Before You Knew Jinxx

That night I set my alarm for 5:30 am, just to be sure I would wake up on time. I could not miss school again. But I have no idea why I cared so much. It’s not like I would ever date him. I wasn’t about to let him in. He was still a guy, and I did not trust guys! But still, there was something different about him. The way he looked, and the way he talked. He had black hair, and it was perfect. He had piercing blue eyes, and his lips. Oh, his lips…No. SARA!! STOP!! Don’t you dare fall for him. But….I kept arguing with myself. I went to bed, and woke up at 5:30, like I had planned. I actually had time to do my hair and makeup, so I got everything together, and went to my bathroom. I flat ironed my hair, and put on my usual eyeliner, that covered most of my eyes. I always used black eyeshadow as well. I put on my ripped black jeans, and my black and neon green tank top, with a ripped shawl on top. I hear people calling me emo every day, but I really don’t care. I like the way I look. “SARA WAKE UP YOU FUCKING WHORE!!” Shaina was yet again, outside my door. I’m not a whore, I have only had sex once, and that was with Jeff. That was right before he cheated on me. He told me he loved me, and the next day he cheated. “SHAINA YOU BETTER WATCH WHAT YOU SAY!” I warned her. I finally finished getting ready, and opened the door to see Shaina still standing there. She had a smirk on her face. I looked at her, and walked away. “Are you ready, bitch?” I called to Shaina. “Yes! And Mom is letting me take the car again!” She said. “Oh, no surprise there!” I told her. I grabbed a Monster, and we got in the car. She put on her music, and I pulled out my earbuds, and listened to my music: Amen. We pulled up at school, and I got out right away. I didn’t wait for Shaina. There was about 15 minutes till first period, so I walked around. I was secretly hoping to run into Jeremy again, but I didn’t see him. First period took forever, so I just drew in my notebook the entire time. It was surprising actually, because I was passing all of my classes, and I hardly ever paid attention in my classes. The bell rang, and I walked to second period. This was the class I saw Jeremy in. I felt my heart beat fast. I went to my usual spot, and he wasn’t in the desk next to me. Damn….No. Sara, this is a good thing!! You can’t fall for him. Maybe he flew to LA to practice with his band. That’s a good thing, because I will be able to forget about him. As I was telling myself this, I heard someone sit next to me in the desk. I was scared to look out of the corner of my eye, because I didn’t want it to be him. But at the same time, I desperately wanted it to be him. I waited for about two minutes, and then I took a quick peek. It was Jeremy. Dammit Jeremy!! Why are you here?? The bell rang, and I got out of there fast. I started to run to my next class: choir. I didn’t have a good voice, but I didn’t know what else to take. I knew Jeremy wouldn’t run to find me, but sure enough, I felt someone tap my shoulder. I stopped, and turned around. It was him. “Yes?” I asked him, out of breath. It was so awkward.

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