Falling
I can't live like this anymore
The next day, I woke up to the sound of a million text messages. I punched in my password and clicked on messages where I found 18 new unread messages.
Frowning, I opened them. They were all from the same person, Scarlett.
mesage 1: Hey you little bitchy faggot I got your number! Now you can't hide from me!
message 2: so where are you hiding you little whore? I will find you!
message 3: Aww gonna ignore my texts now you worthless bitch???
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mesage 13: look on your insta page, look what I posted!!!! Ahahahahahahahahah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
message 14: now everyone will know what a slutty whore you are!
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mesage 17: I'm always in control you little emo freak! Why don't you just kill yourself already? You'll only be doing everyone else a favour!
message 18: looks like you already have Haven't you! Good riddance to worthless swine like you!!!
Tears rolled down my face as I read the messages over and over. worthless. Bitch. Coward. Slut. Whore. The words stinging me like fresh wounds rubbed in salt. Maybe Scarlett was right? maybe I should die.
I delved around in my little leather make up case for a minute before pulling out a small razor. Relishing the feeling of the familiar metal against my soft skiin, I began to cut.
Wincing at the pain, I cut once, twice, three times before looking at my wrist, blood slowly trickled out of the wounds. Good. The fourth and fifth time I cut deeper, digging the blade into my wrist harder and harder making me scream out in pain. But I was enjoying it. Finally Scarlett would have her way, what use was I in this world anyway?
Just as I was about to cut in the 6th and 7th time, I heard a knock in the door before Ashley barged in. The surprise made me drop the razor cutting me down my arm again. Blood dripped down my wrist and onto the floor. My face wet with tears, I heard Ashely scream for Andy.
My my vision went fuzzy as I kept losing blood, when I suddenly blacked out.
Was I dead? I felt no pain, nothing, I couldn't see anything except bright white light I forced my head to move bit I couldn't feel a thing..........
Notes
I am so bored and I can't sleep so here's a new chapter for ya! :) will post more tomoz for ya! See you in the next chapter! XOXO
DeathIsBeauty
Just worry about yourself for now.
9/15/15