Love is a Bitch

--Flashback--
I was lyingg on my bed when i heard Andy come in. I jumped up and started heading out my room. I had to let Andy know, that i loved him. I had to apologize for everything that happened with Jinxx. Why hadn't i realized sooner that it always has been and always will be Andy that I love?
I pulled the door to my room open and my heart dropped. Andy was standing in the hallway with a suite case in his hand. My smile faded and I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. "Andy..?" I couldn't seem to find the words I needed to say. "I'm leaving Alix. The boys, Juliet, and I are we're getting out of this town. And we're leaving you behind." he looked at me, there was no emotion in his face. I felt the tears begin to fall down my face. I followed him into his room. "So you're just going to leave me here?" My voice was barley above a whisper. "Yep" He stated popping the p. "I'm tired of you games Alix."
Tell him! I screamed in my head. But I couldn't. I sat quietly as he packed. I stayed in his room a moment after he left it. Then i chased him down the stairs. When we reached the living room I clung to him, crying. "Pealse don't leave!" I sobbed. "You had you're chance Alixia and you fucked it up." Andy pushed me off and headed to the door. :"I promise I can change!" I said pulling on his hand. I knew Juliet was out in the car waiting for him. "Its too late for that."
He opened the door. "I love you Andy. Please dont do this." "You did this to yourself." He snarled slamming the door behind him. "Please. oh god no. please no." I screamed at the closed door. I heard the car start up. 'Get out there and stop him!' My mind commanded. My body refused to listen. My heart broke with each second as I listened to the car driving away. My heart shattered when i heard the car turn onto the road. "NO!" I sunk to the floor. My body shook with uncontrollable sobs. After what seemed like hours, I picked myself up and went into my room. I grabbed my suite case and pack it. I didn't take anything Andy or his parents got me. I couldn't be here when Andy got back, and i didn't want any reminders of this place.I ran out and got into my car.
That was the day everything stated. The day i started cuttig. The day I shaved my head. It was also, the day that Alix died.
--end--
My eyes flung open and I shot up in bed. "Alix..are you okay?" Andy asked. "I remember." I whispered as tears ran down my face. "Remember what?" Andy seemed worried. I looked at him with a sad smile. "Everything."

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