Blood Thirsty

*Jake's POV*

I sat in my bunk, not wanting to leave the comforts of isolation that I had. I know that the second I leave, I'll run into him and that's the last thing I need. I don't want to see his perfection, for I will never be able to mark him as my own. I can't do that to him. My misery was interrupted by a knock on the ceiling of my bunk. "What do you want." I grumbled, not wanting an answer, just wanting to be left alone. "Can I come in?" I heard the soft voice of Jinxx. I sighed, letting him in. He sat down in front of me, holding a cup of wolves blood. He gave me the cup, which I drank eagerly. Jinxx sat there quietly as I drank, not wanting to interrupt me while I was feeding. After I was finished, he spoke. "Jake, what's wrong?" He asked, concern obvious in his voice. That made me brake. I broke down into a crying mess. I hugged him tightly as I let out my pent up emotions. He softly hugged me back, trying to comfort me. "I....... I can't ever be with him......... I want him to be mine, but he is not mine to have....." I whispered, sniffling softly. Jinxx didn't say anything after that. He just hugged me until I calmed down. "Have you thought about telling him how you feel?" He suggested. I shook my head. I can't tell him. "Well, you should tell him before it's too late." Jinxx said before he got up and left. I don't know what to do...... I sat in my bunk until I finally got the guts to go into the lounge. I say CC sitting on the couch with Ashley, watching supernatural. I sat down nearby, causing CC to noticeably flinch. I sighed and was about to get up when CC stopped me. "Hey Jake?" He asked, looking nervous. "What is it Chuppy?" I asked back. "I was wondering if you could give me some advice......" He looked down at his hands as he spoke. "Sure. What's up?" I asked, sitting down next to him as Ashley left the room. "Well, there's this guy that I like......" I felt my heart shatter. I didn't let it show and just nodded my head. "He...... He's just so perfect. And I'm not..... I want to impress him, but I have no clue how." I couldn't handle this! "I don't know how to help you there C. How about you talk to Ash or Andy...." I said, void of emotion as I stormed into the bunk room, and went back into isolation.

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