I Love You More Than I Could Ever Scream

We had a barbecue almost every night on Warped. Tonight, though, was the first time I had actually decided on going. I was currently contemplating on what to wear, with only two hours until it started. I decided on a light blue sundress and grey vans. I teased my hair a little and did my make up before going into the main area of the bus. I sat on the couch, waiting for CC, having already decided on going with him to the barbecue. As I waited, Andy walked in, sitting on the couch beside me. He looked at me silently for a moment. I just stared ahead, not wanting to look at him. As childish as I may seem, what he did really hurt. He made it seem like he liked me, then suddenly seemed to remember 'Oh, wait, I have a girlfriend'.
"Kenna--"He started, but I cut him off.
"I'm just going to go already, okay? Tell CC that i'll see him there," I said, getting up and leaving before he could say anything. I closed the door behind me and started the short trip to where they were holding the barbecue.
As I walked I saw Vic, Jaime, Mike Fuentes, and Tony Perry heading the same way as me, only a few feet away from me. Jaime was the first to notice me and he smiled as I waved slightly.
"Hi guys," I said as the others noticed me as well.
Vic smiled brightly at me, "Hey."
"Hey, who's this?" Tony asked, smirking. "She's cute." I giggled, blushing as the guys laughed.
"This is Kenna, she's with Black Veil Brides," Vic told him. I waved shyly.
"Hi," I said simply.
Vic turned to me and asked, "Are you coming to the barbecue?" I nodded. "Do you want to hang with us?", "Yeah, sounds like fun," I told him and we continued walking.
When we got to the barbecue there was plenty of bands hanging around. I took a few pictures with Set IT Off, New Years Day, and We Came As Romans. Vic came up to me after a while.
"Want a drink?" He asked, smiling kindly at me. I nodded saying "sure" and he went off to get it for me. He came back not too long later with two red plastic cups in his hand.
"Thank you," I mumbled before taking a sip from the cup. I quickly realized what it was. Vodka. It burned down my throat as I drank more of it. We chatted for a while, laughing when the other made a joke, smiling at each other as we talked.
I didn't spot Andy until I started my third drink.
He, of course, was to busy making out with Juliet notice me. I rolled my eyes at the two, just a tad bit jealous...okay, who am I kidding? I was seriously jealous and pissed. I tried to shove him from my mind, not really succeeding at first, but by the time I had gotten to my fourth drink, things started to get better.
After a while, I lost count of how many drinks I've had but all I really cared about at the moment was the way Vic smiled so adorably and how handsome he was.
"Dance with me!" I begged, pulling him towards me. He laughed but put his arms around me as we swayed slowly. I tried to grind against him and speed up the swaying but he simply laughed and pushed me away.
"I think you've had a bit too much to drink," He said, grabbing my half-empty cup and throwing it in the trash can closest to us.
"Nooo, Vic you're a meanie," I pouted. He laughed shaking his head.
"Come on, I think I should take you back to BVB's bus," he said, grabbing my hand and started walking towards BVB's bus. I couldn't help but stare at him as we walked. He was just so cute.
"Hey, would you have sex with me?" Vic stopped in his tracks, a light blush forming on his cheeks.
"Sure Kenna," He said simply.
"Yay!" I said, triumphantly throwing my fists up. I looked down at my boobs, as if noticing them for the first time. "Whoa, my boobs look so much bigger in this dress. Usually they're really tiny. Like apples. Wait I don't even think they're that big," I giggled, though I was still unsure of myself. "They're like honeydews! No, wait...how big are honeydews? Are they smaller or bigger than apples. Okay, they're like those personal watermelons, have you seen them, Vic? They're like baby watermelons. Do you think that's how big they are?" I started to ramble on, jumping up and down excitedly.
Vic was shaking with laughter, smiling widely at me, not able to speak because he was laughing so hard.
I stumbled along beside him, until reaching the bus.
"Night, Vic," I said, kissing his cheek lightly before opening the bus door.
I was about to turn away from him and go inside when I noticed Andy walking towards us. I just shrugged him off before heading inside.
I started to make my way to my bunk, but was grabbed from behind, then being spun around. Andy was standing there, jealousy and rage filling in his eyes.
"Did you just kiss Vic on the cheek?!" He asked even though he obviously already knew the answer, practically screaming at me.
"I don't know what you're talking about," I pouted , crossing my arms. "Besides, why would you care?"
He looked at me, hurt momentarily flashing across his face before he masked it, anger replacing it.
"Are you drunk?" He asked, anger boiling in his eyes.
"No..." I pout, trying to lie. I try to walk away from him, but once I move my foot I fall to the ground, giggling.
"Oops," I giggled.
He sighed, slumping slightly, before scooping me into his arms easily and carrying me to my bunk. I wrap my arms around him. When he tried to put me on my bed I stayed wrapped around him, clinging to him tightly.
"No, stay with me," I mumble sleepily, my eyes slowly drifting shut.
He exhaled loudly, but placed me on my bunk before scooting in with me. I wrapped my arms around him again and placed my head on my chest. He starts to stroke my hair, humming softly, as sleep overtook me.

Notes

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