sometimes the things that keep us alive kill us

Kyle's point of view

1 week before the new term.

I sighed pulling my suitcase up to my house door, I opened the door announcing I was home, my mom came out of the livingroom and her face dropped "hey" I said dropping my bag at my feet "hey, hunny actually what do I call you?" She asked "Just call me kyle" she nodded "Is this why wanted to change your name when you were younger?"she asked "Kind of but you and dad always called me kyle and I don't really like Kylie as much as I did when I was younger" she nodded "go get changed" my mum said I nodded and grabbed my suitcase as I was about to go upstairs my mom said "by the way I love your piercings" I smiled and ran to my room, when I was away I get sharkbites, my two nostrils and septum.

Time skip

Back to school I got up and grabbed my black skinnies, boxers, chest binder and misfits shirt, I got ready and straightened my hair I really need to cut my bangs "kyle, Andy's here" I grabbed my jumper and bag running downstairs "oh my god" he said in shock "what?" I questioned "you look so different" he said "Is it bad?" "Yeah, I mean no it's just you look like a guy" "Yeah, Andy that's the goal" I said

Andy's point of view


We got in the car and I must honestly say I am disappointed because I was hoping she could be my girlfriend, I shook it off and started to drive It's already 3rd period and most of girls have been checking out Kyle and I'm not liking it.

right now I'm in chemistry and I am dumped working with Sarah because the teacher said boy girl pairs are Kyle is on the register as a boy "so who's your hot new best friend?" Sarah asked sucking up to me "his name is Kyle" I said fustrated "Is he single?" "Nope but hopefully she will be my girlfriend soon" "What? " "Doesn't matter and as if he will date you" "Yeah,we will say" I shook it off and I nodded.Then sarah walked over to Kyle, I laughed watching her walk over, I learn back against the work bench. Kyle's point of view Suddenly I was pulled back and Sarah's lips crashing into mines, at first I was shocked but I relaxed into the kiss and kissed back, Sarah pulled away bit her lip "hey" I said catching my breath "Are you single?"she asked "Yep and I'm also kylie" I said pulling back my fringe but she suddenly kissed me again "ok Kyle and Sarah detention" Mr goats said just as the bell ran, Andy grabbed me and my bag pulling Mr out the room "what the fuck as that!" He basically shouted at me "She kissed me!" I shouted back "Yell you didn't have to fucking enjoy it, God I thought you were different!" "What the fuck do you mean different!" And with that he pulled me to the janitors closet and kissed me, he's hand went to were my boobs are and pulled away "where are you boobs?" He asked, I took My shirt off "I'm wearing a chest binder" "But your boobs are so big and bounce" "Andy!" "Sorry but it's true, it's just going to talk a while getting used to you being like this" he explained and I sighed "I've not changed" I said hugging him and he hugged me back "you better put your top back on" Andy said passing me my top

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