the things left behind

andys pov
i was the first one beside miranda, to get to ccs. when i walked through the door, cc, and cory were no where in sight, and it was miranda was cooking
''hey, where are the kids?''
''well, one is standing in front of me, and the other two are sleeping''
''ha ha, '' i said rolling my eyes, but smiling '' want any help?''
''i would love some, can you peal and chop these?'' she asked, heading me a bowl of potatos
''of course...'' i said, taking the bowl from her hands. we fell into a silence, while we cooked, i liked the feeling, like the idea of being with someone i really cared about, cooking, while our child slept. i felt like i was a dad, i... realize just how much i really wanted an actual relationship with her. how wonderful it would be to wake up to her. i started singing savoiur, and i caught her smiling
''ive always loved that song...'' she mumbled
''it was about you...''
''yea right'' she laughed
''im serious D'' she loooked down, letting her bangs fall into her face. i put my finger under her chin, bringing it up, and brushing her hair out of her eyes. she was blushing, and it was really cute ''when i wrote that, i really wanted to help you, i knew things were hard for you, i heard you crying so many times... i wanted to save you from them. we all did....'' she was so beautiful... i started leaning in, holding her beautigul face, starring into her unforgettable, loving brown eyes, the ones that made my heart pound, and my breath became struggled. my lips where inches from hers, her eyes were growing heavy. her breath and mine mingled between our lips
''MIRANDAAAAAAAA!!!!'' miranda jumped away from me, now looking scared, breathing uneven. she dashed out of the kitchen into the hall
''ASHY!!!'' i heard her yell. fucking purdy.....i thought to myself. he always ruined things. i came out into the hall, to see them hugging, when they pulled away, she was crying, and his eyes were watery too. ''oh ash, i missed you! is the others far behind?''
''no, maybe 20 minutes at the most. god, look at you! you look so beautiful!" he gushed
''thank you, and youre wearing a shirt''
''jinxx said i had to'' she shook her head
''miranda, ashley, why dont you gguys come help me in the kitchen'' i said, a sharp tone in my voice that both had caught. ''miranda, why dont you wake cc''
''uh... sure.'' she dashed off, up the stairs
''what?'' ask ashley, seeing the pissed off look on my face
''always the flirt...'' i mumbled
''aw... someone still after miranda? news flash biersack, shes too good for you. she wont get involved with smuck like you again''
''oh, and she'll go for a man whore like you?'' i spat, getting in his face
''she'll go forr someone amazing'' said a sharp, angry tone from the front door. there stood jinxx. earlier than expected.
''hey jinxx...'' i mumbled, walking away from ashley, into the kitchen, both followed ''could you guys cut up some veggies?'' i asked. they did as asked, i went back to what miranda had asked me todo. angry, uncomfortable silence feel between us all.
''MAMA JINXX!!'' cheeered miranda, coming into the kitchen, and seeing jinxx. she bolted across the room, and into jinxxs arms. they hugged for a long time.
''how you doing dia?'' he asked her, standing back to get a good look at her
''m good...'' she lied. she isnt good, shes sick.
''you look skinny... a tad pale too. you feeling alright?'' i didnt notice before, but i could see the effects coming into sight on her. a tear fell down her cheeck ''miranda, whats wrong?''
''nothing...uh.... just missed you all. excuse me''
''there she is!'' we turned to face jake, ella not far behind him
''jake the pancake!'' she went to him, and hugged him, then ella, using her nickname. how come everyone got tears, hugs, and nicknames, but i didnt?
''the whole fam is here!'' yelled cc, walking into the kitchen with cory on his hip
''who, is this handsome little man!'' chooed ella, taking cory into her arms
''my son, cory'' said miranda. ashley came up to my side,
''see, she already found someone'' he mumbled
''whos the dad?'' asked jinxx
''andy'' miranda said, matter-o-factly. ashleys jaw dropped, and eyes widen. miranda seemed to become paler all of the sudden ''excuse me'' she said, and ran from the room. we heard the bathroom door slam shut, and a faint sound of puking. cc followed her, opening the bathroom door after knocking.
she came back minutes later, sitting down, and taking a class of water from jake.
''miranda...'' cc said
''come one baby, lets go put on a show for you to watch while we have adult time...'' cory followed, and she was back shortly. no one spoke
''im sick..'' she breathed out ''i have cancer'' she didnt cry this time. she showed no emotion at all. everyone was shocked.
''oh... miranda...'' jinxx hugged her, holding her, but still, she did nothing.

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