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I Love You More Than I Could Ever Scream

Chapter 8

I had cried for about an hour then decided to call Jullie, hoping that she would make me feel better.
"Hello?" She asked.
"Jullie?" I said happily.
"Kenna!" She screamed. "Are you okay? Where are you? You haven't been at work. I've been so worried--"
"Jullie, let me explain," I said simply, before she could go on a rant. I updated her on what happened, telling her about my crush on Andy and everything he had said that indicated he liked me. I finished with how I met Vic and that Andy had came, and I running off. She listened quietly, a rarity for her. When I finished she said nothing for a few seconds, taking everything in i guess.
"Are you serious? He totally likes you! You need to talk to him ASAP!" She burst enthusiastically.
We talked for a little while, about how she was doing, and her newest boyfriend, and how big of a jerk Jason was. When I heard the door slamming and the boys laughing and talking, I ended our chat.
I walked into the main area, seeing Jake, Jinxx, and Ashley at the small table. CC was going through the fridge like he hadn't seen food in days. And then there was Andy, Juliet, and Ashley sitting on the couch. Juliet was on Andy's lap, talking with him happily. Ashley was the first to notice me. "Hello, princess. Sit with me. I was about to decline when I thought 'what the hell' and plopped down beside him. He made a disapproving noise and moved me onto his lap. I squirmed, trying to move off him, but he held me there, laughing as I struggled. After a little while I gave up and slumped into his chest.
Juliet turned toward me and smiled. "Hi, I'm Juliet. You must be Kenna. I saw you at the show earlier today but I didn't introduce myself," She told me, with a smile plastered onto her perfect face. I smiled back at her and tried to come up with a kind reply but couldn't think of anything so I just stayed quiet. I glanced at Andy. He was glaring at Juliet slightly. She was twirling her hair around her finger as she talked to me. She kept mentioning things about 'her and Andy', making me jealous, which, i think, was her intention. She noticed me glance at Andy and started to kiss him. And I don't mean a small peck but a good 30 seconds full on kiss. When she sat back up, she smirked at me slightly but quickly changed it into a smile so no one would notice. It infuriated me.
"I'm going to go to bed," I mumbled, getting off of Ashley. CC silently looked at me, raising his arms, silently asking for a hug. I stepped into his embrace, trying hard not to cry. "Goodnight, Kenna," He whispered as I walked back toward my bunk.



We were currently in St. Petersburg, and I had decided to watch different bands other than wait around for Black Veil Brides all day. I had watched August Burns Red, Pierce The Veil, Youth In Revolt, and was currently watching Set It Off. I decided to watch in the crowd, even though I had a free backstage pass. I joined in as everyone cheered and sang along.
"Hey St. Petersburg! How are y'all feeling today? Come on! Get those hands up right now," The lead singer, Cody Carson, yelled as the intro to "The Haunting" started.
"Warped Tour, do you feel like getting a little psychotic right now?" the screams and cheers answered that question. He smiled, "Good. Well, this is for you. This song is called "The Haunting"!

""Come on in, boy," said the skeletons sitting by her closet door
Dirty secrets, empty memories, and broken hearts across the floor
I was knocked out, heels over head
So you dragged me by my feet to a ghost town, where you buried me
No wonder no one heard my screams

Love's so alive, but it died in its sleep
And now that it's dead, I live in your head and I will haunt your fucking dreams

No one will love you like I did, will treat you like I did
So go on, wear that scarlet letter
No one will love you like I did, will touch you like I did
So good luck finding something better-- Come on, make some noise, St. Petersburg!" He yelled, the answering screams and cheers making him smile.

"Run away, boy, if you couldn't tell, baby's got a thirst for blood
A subtle system, wicked melodies, craving bullets from her gun
So entranced they, follow every word, little spirals in their eyes
Catch a lover, turn an enemy just to watch them-- Put your fucking hands up!

No one will love you like I did, will treat you like I did
So go on, wear that scarlet letter
No one will love you like I did, will touch you like I did
So good luck finding something better

Someday you may find that picture perfect guy
And I'll chase my words with poison
Until that day arrives, and swine take to the sky,
Fill your void with open thighs so,

No one will love you like I did, will treat you like I did
So go on, wear that scarlet letter
No one will love you like I did, will touch you like I did
So good luck finding something better

No one will love you like I did, will treat you like I did
So go on, wear that scarlet letter
No one will love you like I did, will you fuck you like I did
So good luck finding something better"



After Set It Offs Set, I walked around and decided to buy some new merch. I looked around, noticing Pierce The Veil's tent. Eh, I could check their shirts... When I got to the tent I noticed a two familiar faces. Vic and Jaime Preciado, the bassist for PTV.
"Hey Kenna," Vic said, giving me a small nod. He turned to Jaime. "This is Kenna, BVB's tour buddy," He told him, smirking at the last part.
"Hi," I said waving, giving Jaime a small smile. He waved slightly, smiling as he said a simple, "Hey."
"So, are you stalking me or do you want merch?" Vic asked. I blushed and shook my head.
"No, I'm not stalking you, i swear." I told him.
He laughed. "Okay, so I'm guessing you're here for the merch than?" He said, smiling. I nodded and pointed at the shirts I wanted. He handed them to me and I payed for them, turning away. I started to walk away.
"Kenna," I turned around, "Have fun at Warped this year. I'll see you around, I guess." He told me, winking before turning toward a fan.

Notes

Haaai! So, here's another update :P 800+ views and 4 subs you guys! :O <3 Ohmigod thank you guys!!

Comments

@Ralph6
aww thank you! I'm glad you liked it. <3

That chapter was my favourite yet. So cute :33

Derek6 Derek6
7/8/15

@ursy loves bvb

:O I love that quote <3 Did you see the interview he said it in? It was BVB's BryanStars interview number 6 (I think :P Not 100% though) :) I love Bryan lol

@Chey.Loves.The.Taco
Thanks, my friends are trying to help, and always remind me not to do anything stupid, but i have a 'little problem' and get very angry very quickly, so sometimes cant help things i do, but i always try and remember what andy once said, life givesyou enough scars, you dont need to manufacture your own on your own body.

Ursulabvb Ursulabvb
7/1/15

@ursy loves bvb

I just came out of depression as well. It was hard for me especially since i self harmed. I've gone about a month and I couldn't be happier :) I hope things get better for you. Just keep your head up. Stay strong, stay beautiful. <3