Falling

I told Andy how it happened.

I talked and talked, my voice becoming more hoarse. I told him everything my dad had ever done to me since I was 10 years old.

I had to. He had a right to know. Plus he'd been my savior. My hero. My batman. My everything.

His head snapped up and he looked me in the eyes. I was still crying, I couldn't help it. My head pounded with a killer headache and my whole body ached from the disgusting things my dad did to me.

Suddenly Andy kissed me. It wasn't forceful. Gentle.

Our tears intermingled and the salty waves trickled down our faces. Andy pulled me in closer to him, his hand tangled in my hair. He let out a deep, low, sexy moan.

I placed my hand on the back of his neck, his skin burning hot under my touch. I deepened the kiss as he slid his tounge slowly onto my bottom lip, making me moan in pleasure.

He made a trail of butterfly kisses to the nape of my neck and nibbled on my neck, sucking at the tender flesh.

"A-Andy.......mmm," I moaned.

His hand travelled up my back to the label at the back of my top and fingered the lace trim around it.

He broke away, pressing his forehead against mine.

"Blaise. I can't let you go through this anymore. I have tried way too many times to save you but I always fail. I can't do anything right. I wasn't there to protect you from him. I am so so sorry." He started.

"Andy....."

"No. It's true. I'll tell you what we all went out for. But it doesn't matter now. We were out planning something for you-a surprise, I suggested it. I didn't realize we would be so late coming back. We had originally planned to come back for 4pm but that failed because the car we went in broke down half way. As we were out all day all our phones died so we couldn't pick up. I'm so sorry Blaise. If only we'd left a note or come home earlier. It's all my fault." He continued

"Andy, babe, it's not your fault. Don't ever say that. You've saved me so many times. I didn't want to tell you but I've been extremely suicidal lately. I didnt want you to worry but being with you......you've made me happier and made me feel as if I was a somebody. That I was wanted here. Thank you Andy," I said, a hot tear falling down my cheek.

"Blaise.....why didn't you tell me?" He asked

"I-i-I don't know. " I said and bowed my head, bursting into tears.

"Shh, honey. Don't cry. Please don't. Shhhhh," he said softly as he rocked me gently back and forth.

He stroked my hair and softly sang Savior.

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