If Hell were any Closer

Andy's POV:

Forming a band was harder than I imagined.

After I hightailed it to LA, I began preparing myself for all-night parties, to closing down bars with friends, for hot chicks practically throwing themselves at me. Well, that last one was pretty much true, but the first two, forget about them.

At first there was the main problem of finding a place to stay, which I probably should've figured out back home when my parents could help me with this kind of shit. But now, I was alone, hell I didn't even have Nikki anymore for guidance.

My two weeks I stayed in some shitty motel, but quickly left that, seeing as that was just taking my spare cash. I met up with some friends from high school who had a similar dream to mine, and I started rooming with a new friend in an apartment. The set-up wasn't great, but better than nothing.

Finding band members however, was a whole new issue. It was difficult actually interviewing random people and listening to them play some shitty music. What was worse was how none f them actually seemed to want to play an instrument as a career, so I immediately knew those guys won't worth it.

finding a record label would also pose to be yet another challenge, but i figure I should take things one step at a time, focus on finding band members and writing songs first before booking venues and all that shit. Damn, I really wish Nikki was still mine.

wonder how she is. It's been two years since I last saw her, and by now, she's in his senior year. I wonder if she has a boyfriend, probably not. She was never that charismatic or outgoing. I sometimes wonder what would've happened if she didn't breakup with me. Maybe I would've convinced her to move to LA with me, and things would be so right. I wish she was with me now. I wish I could hold her, kiss her, tocuh her. I wish she was mine again.

No.

I shake those thoughts from my head. If we were still together, all she would do is hold me back from my career. I don't need a girlfriend right now, not ever. They'd just bring me down. Besides, if nikki couldn't support me back in high school, she'd never be able to handle me now, now that I'm on my own, basically without any rules.

She would bring me down. Not up, and I don't need any distractions.

This year, I am going to make it.

Notes

Second shorter chapter in Andy's POV!
I'm so happy with the reactions to the sequel so far!! Hope you guys are liking it!!!

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