Don't Be Scared I've Got You...

-Andy's POV-I awoke on my sofa as usual. I stopped sleeping in my own bed. It felt too lonely waking up everyday in a double bed alone. The hospital has banned visiting for a couple days as there is a viral infection going around and they didn't want it spreading.
I decided to check on Jessie's house just to dust and polish a bit.
I got into the house and decided to go into her bedroom. I saw a cardboard box that lay at the bottom of her bed. By the looks of it. This was the last thing Jessie touched at her place before the accident.
I opened the box to see a mass of photo albums. I took one out.
The album consisted of pictures of her and I and pictures token of me when I wasn't looking.
I looked at one picture of me and Jess when we were at the lake house. We looked so happy. Her smile was so big back then.
A couple of drops of water landed on the photo. I then realised I was crying.
I got up off the bed and left the house.
Still crying I walked home and got some alcohol and took a couple shots.
I then couldn't stop. It made the pain fade. I drank till my vision became blurry.
And fell over the small coffee table in the living room. I must have hit my head.
I awoke with a bruise on my head. I got up. I realised that I was still drunk. I kept falling over.
Sorry Jess I'm afraid you'll have to wait till tomorrow...
I'm sorry,
I felt horrible, what if I become addicted. No I would never.
But what if...
What if I go down the wrong path preventing me from the girl I love and from my sanity. From my dream job.
I took time off college they understood but I didn't say when I will be back.

Notes

School tomorrow. I'll update tomorrow. I am so scared my hands are shaking. If there is spelling errors that is why. Sorry.
i try not to worry about school but I do. A lot.
i lose a lot of sleep cause of it. Never mind it's gonna help me get my dream job as a makeup artist for like theatre and films ect. I wish everyone luck for following their dreams. I hope your enjoying this story.
will Jessie live? Will Andy cope or lose it all?
find out in future chapters.