Diary of an Outcast

22/01/07

I wonder what it would be like to be a trained assassin. I'm good at paying attention to the things around me, the little things no one else notices. At least, when I want to or my ADD doesn't 'act up' haha. I feel weird writing 'haha' but if I don't then it looks like I'm being serious or sarcastic which is worse when I don't want it to be.

I didn't feel like school today so I ditched during lunch and went home to practice. I've been working on a song, I don't have a name for it yet but I'm basing it off of my school experience but in a way that others can relates, outcasts like me. Anyone can be an outcast I think, not just the 'emos' or 'goths' or 'geeks', I think it can be more subtle than that, like a popular kid who doesn't feel like they can be themselves because they wouldn't be accepted by their group anymore. There are all types of outcasts, those like me, the goths, emos and geeks are just the more obvious types.

I've kind of gotten off track again but that's the point of this thing, so I can just write whatever I'm thinking about without holding it back because I'm the only one who will ever read it. If I do write a memoir when I'm a rockstar I can edit bits out that I don't want in it, no one would ever know.

Anyway, I think this song is really good, one of my better ones so far. I admit I still haven't figured out how do do a chorus properly so I scream more than I normally would but it works so I'm happy with it for now

Notes

If anyone ever has any ideas on stuff I could make him write I'd take it into consideration and credit you if I use it, even if I just used the idea of it. If you do, comment or send me a message