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I Love You More Than I Could Ever Scream

Chapter 7

"Kenna!" CC yelled as Andy and I walked up to the bus, where it was parked in front of my house.
"CC," I replied, giggling slightly. I had my suitcase in my hand, to Andy's annoyance. He had persisted on letting him carry it but I didn't budge, simply telling him every time he asked that it was my bag so I would carry it. CC grabbed me, pulling me into a bear hug.
"KENNA!" He yelled.
"CC!!" I yelled back, laughing as he spun me around.
When he let me go I realized I had let go of my suitcase. I looked to where I had left it, seeing that Andy had taken it. I glared at him playfully as he returned, my bag nowhere to be seen. He looked at me, trying to seem innocent. His phone started to ring, and he looked down at the caller i.d. He looked happily down at the phone, answering it swiftly, and walking away from us. Ashley walked out of the bus, smirking when he saw me. He hugged me, his hands going lower than they should have. I smacked him away playfully, blushing slightly.
"Sooo, are you excited?" He asked me, trying to make conversation with me.
"Yeah," I mumbled, my shy personality coming out. We stood there awkwardly for a moment, saying nothing. Andy came back, and I smiled at him, walking over to him.
"Who was that?"I asked, noticing his slightly annoyed expression.
"Juliet," He muttered, simply.
The mention of Juliet, his girlfriend brought a slight frown to my face, which I quickly changed into a fake smile. I liked Juliet, I really did, but...saying I was completely happy for them and not jealous whatsoever would be a lie. I had grown a crush on the dark haired and blue eyed man standing in front of me, I couldn't deny it. The pain in my chest was proof of that. In the short time I've known him, I've grown to care for him as more than just a friend, and knowing that he didn't feel the same way hurt...
I was interrupted from my thoughts by the great CC grabbing me and throwing me on his back, almost dropping me.
"CC!" I screeched, laughing. I glanced over at Andy, noticing that he was looking at me...he looked...jealous. I felt a blush crawl it's way onto my cheeks, hurriedly looking away. He couldn't be...
"Come on, guys! We need to get on the road John, BVB's tour manager, yelled suddenly, making a short appearance in the bus doorway, before slipping back inside.
"On to Warped Tour!" CC yelled, I still on his back as he ran onto the bus.





"Hello, San Antonio!" Andy yelled, the crowd cheering loudly. I was side-stage, smiling brightly when someone came up beside me. I glanced over. Juliet. I tried my best to ignore her as she watched the show with me. I glanced at her a couple times, noticing she was on her phone, typing quickly. Was she texting someone? Who? None of my business I scolded myself, turning my attention back to the show. After a couple songs, Andy came over and pecked Juliet's lips, before running back on stage. I felt jealously flare in me.
"This is called "Coffin"," Andy yelled, making the crowd cheer.

"Take your crosses
I'll live without them
Standing wet in holy rain.
When you were baptized
Ignored the problem
That's when I watched you seal your grave.

I tried to save you
But let you drink the pain
A final song now we both know.
So I'm not givin' up
Won't let you suffocate me
You find your hell is home."

My mind started to wonder off as the song went on. I remembered just yesterday, how he looked jealous when I was on CC's back. But...apparently it wasn't jealousy. I felt so confused. If he loves Juliet why would he call me "baby" and look jealous when I was with another man? Maybe I was just over thinking this...
I sighed, deciding I needed a break. I started to walk, not really paying attention on where I was heading. I was lost in thought as I smashed into someone. I felt a sense of deja vu as I looked up to see a familiar face.
"Vic?" I asked in disbelief. Vic Fuentes stood in front of me, looking down at me apologetically.
He helped me up, laughing, simply saying, "Yes?"
"Umm...hi,"I said awkwardly, waving slightly. Dammit, I probably seemed so stupid, standing there awkwardly.
A look of comprehension crossed his face. "Oh, you're the girl touring with Black Veil Brides. Kennali, right?"
I nodded, smiling. "Yeah. And you can call me Kenna."
"Kenna!" Andy yelled, running over to me. He stopped as he saw Vic. "Oh, hey man."
"Hey," Vic said. He turned back to me. "Well, nice to meet you Kenna." I smiled and he walked off. I looked back at Andy. He wasn't looking at me. Instead he was staring at the ground, guiltily.
"I'm going to go back to the bus, okay?" I told him, not waiting for his answer as I walked away. I heard him call, "Kenna! Wait!" but I didn't stop, practically running to the BVB bus.

Notes

Haaai ;) almost 700 views you guys!! :O I can't believe it! Thank you guys!!

Anywho.... so was Andy really jealous? Does he like Kenna too? What about Juliet? What do you think will happen?

Byyye <3


Comments

@Ralph6
aww thank you! I'm glad you liked it. <3

That chapter was my favourite yet. So cute :33

Derek6 Derek6
7/8/15

@ursy loves bvb

:O I love that quote <3 Did you see the interview he said it in? It was BVB's BryanStars interview number 6 (I think :P Not 100% though) :) I love Bryan lol

@Chey.Loves.The.Taco
Thanks, my friends are trying to help, and always remind me not to do anything stupid, but i have a 'little problem' and get very angry very quickly, so sometimes cant help things i do, but i always try and remember what andy once said, life givesyou enough scars, you dont need to manufacture your own on your own body.

Ursulabvb Ursulabvb
7/1/15

@ursy loves bvb

I just came out of depression as well. It was hard for me especially since i self harmed. I've gone about a month and I couldn't be happier :) I hope things get better for you. Just keep your head up. Stay strong, stay beautiful. <3