Love is a Bitch

"I want to play something for you." Andy said smiling at me. He picked up my wrist and kissed my scars. He moved out from under me and grabbed his ipod. He sat down next to me and hit play. The beginning of Savior began to play. Wait...I've never heard this song...how did i know what its called. I smiled. This is the song i use to sneak down the stairs just to listen to..even though i knew the consequences of getting caught. Why did i have to sneak down, what would happen if i got caught. I grabbed my head. I was pounding.
"I never meant to be the one who kept you from the dark. But i know now my wounds are sewn because of who you are." Andy sang. I closed my eyes tight as the room began to swim. "I will take this burden on and become the holy one. But remember i am human and im bound to sing this song."
--flash back--
"please dont leave." I cried clinging to Andy. "You had you're chance Alixa, and you fucked it up."
--end--
"So hear my voice and remind you not to bleed. I'm here, Saviour will be there when you are feeling alone, oh. A savior, for all that you do. so live freely without thier harm."
--flash back--
"I promise i can change!" I pulled on Andy's hand. Juliet was outside waiting for him in the car. "It's to late for that."
--end--
"So here i write my lullaby, to all the lonely ones. Remember when you learn to try, to be the one you love. So I can take this pen and teach you how to live. what is left unsaid, is the greatest gift i give."
--flashback--
"I love you Andy. please dont do this." "You did this to yourself"
--end--
""So hear my voice and remind you not to bleed. I'm here, Saviour will be there when you are feeling alone, oh. A savior, for all that you do. so live freely without thier harm."
--flash back--
"please. Oh god no. please no!" I screamed at the closed door.
--end--
""So hear my voice and remind you not to bleed. I'm here, Saviour will be there when you are feeling alone, oh. A savior, for all that you do. so live freely without thier harm."
--flashback--
i herd the car sped out of the drive way. My heart shattered more as i heard him turn onto the road. "NO!"
--end--
"When i hear your cries praying for the light, I will be there. When i here your cries praying for the light, I will be there. I will fight. I will always be there. I will fight. YEAH!" Andy looked over at me, his smile quickly faded. "Alix..." I felt the world stop. The room seemed to close in..and then everything went black.

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