Unbroken
We Carry On
I got a text from Ella saying, "Did you really miscarriage?" I thought it was weird since we hadn't told anyone yet.
I called Ella to talk about it.
"Yes, I miscarriaged, Ella. How'd you know?" i asked
"It's all over Twitter!!" She said. After we got off the phone, I got on the computer and checked. I received numerous tweets from me and Andy's followers.
"Thanks for caring, guys. I don't know how word got out but it's out there now.'' I tweeted.
"Baby, wake up." I whispered into Andy's ear. I shook him up. He kissed me and sat up. He pulled me to him and I layed my head on his chest, feeling him breathing steadily. I wrapped my arms around his waist and he kissed my head.
"I love you," I whispered. He breathed in and sighed. I looked up at him. "What's wrong?" I asked him softly, looking into his eyes. He looked at me.
"Last night." He said. I started crying and he wiped my tears.
"I know, but I didn't wanna bring that up today." I said, choking back more tears. He kissed my forehead.
"Look, it's like you said. We can try again." He said softly. I nodded and exhaled.
"I miscarriaged, you guys." I said to Ashley, CC, Jake, and Jinxx. CC hugged me tight and apologized. Ashley, Jake, and Jinxx were shocked.
We all spent some time together, letting the news sink in.
"Do you guys wanna stay for dinner?" I asked them. CC and Ashley stayed.
"Are you two ready for the tour next week?" Ashley asked us. I looked at Andy.
"Fuck! I forgot about it. But yeah, I guess we are." Andy said to him. We discussed where we were going for the tour, where meet and greets were going to be, etc.
I called Ella to talk about it.
"Yes, I miscarriaged, Ella. How'd you know?" i asked
"It's all over Twitter!!" She said. After we got off the phone, I got on the computer and checked. I received numerous tweets from me and Andy's followers.
"Thanks for caring, guys. I don't know how word got out but it's out there now.'' I tweeted.
"Baby, wake up." I whispered into Andy's ear. I shook him up. He kissed me and sat up. He pulled me to him and I layed my head on his chest, feeling him breathing steadily. I wrapped my arms around his waist and he kissed my head.
"I love you," I whispered. He breathed in and sighed. I looked up at him. "What's wrong?" I asked him softly, looking into his eyes. He looked at me.
"Last night." He said. I started crying and he wiped my tears.
"I know, but I didn't wanna bring that up today." I said, choking back more tears. He kissed my forehead.
"Look, it's like you said. We can try again." He said softly. I nodded and exhaled.
"I miscarriaged, you guys." I said to Ashley, CC, Jake, and Jinxx. CC hugged me tight and apologized. Ashley, Jake, and Jinxx were shocked.
We all spent some time together, letting the news sink in.
"Do you guys wanna stay for dinner?" I asked them. CC and Ashley stayed.
"Are you two ready for the tour next week?" Ashley asked us. I looked at Andy.
"Fuck! I forgot about it. But yeah, I guess we are." Andy said to him. We discussed where we were going for the tour, where meet and greets were going to be, etc.
7/5/13