Is This What Love Is?

I woke up to an empty bunk even though I had a horrendous headache the memories from last night came back into mind. As I crawled out of the bunk with tears streaming down my face I came to realize no one was on thee bus but they was a note.

Hey honey I know you probably have a killer hang over so theres some aspirin in the cabinet in the bathroom. If you need up just ring me or one of the other guys
~love Andy
P.S I wanna talk to tonight I sorry about everything

since none of the guys were around I decided to walk around an see what Vic an Kellin were doing. While I was walking to the SWS bus I heard my name being called and it was Vic.
“SAM!!” He said engulfing me in a hug
“Its only been two days Vic”
“I know but I’ve missed you” putting on puppy dog eyes
I pat his head “Do you know where Kellin is”
“Yeah he’s in the bus I was going to see him now you wanna come”
“Yeah I have nothing better to do”
“Why where did Andy go”
“I don’t know but he’s out with the guys I guess, oh I need to tell you guys something also” I said sitting down next to kellin
“Ok shoot Vic and Kellin” said in unison
“Well I got into a fight with the guys”
“Why what did they do” Vic asked
“We’ll lets just say we were playing truth or dare one night someone asked which band member I like the least out of them I said Jinxx an it started some shit that I can’t really fix no.. an also I broke up with Andy” I whispered the last part.
“What was that” Kellin asked
“Nothing” I said to them
“You broke up with Andy I heard it” vic said
“Curse you for having good ears” I said giggling
But why you guys were so cute together
“ok im going to tell you guys something that I only have told Danny and Ben”
They just nodded
“Well im adopted by Andy and I don’t want to fuck up his carrier just because of me. I love that band way to much to see it go down the drain because of Andy’s stupidity”
There eyes widened
“I told you guys it was doosy”
“I know how you feel it sucks that you can’t been with someone you love. Im sorry you had to break off the relationship” kellin said pulling me into a hug
this Is this a group hug now because Kellin, Vic, Jamie, Jack, Justin and Gabe were hugging me
Guys can’t breath
Oh sorry they said and released me
“Jamie where the fuck did you come” from I asked
“The front of the bus I was wondering where Vic went to so I came here”
By the time I went back to the bus all the guys were back except for Andy
“Guys where’s Andy” I asked
Once I said that Andy came walking in with someone I’d never thought I’d see him with again…. Juliet
My eyes widened
“U- u-mm. Im going to sleep on Vic’s bus tonight I’ll see you guys tomorrow.” I said trying not to let the tears fall.
Once I hopped out of the bus I started hysterically crying an i fell to my knees I guess on of the guys heard me because CC stepped out and engulfed me in a hug
“Honey you can’t be like this”
“like what, im sorry I still have feelings for Andy I wanted to make the band happy so I wouldn’t fuck anything up an I guess I was wrong. I’m just a fucking mess. I said crying into CC chest
“No your not its ok I know you still have feelings for him you just have to try an stay by him and maybe the feeling ill go away”
“Lets take you back inside you can sleep in my bunk tonight how about that.” He said picking me up and bringing me back in the bus we walked passed they guys an CC set me down in his bunk.
“Thank you” CC I said hugging
“No problem”

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