Is This What Love Is?

As I crawled out of the bunk next morning I walked into the bathroom I looked like complete hell. Once I walked out of the bathroom all the guys were in the sitting area either playing video games or on there phones.
“Hey guys” I said as I sat next to Andy
“Morning”
“Hey babe, wow you look like shit you ok”
“Yeah im fine it from crying yesterday” I said looking at Jinxx angrily
He just slumped back into his seat.
Andy just hugged me “im sorry” he whispered into my ear
“Your fine its not your fault”
“I know but still I feel ready bad about this whole thing”
“Andy” I said looking into his oceanic eyes
“Your fine you didn’t do anything wrong stop feeling bad. If something happens I guess it would be for the best I don’t want you to go to jail just because of me. I think we should take a break Andy” I said looking at him
“But Sam”
“No buts Andy im sorry I really am I want to be with you its just ya know Jinxx does have a point an if it does release to the tabloids were fucked and I don’t want to see your carrier go down the drain just because of me”
“Sam I don’t give a fuck about the tabloids I’ll protect you I love you”
“Andy can you not get it though your brain Andy its either me or your carrier and im not letting you do that I love this band way to much to break it apart just because of your own stupidity”
“My stupidity”
“You were the one who fucking adopted me an fell in love with me”
Andy just stood there shocked I realized what I just said an ran out of the bus with tears streaming down my face even though I don’t know them that well I ran straight to the Asking Alexandria tour bus once I knocked a few seconds later Danny opened the door
“What wrong darling” he said pulling me into the bus and sitting me down
“I just fucked up horribly bad with Andy”
“What happen if you don’t mind me asking”
“well everybody was playing truth or dare last night totally shit face an cc asked me truth or dare I said truth because I was hammered an I wasn’t going to do something I regret in the morning, anyways he asked me which band member I didn’t like out of all of them I said Jinxx. Than this whole fight started on how im adopted an if any of the press finds out Andy and I are dating his carried is over an he can be put in jail. I don’t want that to happen so I had to end the relationship but Andy wouldn’t let it go so I told him get it though his thick skull that we can’t be together it either me or his carrier and I told him I wouldn’t let him ruin his life because of his stupidity”
“Well first I saw how much Andy loves you if I know any well enough hes probably an emotional wreck”
“Yeah probably but I didn’t mean what I said an I feel really bad about it”
“I know you do honey but it was for the better because like you said you don’t want him to ruin his life”
“I think you should go back to the bus and talk to him”
“But he’s probably pissed at me. He has stages Danny his pissed mood and his im really fucking sorry mood an I don’t wanna meet the pissed off mood”
“You can do it trust me kido if not you can spend the night with Asking how about that
“Don’t call me kido im 18 in 3 months”
“Oh so your almost legal” he said jokingly
“Shut it Danny no dout I’ll be back, see ya soon” I said walking out of the tour bus

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