Sincerely, Anon.

Anon P.O.V

I got up once again to my alarm clock buzzing in my ear. But this time, I jolted up and it was only 6:45. Ok, so 15 minutes late of my alarm clock. No big deal. I grabbed some light wash skinny jeans and a white Yoshi shirt. Then I went and took a shower. I wonder what tutoring is going to be like.

I got out of the shower and blow dried my hair, brushed my teeth, did my make up, etc. All that morning routine crap. I went to sit in my living room and my mom was sitting on the couch drunk, and passed out with a beer in her hand and many other beer cans sitting on the table. A flash of anger surged through me. I grabbed the recycling bin and states throwing beer cans into it. "Your a good..gurrlll Annie." I heard my mom slur. "It's Anon mom. My name is Anon." I said and looked at her where she had her eyes halfway open and was looking at me. "Ok." She said and laughed at me. I nodded. "I don't know if you care, but I'm a tutor now because of my skills." I said. She sat right up. "How much money?" She said. "Mom! It's not for money." I said looking at her. "Oh well then fuck it." She said and laid back down. I stood up all the way and crossed my arms. "Not everything is about money! Maybe it's just to help people! Maybe I like helping people, which makes me a hell of a better person than you are!" I screamed at her. She stood up and got in my face. "You watch it princess. Money is what got us this house. Money is what bought your clothes and food. Money is what got your father killed." She said pointing in my face. I stood there looking at her with a few tears welling in my eyes. "I...I'll be home by seven." I said and grabbed my book bag and left with my white converses and a white Camp Mack sweatshirt.

The school day was just like yesterday. Except I wasn't late and lunch was obviously different. Trixie still followed me around and kept blabbing the whole time. Then last period bell rang and headed over to the office. "Hey Mr.Scoville." I said as I walked in. "Ah! Anon, so glad to see you. Your tutoring student will be in the study hall room. That's down by Ms.Carls room. If you want I can escort you." He said. "Um, no I think I'm okay." I said and left to head to the study hall room. The door was open and I peeked my head in to see who I was tutoring. Oh no....

Oh no no no no no. It was Andy. The Andy that I couldn't stop thinking about at lunch. The same exact Andy I couldn't stop thinking about in my dreams last night. Ok, get it together Anon. I walked into the room and sat in the chair next to Andy who was looking down at tonight's math homework. "Um, hi I'm your tutor." I said and pulled out my math book. "I noticed." He said. I nodded and bit my lip. "Okay then." I said and started in my homework myself. "This makes no complete fucking sense." He said after a few minutes. I looked over and he turned and looked at me. "Well, I'm here for you to ask questions so ask me." I said and shrugged. "You're the new girl aren't you?" He asked smiling. I nodded. "Afraid so." I said and looked away. "Eh, don't look away. I'm Andy. And you are?" He said messing with the lip ring he had. "It's..its Anon." I said and wrote the answer to the last problem. He stood up. "Wait, so your name is Anon?" He asked me. I laughed. "Well thats obviously what I just said." I told him. He looked away. I laughed again. "Well. What's the problem?" I asked him. "Nothing, it must just be a coincidence." He said and sat back down. "Oh my god, just tell me." I said and looked intently at him. "I used to read this blog, and the girls name was Anon. Just a coincidence." He said. I felt a rush of nerves jolt through my body like an entity took over me. He read my blog. But he doesn't know it was actually me. He doesn't have to. Right?

"Uh, yeah. Must just be a coincidence." I said and grunted. "Here let me check you're paper." I said and he gave it to me. "Here let me teach you how to do this my way." I said.

After tutoring, I was on my way home when a car pulled up next to me. "Hey Anon!" I heard someone yell. I looked to my right to see Evan in his car. "Hey Ev!" I yelled back and smiled. He got out of his car and came toward me. "Look, I'm sorry about yesterday I acted like a total deusch. So to make up for it, I'm inviting you as my plus one to a party." He said and smiled. "Um Evan, if you don't remember, I was never really one to go to parties." I said. "Oh but An! You have to go. It's the start of the year party and everyone is going. Except the losers, I mean Andy isn't a loser since he is dating Hallie Britt but all of his gay ass friends are losers." He said. I looked down at my feet. I wanted to go against him about them being gay asses but I was to afraid. "So whaddaya say Anon?" He asked again. I looked up at him. "Fine." I said. He smiled. "So I'll pick you up Friday right?" He asked me. I nodded. "Sure, but what do I even wear?" I asked him. He shrugged. "I don't know. But try to go for sexy. I'd like to see that." He said and licked his lips. I gave him one of those bitch glares and he laughed. "Bye." He said and got back into his car and pulled away. I sighed. Going to a party? Not really my thing. But I mean, I don't normally go to parties. And I already told Evan I would go with him. No go backs.
I walked in and my mom was nowhere to be seen. I grabbed a banana and went up to my room. I closed my door and grabbed my laptop to see if anyone posted hate on my blog.
"It's okay Anon, we all wanna be somebody else sometimes."
"Fuck you you liar! I read this and it thought it was real. I was going to go and hang out with you because I thought you were cool. See you later loser."
"I believe you! And I hope you post the truth from now on!"
Okay, so mostly good things. But there are some bad things. I went to create a new paragraph for the blog. No lying Anon. Truth only from here on out.
"Hey blog readers! If there are still any there. I'm posting truth and only truth from now on. I got into a fight with my mother this morning. It wasn't pretty. I don't really wanna talk about it. So today when I tutored, the guy found out my name was Anon and he totally freaked! I didn't know why until he told me that he used to read a blog about to girl named Anon. I know I probably should have told him, but I didn't. I was afraid he would judge me because I lied about my life. And he 'used' to read it so he probably doesn't know that I came out and told the truth. I also got invited to a party as a plus one with my old friend Evan. I'm not one to go to parties. The real me anyway. But I thought...hey! Why not do something different? So I'm going on Friday and I hope it turns out great. Until next time....
Sincerely, Anon."

I posted it and then I turned off my laptop and laid down. I went downstairs to make myself some dinner, but when I walked into the kitchen there was a meal set out for me and a note next to it. I picked it up and looked at it.

"Dear Anon,
Sorry about this morning. A bit hungover. I made you some spaghetti and meatballs to make up for it. I don't normally do this, but I think I should be a better mother from now on. I love you.
Mom."

I set the note down and looked at the spaghetti sitting nearly on a plate on the table. I poked at the meatballs to make sure they were real. I looked around and sat down. I grabbed the fork and slowly took a bite of the spaghetti. It was Dads recipe. The one me and my dad made together. The one we perfected together. The one I never made again since he passed away. Tears formed. Dad would want me to eat this, I know he would. I grabbed more forkfuls of it and ate them in silence. After I finished, I grabbed the note my mom left and threw it in the trash can. I went upstairs to my room and changed into some cotton shirts and a tank top. "Dad, I don't know if you're up there listening," I said as I sprawled out onto my bed, "but I want you to know I miss you. And mom does too. That's why she is how she is now. I have to learn to accept that. I love you Daddy." I said and laid onto my side. I turned off my lamp and fell asleep slowly.

Notes

New chapter! Still looking for a new character. I also know that I do like to take selfies, it makes me feel pretty C:
Once again! Stay insane! ~Wixie