Reyas POV
My life is amazing. We've been on the road with Black Veil Brides for thirteen days and we've played nine shows. Tonight's show made ten. The thrill of the stage is finally mine, and no longer do I cower behind the stage, or shake. Now, I'm not the last one on stage or the one freaking out. Now I'm the first one on the bus and someone usually had to stop me from running out on stage too early. The feeling of the crowd has become by bed, the mic like cherished childhood teddy bear, and the stage itself my home. I love hearing people scream my name, or for the band. I love to see people excited faces when I sign stuff for them.
Things with Andy are...well...amazing too. We haven't been able to sleep in the same bed as often, but when we do...that's amazing too! We've gotten to second base again a few times and accidentally almost went a bit farther than that. We agreed not to, or at least try not to, go any farther, for our bunk mates sake, or...at least that's what we told ourselves. Andys body literally drove me crazy. When I got off stage, he made no mistake about kissing me. We had to be careful, seeing the fact our fans were unaware of our relationship. a few crew members had seen us, but that wasn't that big of a problem. Tonight's show was a bit different, usually we got off stage and the boys went straight onto the stage. Tonight, the boys were changing up their scene a bit, and so we had a ten minute break between sets.

I ran off stage to Andy's open arms. I pulled his face to mine as he wrapped his arms around my back. I smashed my lips into his and his lips opened mine. I snaked my hands around his neck and grabbed a lock of his hair as I pulled him closer. His hands slid to my hips and pulled our hips bones together. His tongue gently pushed against my top lip, and I opened my mouth, his tongue playing with mine. I put my tongue against his lip ring and licked once around it, I knew it drove him crazy. Andy pulled back for a moment and titled his head the other way and reconnect our lips. He reached out and gently bit my bottom lip in his teeth. I pulled back and kissed his neck.

Someone cleared their throat and Andy and I pulled back, arms still around each other as we looked in the direction of the sound. I pulled my arms away, realizing it was one of the company heads...Alana Clearlance. She had on a pair of black dress pants and a red blouse with black heels. I stepped back from Andy looking very embarrassed.
"Alana, we were just-" Andy began.
"Save it Andy. I knew you guys were friendly...but that was very intense," she said dryly.
"Alana, please. We aren't..lodging anything if that's what you think," I said very quietly, my eyes on the floor.
"I was going to say that you had a nice performance, but obviously you don't need my congratulations." She turned and walked off to the backstage area.
"Andy," I said, feeling the worry spelled out in my face.
He hugged me into his chest. "It will be OK. I doubt she will say anything."

Andy got called to the side stage. I let go and returned to my dressing room, putting my face in my hands.
"Rey, you OK?" Siren asked as she walked up behind me.
"No. Alana just saw me and Andy..."
"So what? What's bad about that?"
"We were...making out...pretty aggressively. I didn't know anyone was around!"
"Ooooh. That's not good. Hey cheer up. Ashley told me the guys are going to throw a party for us tomorrow night since this is the end of our first tour in all contractual stuff. SOOO the boys are gonna give us a huge party!"
"Oh God, it better not be like the night before the first show. I never want to drink again."
"Ohhh you baby. It'll be fun!" Siren said as she picked up her mascara and applied it in the mirror in front of us. I sighed and picked up the black eyeliner, redrawing the lines on the top and the cats flicks on the side of my eyes. I capped the felt pen and stood up, rustling my hair a bit. Siren pulled out her comb and re teased it for me. After fixing our hair and makeup we went out the signing tables and waited for the boys. We signed some stuff when they got off stage and then the real crowd showed uo as the boys sat at their table. A shy looking girl, almost like me when I was thirteen, came up with a black and red striped Hollister bag. I knew her style, trying to be punk, forced to wear prep stuff. I smiled at her.
"Hey, how are you doing?" I asked as she stopped in front of me.
"Um-I'm great. I-I brought you guys some stuff...I saw on twitter you like Reese's, so I brought you Reese's, Sien I gave sour patch kids for you, Tyler the skittles, Dylan the air heads, and Allie the snickers," she said handing us each candy.
"Fuck YEAH!" Siren yelled as she torer open the box of sour patch kids.
"Thank you so much, I hope you enjoyed the show," I said as I stood up and gave her a hug.
"I really like you guys! My friend Cara is here too!" she said as a girl with purple hair walked up beside her.
"Sup?" Cara said as she set down a white bag with ice blue skulls on it. "Can you guys sign this?" the bag had band pins on it everywhere. I found a little space and signed Reya on it.
"Wait you are a pin collector too?" Siren said,
"Fuck yeah!" Cara replied as she high fixed Siren.
"Here, you will LOVE this!" Siren replied as she took a pin off her pink denim vest. It was one of her hand made Prescription Poison pins. It was a split open capsule with a green goo leaking out and our band name spelled out by the goo. "And I'll sign right next to it!"
the girls were freaking out by now. They thanked us again and headed over the the boys.
At the end of the night I had gotten a Breathe Carolina t shirt, a batman wristband, a cross necklace, a braided leather bracelet, a stuffed animal zebra, and a bottle of my favorite sweet tea all from my fans. It was amazing to feel appreciated as an artist. I loaded up my haul and put it on my bunk. My phone buzzed.
Andy: Hey love (: come over to my bus, wanna have a sleepover?
You: of course! I love cuddling (: Let me get a shower and changed and I'll come over.
Andy: alright, be over by two am, we head back to St. louis tonight so we need to get on the road.
You: kk I'll hurry.

