Don't Be Scared I've Got You...

-Andy's POV-It's been a week since the accident and Jessie has still not awoken. Yet.
The house has been quite. I had crow and femme to keep me company but just the absence of seeing Jessie smile is killing me on the inside. It's 10am time to go meet Jessie again. I see her everyday.
I like to pretend that she can hear me. Well maybe she can. Who knows. The doctors said that nothing has improved yet nothing has gotten worse which is good is some respect.
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I got to the hospital to see Jessie a little less paler than usual. Her bruises have vanished and it just looks like she is sleeping.
I smiled at the sight.
I sat next to her hospital bed and held her hand and replaced the flowers on her nightstand. And closed the curtains making it a little darker. I treat her like she is sleeping. I wonder what she is going through in that little head of hers,
Probably fighting. I can't wait to see her again.
I kissed her hand.
"Come on baby fight. I'll be right here when you wake up I promise"
"I promise you I'll give you something to look forward to if you come back." I said tears in my eyes.
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I realised I fell asleep. A nurse woke me up. It was 9pm.
"Visiting hours are over sir say your goodbyes for now" she smiled.
I kissed Jessie's head.
"Goodnight baby I love you" I said leaving.
I got home and decided to nip into Jessie's house for a bit. You know to clean things up and to give her a surprise when she gets home.
I got out some paint and some spare fabric. I wanted to make a banner.
I began to paint.
I painted till I fell asleep.
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I awoke at Jessie's dining table with paint all over my face.
I looked at the banner which had welcome home Jessie in black and yellow with the batman and batgirl painted on it.
I stuck up the banner and cleaned up. I went upstairs to clean my face. I then came across the blades Jessie used a while ago.
I sighed with tears in my eyes.
I accidentally cut my hand from squeezing the sharp metal of destruction too tight in my hand.
It didn't hurt. What hurt the most was the thought of not having my baby in my arms.
I cleaned off the blood and paint and left the house. I took the blades with me. I don't want the, near her when she gets back.
I went home and got a can on monster. It gives me energy and motivation. Without Jess around I haven't been wanting to get out the house at all.
I get a can and had an idea.
"Hey Jess!! Why not have a movie marathon" I yelled.
The silence snapped me back into reality.
"Oh what am I doing. Jess please come back soon" I said beginning to cry.
"I need you Jess I have never missed someone so much. Please come back soon" I cried to myself.
I then fell asleep on the couch soon after.
It's been a while since I've cried myself to sleep.
Let's hope it's not gonna become a common thing.

Notes

Here you go.
its the last day of summer vacation tomorrow and I am going shopping to get some band merch lol.
i am really scared. I hate school. The education is fine it's just the people there. I have my friends group. We are classed as the misfits our the outcasts. The ones who are never accepted by others. Atleast I have my music to keep me sane. For those who are going back to school or still at school I wish you good luck. And I hope this year turns out ok for everyone cause I know how it feels. We have all been there.
love you guys x