I'm a Loaded Gun
Let You Down
Reyas POV
The party was great, and none of us got back to the apartments till almost three in the morning. Andy and I went to his room and went straight to sleep. My body was exhausted, and I went to sleep as soon as I layed down on his bed. I woke to someone shaking me.
"Reya...Rey...wake up. We have the meeting at the label..." Siren whispered.
I opened my eyes slowly and saw her leaning over me. Andy's arms were wrapped around my waist from behind me, his chest against my back. I grumbled and shifted, Andy rolled over and let go of me, "I'm coming," I yawned.
I got out of his bed and picked up my bag on the floor and pulled out some clothes for the day.
I went to the bathroom and took a fast shower. I put on my black skinny jeans, batman converse, black sports bra, and a loose white cotton tank top with measures of music twisting around on it. I pulled my hair up into a long high pony tail and straighten my bangs as I pulled them down and across my face (I have scene ish bangs). I was a bit nervous, my tattoo is kinda noticeable with the white shirt, but oh well, look at Andy's arms. Siren came into the bathroom, and we did our eyeliner, eyeshadow, and foundation. I put on a bit of black mascara since I was going lighter in the make up today.
I left Siren in the bathroom and grabbed my phone and purse from Andy's room, he was still sound asleep. I went to the bed and kissed him once on his lips. He smiled in his sleep and I kissed his cheek. I turned and went to the front room. Siren and I road the elevator down and met up with our band to head to the studio. Everyone was becoming very anxious. I started absent mindedly tapping my foot on the car floor. Siren was biting her nails. The driver pulled into the parking garage. My stomach was in knots now. The elevator to the twenty fourth floor didn't help. We were ushered to a large glass enclosed meeting room, where we were met and sitting face to face across from the heads of the company label, including Alana, the one who saw me and Andy...she gave me a judgment glance and I shrunk down into my chair.
John stood up.
"It'd like to welcome everyone this morning. As you all know, we are hear to discuss the future of Prescription Poison, label set 1347. As you will see, the heads all have a folder in front of them with the current updates on the band and what we've been working with them for the past two months, as well as profits. You've all been asked to listen to the music I provided and each of you has seen a live show during the past two weeks. Do you have any comments?"
Alana looked straight at me. "Reyalie Chance, are you aware you are a current trending media as of this morning?"
"Uh...I was not aware," I said as I glanced to Siren. What was she talking about?
"If all of you would turn your attention to the projection screen," she said as she held out a small remote. "These are current posts and pictures involving Ms Chance evening activities as of last night."
My hand covered my mouth. Blown up on the screen was a picture from Twitter...of Andy and I kissing on the dance floor. It looked horrible...My fingers were tangled in his hair, his teeth holding my lip between them, his hands holding my body suggestively. I put my head down in my hands on the table.
"Ms. Chance, the label board was unaware of your relations, neither was your fan base, with Mr. Biersack. Your actions from last night have been retweeted or commented about over 10,000times just this morning alone." said an unknown man in a suit.
"I didn't know anyone was watching," I said quietly as I held my head back up.
"Oh really? You were at a crowded venue party and assumed no one would be watching?" Alana said like poison.
"I'm sorry," I said.
"Ms. Campbell, we understand you as well have a relation with Mr. Purdy." said another head of production.
"Yeah, I do, but I don't see what's wrong with Reya or I having relationships with them. We are in bands touring together and have all grown very close. I thought this meeting woukd be concerning our music, not our social and private lives," Siren spit back.
"I agree," John said from the head of the table. "This group has accomplished a lot in the time I've been working with them. They have some very original lyrics, they have good style, and seem to be interacting very well with the fan base of Black Veil Brides and are going more and more followers in their Facebook page and twitter everyday. They are all very respectful and easy to work with, they are up for anything I've thrown at them.
"We are aware, John. The board has come to a decision," a man said. He looked at me, his lips moving. I didn't even hear what he said, it registering incredibly slow in my mind.
My hand returned to my mouth. Siren jumped up from her chair, knocking it over accidentally as she left the room. I thanked John sincerely and followed Siren. My body was shaking, my hands not moving, tears forming in my eyes as my breathing became unstable. I couldn't control the flood of emotions. I followed Siren to the lobby, where she was standing, mascara bleeding down her face. I embraced her and she hugged me very tightly, as we cried into each other shoudlers. The rest of the band joined us, all of us sharing a group hug.
Andy was waiting for me in the parking garage. Ashley was with him. I walked to Andy and he held out his arms.
"Hey sweetie, soo?" he asked as I embraced him and placed my head into his chest as the tears started again. He pulled back and held my chin, staring into my tear stained eyes.
I wiped my eyes. "They denied us Andy." I choked. The words pierced like knives throughout my chest. He pulled be suffocatingly tight into his chest. I glanced over to see Siren and Ash holding each other as well. "Andy...what are we going to do? We have to leave tomorrow."
"We'll figure it out," he said as he kissed my hair. The rest of the band boarded our van and Siren, Ashley, Andy, and I got in the one they took. There was no talking in our van. Andy wrapped his arm around me and I layed my head in his shoulder as he gently rubbed my arm. "Things will work out," he whsipered as he pulled me tighter. I nodded into his shoudler and sniffed back the tears.