I rushed to the bathroom on our bus and took a fast shower. I put on eyeliner again and light mascara. I threw on some red short shorts and a ripped open Black and red Silverstein t shirt. I had cut and tied the sides and the shoudlers. I grabbed my phone and got out of the bus and opened the door to BVBs bus. I walked up the stairs. Jake was eating pizza with CC at the table, Jinxx was talking on the phone on the couch, I assume talking to Sammi, and Andy was grabbing a soda from the fridge.
"Hey Rey," he said as he walked over and placed a peck on my lips. He wrapped an arm around my waist and we went the back of the bus to him and Ashs beds. I plopped down on the bed and he dropped down beside me. "I hear you found out about the party."
"Yeah, Siren told me," I said as I turned on my side, resting my head on my propped up elbow.
"Well damn."
"Sorry." I said as I smiled.
"No you aren't," he started tickling me and then jumped onto me, his legs on either side of me as he held me down. I was twitching around trying to get away."Andy...hahaaha...An-An-Andy...stop..hhaha."
"Andy stop, she doesn't want the D!" CC yelled into the door. All the guys busted out laughing and so did we.
Andy was still sitting on me. "Andy," I yawned. "I'm exhausted."
"Me too," he said as he leaned down and kissed the tip of my nose. I smiled back at his blue eyes. He pulled his leg over me and rolled onto his back beside me. "God, I can't believe that two months ago, we were laying here."
"Things were a lot different then," I whispered as I curled up and snuggled into his chest. He wrapped his arm around me.
"Yeah, but even then, I thought you were the most beautiful girl I'd seen, even covered in bruises."
"I love you," I mumbled as I closed my eyes.
"I love you too," he whsipered. He kissed my hair.

In the morning we had arrived in STL and we returned to the apartments. Today was Sunday so we had the day off. Tomorrow, the producers would be meeting with us about our future with the label.

Andy and I unloaded our stuff and went back to bed for a few hours. Around eleven we got up and dressed. Appearntly the guys were renting out the Pageant, a club, for a big party. They had invited about everyone who could come. We rounded up everyone at six. I went to the bathroom and did some heavy, dramatic cats eyes with smokey grey eyeshadow, and black mascara. My green eyes were dramatic, and looked amazing. You couldn't look away. I have very pale skin, so Siren convinced me to put on the fire red lipstick. I had on a form fitting black dress, with the sides cut out in random spots in the sides, and most of the back exposed. It was strapless too, and had a flowing skirt, slanted to drape to my knee on one side and my mid thigh on the other. I had matched it with some black velvet Stilettoes with silver pyramid studs on them. I put in a pair of giant silver cross earrings in my firsts, chained red and black feathers on the seconds and I had rhinestones and chrome ball studs in the other pierces on my ears.
Siren and I walked out of the bathroom. Ashley was at the counter and glanced over, he was drinking a glass of whiskey and spit his drink back into the glass. Siren had purple highlights in her blonde now, and her dress was ice blue and purple, the back completely see through and it has a short straight cut bottom. Ashley sat in shock. He reached over the sandy, who was standing next to him, and tapped him a few times, still staring.
"What?" Andy said as he turned, his eyes got wide as he took me in. "Wow," he whsipered as I strutted up to him. "I'm one fucking lucky guy tonight," he said as he put his lips on mine.
I pulled back early and he gave me a smile back. He had on black skinny jeans, a grey button up shirt with a collar, and his leather jacket. He grabbed mine and held it out as I slipped my matching leather jacket on, however mine ended at the base of my ribs.

We all went downstairs and the driver took us to the club. The party was already in full swing in the club. I couldn't even hear the music, Just the pounding bass. I dragged Andy to the dance floor with Siren, Ash, and CC. Jake and Jinxx went over to the bar to speak with some friends. CC dances like a wild an when he's partially drunk. Siren and Ashley grind as dirty as a high school prom. Andy and I danced facing each other, but after awhile Andy caved and started kissing me. However, this was our party, we will make out if we want. I don't know how many songs we just stood their suing back and forth to the beat and kissing, hands around each other. Someone stopped the music.
"Alright guys, I'm David, from Breathe Carolina." I let go of Andy's face and looked to the stage. It was David Schmitt. Ahhhh fan girl!
"And I'm Kyle Evans." Can I die now?
"We are all hear to celebrate Prescription Poison on their first contracted tour. So let's give them a hand." Everyone started yelling. "Come on up here guys."
paid let go of Andy and I ran up to the stage. I hugged David and Kyle and was handed the mic. I looked out over the club, picking out faces of people I'd grown so close to.

