Will darkness consume him? Will he be able to love the child that took Madi's life?
* Trigger warning for Drugs, possible self harm, and depression in general. I will do my best to put trigger warnings.
**As stated earlier, this is the sequel to my other story Saviour. I just understand how people may get frustrated not being able to read a story solely because it is a sequel. I do not want to repell anybody who wants to read it but does not feel like reading saviour. For those reasons I will write this story in a way that people may still understand what is going on even if they did not read the first book.

1. Why?

2. Heart to heart

3. A/N