We arrived at the apartments. No one said a word, just packed our belongings, occasionally exchanging pained glances at each other. Siren and Ashley retreated to Ashs room, we all knew what was happening. Tyler and Dylan moped watching tv, Allie sitting in Tyler's lap. Cc, Jake, and Jinxx came over and gave me a hug, telling me things will work out. I don't see how. When they realized that I wasn't going to even try to act hopeful, they went back to their apartment.
Andy and I barely spoke, until that night when we went to my room. I sat on the bed, breaking down in tears. Andy came over and pulled me into his arms. "We will get through this, Rey."
"How Andy? How?" I almost yelled. I was so upset right now I couldn't control the raw emotion I'd bottled up.
"I'll call you every night, any time we have a break I will fly you to me, or I will fly to you if I can. Anytime we are even a state away I will arrange you to come see us. I'll never be far."
"It's not the same Andy."
"I know sweetheart, but I'm trying. I don't know what else to do. We don't have room for you to live on the road with us. I will call you every time I can. Whenever you need me, I will be here for you. Every time." he pulled me away from his chest, holding my shoulders and staring into my eyes.
He pulled my lips to his, all of the pain in both of us being released through this one passionate kiss. We leaned over onto the bed. I held his body as close as possible to me. I savored every touch, every kiss, every elevated breath like it was my last. Andy's lips were so careful and passionate against mine, or on my skin. He rolled onto me and I arched my back, moving my body as close as they would get with our clothes still on. I wrapped my legs around his waist. Our hands explored each others bodys, and I could feel a tear spilling down from my eye and onto my cheek.
"I love you, Andy," I said as I pulled his wandering lips back to mine.
"I love you Reya," he said into my mouth.
I knew this was just going to make me miss him even more. I was foolish to think that this one last passionate display could ever help me, it would only make me crave him even more, but I was now so desperate to hold him and just be his. I'd never felt this type of feeling before with Andy. My breathing was so ragged and my body was feeling like a live wire was going through my veins as our lips connected.
I eventually was too exhausted. We pulled away and layed beside each other, both breathless. I couldn't believe that this was the last night I would be spending with Andy for awhile. I didn't know where I was going tomorrow. It didn't matter I stared into Andy's eyes until I couldn't possibly hold my eyes open any longer. He gave me one last kiss on ,y forehead and I had to give into sleep, closing my eyes to embrace the exhaustion clouding my mind.
The party was great, and none of us got back to the apartments till almost three in the morning. Andy and I went to his room and went straight to sleep. My body was exhausted, and I went to sleep as soon as I layed down on his bed. I woke to someone shaking me.
"Reya...Rey...wake up. We have the meeting at the label..." Siren whispered.
I opened my eyes slowly and saw her leaning over me. Andy's arms were wrapped around my waist from behind me, his chest against my back. I grumbled and shifted, Andy rolled over and let go of me, "I'm coming," I yawned.
I got out of his bed and picked up my bag on the floor and pulled out some clothes for the day.
I went to the bathroom and took a fast shower. I put on my black skinny jeans, batman converse, black sports bra, and a loose white cotton tank top with measures of music twisting around on it. I pulled my hair up into a long high pony tail and straighten my bangs as I pulled them down and across my face (I have scene ish bangs). I was a bit nervous, my tattoo is kinda noticeable with the white shirt, but oh well, look at Andy's arms. Siren came into the bathroom, and we did our eyeliner, eyeshadow, and foundation. I put on a bit of black mascara since I was going lighter in the make up today.
I left Siren in the bathroom and grabbed my phone and purse from Andy's room, he was still sound asleep. I went to the bed and kissed him once on his lips. He smiled in his sleep and I kissed his cheek. I turned and went to the front room. Siren and I road the elevator down and met up with our band to head to the studio. Everyone was becoming very anxious. I started absent mindedly tapping my foot on the car floor. Siren was biting her nails. The driver pulled into the parking garage. My stomach was in knots now. The elevator to the twenty fourth floor didn't help. We were ushered to a large glass enclosed meeting room, where we were met and sitting face to face across from the heads of the company label, including Alana, the one who saw me and Andy...she gave me a judgment glance and I shrunk down into my chair.
John stood up.
"It'd like to welcome everyone this morning. As you all know, we are hear to discuss the future of Prescription Poison, label set 1347. As you will see, the heads all have a folder in front of them with the current updates on the band and what we've been working with them for the past two months, as well as profits. You've all been asked to listen to the music I provided and each of you has seen a live show during the past two weeks. Do you have any comments?"
Alana looked straight at me. "Reyalie Chance, are you aware you are a current trending media as of this morning?"
"Uh...I was not aware," I said as I glanced to Siren. What was she talking about?
"If all of you would turn your attention to the projection screen," she said as she held out a small remote. "These are current posts and pictures involving Ms Chance evening activities as of last night."