"Hi everyone, I'm Reyalie Chance, but most of you know me as just Reya. Two months ago, I was the invisible emo girl in my high school. I was in horrible situation and this band, of my friends, we've been able to accomplish so much in just a few short weeks, things that no one thought we could ever do, even my parents. I want to say a huge thank you to my best friend, and our lead guitarist, Siren Campbell for being there for me since my freshman year. To my bands, I love you guys like my family. I also want to thank the guys of BVB for supporting us, and always being there for u when we neeeded some laughs, and throwing one hell of a party! and lastly, I want to thank Andy. Andy, thank you for being a shoudler, a friend, anything and everything for me. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you and everything all of you guys have done for me. Two months ago I was a frightened, shy, high school senior. Today Im a confident and appreciative musician. Thank you all for everything you've done and continue to do for us." I said, holding back the waterworks.

Sirren hugged me and took the mic. "Guys, I've always dreamed of being here right now. Reya and zi met freshman year, both being the weird kids. We used to dreams and run around my room, I played my guitar, horribly I might add, and she sang as we ran around wishing to some day be on stage. I want to thank Reya, my best friend, for never letting our dream die. I want to thank BVB for all the crazy antics and wild nights. I want to thank my boyfriend Ashley Purdy too, you are so great to me babe and I cant wait for my next dance with you." she passed the mic to Tyler.

"I'm a...uh..I'm not a speech guy. Thanks for everything guys and being he and thanks CC and Jake for giving me some competition in call of duty!"
Dylan abbed the mic next, "Yeah basically what these guys said. It's been a wild ride and I hope it just gets more wild!"

Allie hesitated and then grabbed the mic. "Um, thanks CC for the great drum offs with me. Thanks Tyler and Reya and Siren and Dylan. I love this band and I've never had this much fun in my life. How many high schoolers, well other than Andy when he started, can say they've done what we have."

We got off stage and partied the rest of the night. Andy left me to go to the bathroom and I danced with CC for awhile, but he's so crazy, by now totally drunk, and I just can't keep up. As the song fades finally, I'm practically ready to fall onto the dance floor. I heard the crackle of the mic and people around us begin to murmered about someone on stage. I looked up, Andy is sitting on a stool with the mic, and Jake is next to him with an aucostic guitar.
"Hey guys, I know this is a party for Prescription Poison, but I know that I keep getting requests to sing this song, so I'm going to sing it. this is called The Morrticians Daughter," Andy said.

My heart stopped, Andy sang this song to me when I couldn't sleep. Jake began strumming.
"I open my lungs, dear. I sing this song at funerals, no rush.
These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush.
A baby boy you've held so tightly, this pain it visits almost nightly.
Missing hotel hotel beds I feel your touch."

I didn't even realize what I was doing. I began walking through to crowd and a stopped near the center, my eyes locking with Andy's. He smiled at me, that smile I love so much.

"I will await, dear, a patience of eternity, my crush.
A universal still, no rust.
No dust will ever grow on this frame, a million years, I will sing your name.
I love you more than I can ever scream."

Someone was standing beside me touched my arm. I glanced over to see a girl with sandy blonde hair, tall and slender.
"Wow, what a voice. It just...takes your breath away," she says quietly awhile looking at Andy.
"Yeah...he's...wonderful isn't he?" I said back.
"He's such a great guy too."
"Uh-huh." I felt a twinge of jealousy. I didn't like the way she was looking at him.
"I'm Juliet by the way. I sing in automatic love letter."
"Juliet Simms?" I asked.
"Yeah! I love your music by the way. You have some great writing."
"Oh, uh thanks. I hear you are auditioning for The Voice," I said.
"Yeah, Andy's gonna come watch me sing. It's so nice of him to come along."
"Yeah..." I replied. "When do you audition?"
"I still have two months." she replied.

I looked back up to Andy.
"I sit here and smile dear.
I smile because I think of you and I blush.
These bleeding hollow dials, this fuss.
A fuss is made of miles and travel,
roadways are but stones and gravel.
A bleeding heart can conquer every crutch,"

I watch the rest of Andy's performance and As soon as he finishes, he thanks the guests and walks off stage, to my waiting arms. "That was beautiful, Andy."
"I hoped it would be," he whispered as he embraced me too.
"Andy, why did you sing that song?"
"Because, Reya," he pulled back to look at me. "I want you to know how much I love you, and will always love you."
"I love you too Andy," I whispered back as I leaned uo and kissed his lips delicately. "Now let's go party."

Notes

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