Is This What Love Is?

“Babe” I said walking into the bus
“Don’t fucking call me babe” he yelled at me
“Ok bye” I said walking out of the bus again
“Wait Sam” Ash said pulling my arm to follow him
“What Ash”
“Stop being like this.”
“Like what”
“Your being a complete asshole to Andy”
“how am I being an asshole im being truthful Jinxx was the one that didn’t want us being together so I made you guys happy so I couldn’t have Andy” I said breaking lose of his grip and ran to Danny’s tour bus.
“Back so soon”
“Yeah I tried he was pissed so I tried walking out until Ash pulled me outside and he wanted to talk to me. He called me an asshole because I was being mean to Andy I said how am I being an asshole im being truthful Jinxx was the one that didn’t want us being together so I made you guys happy so I couldn’t have Andy”
“Well shit, I really never liked Ashley to be honest” Ben said coming out of the bunk area”
“He’s ok I guess, hey do you guys have vodka or whiskey I kinda wanna forget this day”
“Yeah up there” Ben said pointing to the cupboard above him
“Really do you think I can’t get that”
“You can try here, I’ll give you a boost he said picking me up”
“Thanks” I said as he put me down
Once 2 bottles of whiskey were gone the 3 of us were totally shit faced
“Hey guys I think I should get back to the bus” I slurred
“ok do you want us to walk you there they” said
“nah I think I got it”
as I walked off the bus stumbling towards the BVB tour bus I tripped over air an fell it hurt like hell up I kept going once I got to the bus I opened the door an all the guys were sitting there pissed
“Where were you” Andy asked enraged
“Why do you give a shit” I slurred
“Because im you’re fucking father an are you fucking drunk”
“Your not ever close to a father, and yes I am Danny and Ben actually made me feel better unlike some people. You say you guys were always there for me, where were you when I needed you. Ash just pulled me aside and called me an asshole. I really fucking appreciate it guys thanks. Also none of you guys even went looking for me this just shows how much you guys really do care about me” I said
all they guys eyes widened
“You all caused this on yourself I said to them. Oh an Andy im going to be moving out once we get off tour”
no your not
“and who says I can’t im in 18 in 3 months”
“I do your not moving out until your 18”
“whatever”
“im going to sleep don’t fucking bother me”
As I crawled into are bunk I just laid there in silence until Andy crawled in I guess I snuggled up next to him because I felt his arm snake around my waste.
I looked up at im
“Im sorry” I said looking at him with tears in my eyes
He just kissed the top of my head an went to sleep.

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