My hand covered my mouth. Blown up on the screen was a picture from Twitter...of Andy and I kissing on the dance floor. It looked horrible...My fingers were tangled in his hair, his teeth holding my lip between them, his hands holding my body suggestively. I put my head down in my hands on the table.
"Ms. Chance, the label board was unaware of your relations, neither was your fan base, with Mr. Biersack. Your actions from last night have been retweeted or commented about over 10,000times just this morning alone." said an unknown man in a suit.
"I didn't know anyone was watching," I said quietly as I held my head back up.
"Oh really? You were at a crowded venue party and assumed no one would be watching?" Alana said like poison.
"I'm sorry," I said.
"Ms. Campbell, we understand you as well have a relation with Mr. Purdy." said another head of production.
"Yeah, I do, but I don't see what's wrong with Reya or I having relationships with them. We are in bands touring together and have all grown very close. I thought this meeting woukd be concerning our music, not our social and private lives," Siren spit back.
"I agree," John said from the head of the table. "This group has accomplished a lot in the time I've been working with them. They have some very original lyrics, they have good style, and seem to be interacting very well with the fan base of Black Veil Brides and are going more and more followers in their Facebook page and twitter everyday. They are all very respectful and easy to work with, they are up for anything I've thrown at them.
"We are aware, John. The board has come to a decision," a man said. He looked at me, his lips moving. I didn't even hear what he said, it registering incredibly slow in my mind.
My hand returned to my mouth. Siren jumped up from her chair, knocking it over accidentally as she left the room. I thanked John sincerely and followed Siren. My body was shaking, my hands not moving, tears forming in my eyes as my breathing became unstable. I couldn't control the flood of emotions. I followed Siren to the lobby, where she was standing, mascara bleeding down her face. I embraced her and she hugged me very tightly, as we cried into each other shoudlers. The rest of the band joined us, all of us sharing a group hug.
Andy was waiting for me in the parking garage. Ashley was with him. I walked to Andy and he held out his arms.
"Hey sweetie, soo?" he asked as I embraced him and placed my head into his chest as the tears started again. He pulled back and held my chin, staring into my tear stained eyes.
I wiped my eyes. "They denied us Andy." I choked. The words pierced like knives throughout my chest. He pulled be suffocatingly tight into his chest. I glanced over to see Siren and Ash holding each other as well. "Andy...what are we going to do? We have to leave tomorrow."
"We'll figure it out," he said as he kissed my hair. The rest of the band boarded our van and Siren, Ashley, Andy, and I got in the one they took. There was no talking in our van. Andy wrapped his arm around me and I layed my head in his shoulder as he gently rubbed my arm. "Things will work out," he whsipered as he pulled me tighter. I nodded into his shoudler and sniffed back the tears.
We arrived at the apartments. No one said a word, just packed our belongings, occasionally exchanging pained glances at each other. Siren and Ashley retreated to Ashs room, we all knew what was happening. Tyler and Dylan moped watching tv, Allie sitting in Tyler's lap. Cc, Jake, and Jinxx came over and gave me a hug, telling me things will work out. I don't see how. When they realized that I wasn't going to even try to act hopeful, they went back to their apartment.
Andy and I barely spoke, until that night when we went to my room. I sat on the bed, breaking down in tears. Andy came over and pulled me into his arms. "We will get through this, Rey."
"How Andy? How?" I almost yelled. I was so upset right now I couldn't control the raw emotion I'd bottled up.
"I'll call you every night, any time we have a break I will fly you to me, or I will fly to you if I can. Anytime we are even a state away I will arrange you to come see us. I'll never be far."
"It's not the same Andy."
"I know sweetheart, but I'm trying. I don't know what else to do. We don't have room for you to live on the road with us. I will call you every time I can. Whenever you need me, I will be here for you. Every time." he pulled me away from his chest, holding my shoulders and staring into my eyes.
He pulled my lips to his, all of the pain in both of us being released through this one passionate kiss. We leaned over onto the bed. I held his body as close as possible to me. I savored every touch, every kiss, every elevated breath like it was my last. Andy's lips were so careful and passionate against mine, or on my skin. He rolled onto me and I arched my back, moving my body as close as they would get with our clothes still on. I wrapped my legs around his waist. Our hands explored each others bodys, and I could feel a tear spilling down from my eye and onto my cheek.
"I love you, Andy," I said as I pulled his wandering lips back to mine.
"I love you Reya," he said into my mouth.
I knew this was just going to make me miss him even more. I was foolish to think that this one last passionate display could ever help me, it would only make me crave him even more, but I was now so desperate to hold him and just be his. I'd never felt this type of feeling before with Andy. My breathing was so ragged and my body was feeling like a live wire was going through my veins as our lips connected.
I eventually was too exhausted. We pulled away and layed beside each other, both breathless. I couldn't believe that this was the last night I would be spending with Andy for awhile. I didn't know where I was going tomorrow. It didn't matter I stared into Andy's eyes until I couldn't possibly hold my eyes open any longer. He gave me one last kiss on ,y forehead and I had to give into sleep, closing my eyes to embrace the exhaustion clouding my mind.
Go till you have no more and then make that the end please dont make a sequel
8/27/15