Falling
Silent secrets. Silent tears.
•••Andy's POV•••
I carried Blaise to our room that we shared and as soon as I got to the door I realized that...this room held too many nightmares now. This was the room that my girlfriend was raped in.
Tears threatening to emerge, I slowly backed out of the room and took her to put spare room. I covered her in the duvet and kissed her forehead. She look so peaceful sleeping.
I left the room to tell the others that I wanted to head out for a bit to clear my mind when I bumped into CC who was crying.
"CC? CC are you ok?" I asked him, this was definitely not my CC, my CC was always so happy, the joker of our band.
"Huh?! Oh....I'm fine......how's Blaise?" He mumbled.
"Blaise is ok, I put her in the spare room to sleep. I wanted to head out...to clear my mind a bit. " I said.
"Ok. Umm...." He bit his lip, as if he wanted to say something else.
•••CC's POV•••
"Ok. Umm...." I said, I was going to confess it but I didn't, I bit my lip
"CC what's wrong man? You can tell me." Andy queried.
"Nothing. It's just. I think I like someone. But she doesn't like me. Only as a friend." I blurted out quietly. Shit. Did I say that. Fuck my life.
"Oooooh! Who? You have to tell me man" Andy said excitedly.
"No. I don't want to hurt you. I'm not going to do anything. Just....I can't." I said, automatically kicking myself in the shins for what I said.
"Wait......" Andy said.
I looked up at him and nodded my head a little.
"You.....you....like Blaise?" He said softly, years streaming down his face.
I nodded again, tears falling down mine.
Notes
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Just worry about yourself for now.
9/15/15