Love is a Bitch

My hands grasped Andy's thick hair as he deepened the kiss. His hands grabbed my hips tightly. As he pulled back he bit my bottom lip, resulting in a moan from me. "Damn it Alix, i want you. So fucking bad." I tilted my head to the side. "Then take me." He groaned and pushed me off his lap. "I can't."
"Why not?" Damn it, why couldn't this boy just kiss me again. He shook his head and placed his head in his hands. "Because Alix, you hate me. I cant..i cant take advantage of you like this. Its not fair to you." He got up and left me staring at him. 'I never hated you Biersack.' I thought sadly to myself. 'It was me i hated.' I looked at my arms as i remember the person who gave them to me. I. Alixa Black, did this to myself. I looked up after Andy.
I felt disgusted with myself. How could i do this? What drove me to this? I shook my head. "Andy.." I called out to him. He didnt reply. I went upstairs and found him sitting on the bed. I sat down next to him and laid my head on his chest. "Hold me?" I asked. His arms wrapped around me and he kissed the top of my head. "If it means anything, considering im not all here right now, I love you Biersack."

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