Don't Be Scared I've Got You...
Who will save me now?
-Andy's POV-Before I knew it.a year has passed. I live very day alone. It's like me and Jessie never met. Like she just vanished. She still hasn't awoken. For all I know she could be dead.
Ever since the night of me turning to alcohol my life turned grey. I am never sober. Just drink sleep then more drink. There has been nights were I just punch the walls. My house is just a wrecked space covered in broken alcohol bottles and blood on the walls from where I have been punching.
It killed me. My emotions won. I'm now dead inside.
I haven't visited Jessie in months. Even if I did ate,put to visit her I probably won't even make it there. I can hardly walk due to the alcohol intake and they won't let me visit her cause of my condition. I need help.
I need therapy.
Who will save me now?
I decided I've had enough.
I grabbed a bottle of painkillers and took a large handful and swallowed them.
The pain in my stomach and chest was horrific..
This is what Jessie must have felt like. Damn I wish I could hold her again.
But I know it will all be over soon..
I fell to the floor and shut my eyes.
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I awoke in a hospital bed. But I wasn't in a hospital, I was in a mental hospital. Someone shook my shoulder.
I turned to see a familiar face.
Notes
Who shook Andy's shoulder?!!!!
i had school today. It sucked as usual. It's not the education I hate it's the people. They can be so hurtful sometimes. What thing I'm not gonna do is change myself for them. No matter what people tell you never change who you are for them, change for yourself not anyone else. You shouldn't be forced to be someone your not.
love you guys!!
gonna still try update once a day. If not I'm sorry it's cause I'll be busy with school shit meh...
@CRAZY_CAT!!
Hey. Miss me?
12/15/15