Diary of an Outcast
Entry 4
So I got suspended today. For 3 weeks. It wasn't even my fault but do you think they care? Of course not. I'm the 'no good emo kid' while the other guy, Darius, is in the football team. I have no idea what his position is, and I don't care to find out. There were even eye witnesses to the asshole jumping me in the locker room but it still doesn't matter, he just got a warning. He told them that I'm 'a queer' and that I was making highly suggestive sexual remarks towards him so he was 'only defending himself'.
It was pure bullshit but they still believe him over me. Don't get me wrong, I love having time off school, and my parents understand that it wasn't my fault once I explained to them what really happened. They just aren't happy that I fought back, well that I fought back physically, and I did quite well considering I'm lanky while Darius is all muscle. They are proud of me for standing up for myself. I personally am just pissed off about the whole thing. And sore, really sore, I may have held my own but he still won, really did a number on me in fact. My lip is split, there's a large cut over my left eyebrow, had to have stitches for that, my right wrist is sprained and I have bruised ribs. Fun times for me.
The real reason he jumped me was because I saw him checking out one of the other guys in the locker room, I guess he decided that beating me up was the best way to keep me silent. If he had talked to me insted of being a colossal ass, he would know that I wouldn't do that, it's none of my business what sexual orientation he is, or when/if he ever decides to come out. I have no problem with anyone unless they give me a good reason to, it's simple.
Anyway I'm gonna leave it at that for now, that was my day and I'm fucking exhausted from it all, writing hurts right now but I needed to vent without having to worry what anyone thinks.
