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Sincerely, Anon.

Chapter 6

Anon P.O.V

I quickly drove home to my house. After an hour and a half, I finally arrived home. My moms car wasn't there, not a big surprise. Since Tuesday, I haven't really spoken to her. I rushed inside my house and ran up into my room. "Uh what am I going to wear." I thought to myself as I was rummaging through my closet. I found a black shirt with lace sleeves and I threw that on. Then I put on some dar k colored jeans and a pair of black boots. I looked in the mirror and to be honest, I did look good.

It was 8:03 and I was waiting for Evan to show up. He finally pulled up. "Looking good Anon!" He said as he was getting out of the car. I walked down the sidewalk to him. "If you say so." I replied as he opened the door for me to get into the car. He closed the door for me and then got into his own seat. "Wow Anon, I'm still stunned. I've never seen you look so good." He said. I nodded. He took his hand and stroked my face. I slapped his hand away. "What the hell are you doing Evan?" I said laughing at him. He took his hand away and grunted. "Let's get to the party." He said and we drove away. We drove for a few minutes before arriving to a pumped up party with strobe lights everywhere. "Holy shit." I whispered. "Quite a party isn't it?" He said laughing. "Yeah." I said and got out of the car. He got out and held the small of my back as we walked around. "Hey Evan!" Some football guy said. "Hey!" He said and left me alone.

I walked around the ginormous house for about an hour. I can't believe Evan just left me to go hang out with his 'friends' . Jerk. I walked around to go find Evan, and as I turned around the corner I found him. I found him holding Hallie Britt up against his car shoving his tongue down her throat. "Looks like I'll just find another ride home." I said and stomped away. "Wait! Anon!" Evan yelled. He grabbed my arm but I shook him off and turned to face him. "Evan, don't talk to me. Again. First your all 'you look stunning and I'm gonna stroke your face' to shoving your explorer tongue down the biggest sluts throat. She has a boyfriend!" I yelled and walked over to Hallie who was wiping her face. "Hey you bitch!" I said and walked up to her. "Oh I'm the bitch. I'm not the one yelling at my friend." She said laughing. "You're damn right you're the bitch. You're cheating on Andy!" I yelled. "Yeah and, you're not going to tell him." She said to me. "How much do you wanna bet?" I said in her face. She leaned down to my ear. "I know you lied Anon. I know who you really are and I'm not afraid to tell." She whispered in my ear and laughed. I opened my mouth and looked at her. She just kept laughing.

I ran away. I ran from Evan and Hallie. And every body at that party. I ran crying. Then I started walking. "Anon?" I heard someone say. I turned to see Andy sitting on his mustang smoking a cigarette. "Leave me alone." I said wiping my tears. "No." He said and walked over to me. I looked up into his blue eyes. "Tell me. Tell me what happened this morning, and what happened just now." He said. "My mom." I said and hugged him. He hugged me back. "Let's go sit in my car and we can talk about it?" He said. I nodded in his arms and we both got in his car. "So um, my mom was hungover this morning. She hit me. She beat...me. It hurt Andy!" I said and cried into his arms. "It's ok Anon." He said. He just held me. He held me and stroked my hair. We talked for hours about random things.
Then he drove my home and walked me into my house. "Goodnight Anon." He said and waved goodbye. "Bye." I said and smiled at him. I walked in my house and hurriedly pulled out my phone and called Trixie.
"Why are you calling me at midnight?" She asked groggily.
"Hallie cheated on Andy and I need to tell him."

"Then just tell him!"

"No!"

"Why?!"

"I don't know! I just don't wanna tell him."

"Then write him a note and stick it in his locker on Monday."

"Good idea!"

"I know right."

"Anyway, good night! Or morning..."

"Yeah see you Monday." She said and hung up.

I sat down and pulled out my laptop to post a new paragraph on my blog.
"Dear blog readers, the party was a bust. My friend ditched me to go hang out with slut bag Hallie. Who is dating my friend. But she cheated on him. I'm not exactly sure how to tell him. But I have and idea. I cried after I found Evan making out with her. Probably just because he is the guy I had loved since 2nd grade. And when I ran, Andy found me and he just, he just cared. He stroke my hair and drove me home. He said goodnight and it was just different. Because I hade never had someone to care for me like that. Anyway, I hope you guys are still here for me. Until next time...
Sincerely, Anon."

Then I set my laptop down and went to bed to go cry myself to sleep.

Notes

Told you some stuff was gonna go down! Did you like it? Please tell me CX
Forever and always, stay insane! ~Wixie

Comments

@anathema

I do get allowed an outside break once a week.

@LittleWingedWixie
My support to you. i hope they let you go outside, you need vitamin d to stay healthy and it's good for your mental health too. At least 15 minutes a day. If they don't, ask for a vitamin supplement. message me if you want to talk at any point and are able.

anathema anathema
1/14/16

@TwylaBVB



@anathema

In sheer luck, I am allowed breaks now.

@anathema

Yeah, I'm not exactly sure when I will be able to speak to her. Being as her parents are extremely crude and hateful, it may not be for a while.

TwylaBVB TwylaBVB
12/17/15

@TwylaBVB
As someone who has been institutionalized, when I was a minor, twice, please give her my support. If she wants to talk about it when she gets out, let her know I'm here for her, I am a good listener. I'm 34 now, and I was, I think, 16/17 then, and the place I was has since been closed, so it's been a while, but I have some grasp. A lot of people might think it's like in 'girl interrupted' and not realize the author of that book, which I read, and was good, but she was hospitalized during Vietnam, it was very different, just as I'm sure my experience in the late 90s was different from now.

anyway, sorry for long comment, but this hits very close to home. If you want to discuss this in depth feel free to message me. I'm not shy about it but I don't really want to go into detail here because some people glamorize mental illness, or put it in a positive light, and I don't want to do that, you know? (As in discussing the details of why I was there or how sick I was and develop any comparisons with others, I don't like that, does that make any sense?)

i I just wanted to write something personal to let both of you know you have my most profound support from the heart. Never give in, never back down, never give up.

anathema anathema
12/11/15