sometimes the things that keep us alive kill us

Kyle's point of view

I finally got home after detention and as I walked up our big drive way I noticed my dads car is in the yard which means he's back from is new York business trip,I took a deep breath and opened the door, I went into the kitchen to see Annie our cook, she works whenever my dad's here and when my dads not my mom tells the workers they can go home which is two small house at the end of our garden "hello Mr Drews" she obviously got the memo, "hey, I've told you just call me Kyle" I said "Kylie get in her" I heard my dad shout from his study, I put my bag next to the counter and waved by to Annie, I knocked the door "come in" he yelled, I opened the door to see in sitting on his big chair at his desk with a glass of whiskey in his hand, I walked in and closed the door and stood in front of his desk "why did you get a detention?" He asked sternly
"I was talking in class" i Lied, he already hates me if he finds out I like girls he will hate me even more
"You know I hate liars and I am a lawyer, I got a call from your school telling me you got a detention for fiddling with other girls"
"I wasn't 'fiddling' with other girls, she came onto me and we just kissed, I wasn't exactly fucking her" I said angry and frustrated
"You are a girl start acting like one, you were born a girl you will remain a girl"
"Who are you? God? Grow the fuck up dad, I am who I am and you can't change that you incompetent supercritical asshole"
"Get out of my house!, you disrespectful"
"Fine then" I stormed out of his study and I grabbed my bag, I ran out of the house, I went to the box that opens the gates to the house "hey Toby could you open the gate for me"
"Yes, indeed" he pressed the button and opened the gate, I grabbed the skate bored I left in the box and scooted to Andy's, it takes 10 minutes on my skateboard to get there, I soon arrived and knocked on his door "hello, Kyle what's wrong?" Amy, Andy's mom said
"My dad kicked me out and this is the only place I could come, sorry for bothering you, I just came to tell Andy I won't be at home so he shouldn't pick me up" I explained
"Don't be silly come in, you can stay here as long as you want, Chris is just picking up Andy from Hockey they will be home soon, go up to Andy's room you look like you need rest" she said opening the door wide for me to come in "no it's fine honestly" I told her not wanting to be a burden "don't be so silly, I'm not talking no for an answer, plus me and Chris are going to a friend's party out of town and you just gave Andy an excuse to ditch the party and school" she said I nodded at walked up the steps into the house, Amy smiled at me and pulled me into a hug "our house is your house" she said
"Thank you so much" I said pulling out of the hug
"You're welcome, on you go" I nodded and when to Andy's room, I put my bag down an sat on Andy's bed and pulled my phone out and connected my earphones listening to my music

10 minutes later Andy walked into the room, he looked up room his phone and smiled, I pulled out my earphones "I was just about to text you until my mom said you were staying over, what happened?" he said putting his hockey bag down, I stood up
"the school phoned my dad and told him about Sarah kissing me and he kicked me out" I said breaking down, he ran over and hugged me
"Andy, Kyle that's us away, we will be back tomorrow, love you both" Chris, Andy's dad said
"Bye, you too" me and me and Andy said, I heard the door shut, Andy then looked at me "she, don't cry" Andy said, I looked at him and suddenly I kissed him, our lips connected and it was like a million particles clashing together, I pulled Andy's t-shirt off revealing his body, he then pulled mines off, "how the fuck to you get his thing off?" He asked taking a breath trying to get my chest binder off "wait a minute" I told him and I took my binder off, he looked curiously at me, I pulled it off and he just stared at my body, his lips then crashed into mines, we walked back and fell into his bed,his hands on my sides, he unzipped my jeans as I did with his, I pulled off his jeans with his help, Andy pulled mines off without a struggle,"you wear boxers?" He asked pulling away "Aww shut up" I said pulling his head down kissing him, his body was again each other and we were naked in seconds, Andy grabbed a condom from his junk drawer "do you want to do this?" Andy asked I nodded, he put the condom on and slowly went into me, I winced in pain and a tear escaped my ear "are you okay, babe?" He asked wiping my tear
"Yeah, keep going"
"K, we don't have to do this"
"Andy I'm fine" I said, he continued going but slowly, it hurt so bad but my discomfort turned into pleasure, we got faster, the harder I went the more I moaned. 3 minutes later we were done, I soon passed out

Andy's point of view

I looked beside me to see Kylie lying naked asleep, I grabbed my boxers and put them on, I grabbed one of my Cincinnati Bengals tee shirts and put in on her slim body, I picked her up and lifted her to my sofa bed, I put her down slowly and cleaned up my bed, I cleaned my room and picked Kyle back up and layed with her in bed, I pulled the covers over us and hugged her.

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