A Dark Romance- Andy Biersack love story
Epilogue 9
I lie down in the green grass behind the house. Today I will be celebrating my 40th birthday. Michael's twenty nine with a wife and two five year olds already. And Sasha is married to Johnnie with two twin daughters and is turning 26 in a few months. Andy just celebrated his 42th birthday a few months ago.
Jackie comes over and lays down next to me. I put a spell on him to make him never age. He was a gift from my parents. I play with the hem of my lace shirt. I look down at my perfectly flat stomach. Not even a wrinkle of baby fat. I still weigh and look the same as I did when I was twenty one.
I hear footfalls next to me. I look over and see Andy's blue eyes looking back at me. "What are you doing out here?" I shrug. "How about we go do something? Just you and me? We can do whatever we want. We look young. We are young. Let's go act like we are."
I say rolling over onto him. He chuckles and brushes back a piece of hair. "Have I ever told you how much I love your hair?" I nod and kiss his chest. "Yes. Many times." He smiles. "And I will tell you many times more." I smile back brightly.
"What do you want to do then?" I bite my lip. "I was hoping you had some ideas." He chuckles and I feel the vibration echo through me. "We could go skydiving." I shake my head.
"How about we go scuba diving?" I ask. He nods. "I'll go sign us up for lessons now." I laugh. "Why do that when I can do this?" I ask and move my hand over to ground. All the ground except the small patch we lay on turns to water.
I watch as the colorful fish swim around us. "Smart but how do we get back inside dry?" I watch as little patches of land form up to the door. Andy smiles and stands up. "I am going to get my suit on." I nod and watch him walk inside.
My clothes slowly turn from my shorts and crop top to my black bathing suit. Two pair of flippers and oxygen tanks appear at the edge of the little island. I wrap my hair up into a bun and watch as all my jewelry dissolves into my skin. Andy walks back out and I smile.
I watch as all the gear floats around, putting itself on me one by one. I see Andy standing by the edge waiting. I smile and snap my fingers, everything quickly finishing. I walk over and grab his hand. He interlocks our fingers and we jump in.
A camera appears in my hands and I let go of Andy's hand to stay afloat. I had him the camera and pull another from my mind. I start to swim off to the right and Andy follows.
A few hours later.
I come up to the surface and sit up on the island. I take off my gear and ring out my hair. Andy comes up and sits next to me. He takes off his gear and grabs me by my chin.
"Happy birthday Taylor." I smile and he kisses me. I lean closer and he sets a hand on my waist. I push him on his back and climb on top of him. He chuckles and rubs his nose against my cheek. My hair shields us from the burning sun.
I set my elbows on either side of his head. "I love you." He pecks my lips. "I love you too." He says pulling some hair behind my ear. I imagine the yard as it was and I feel Jackie nudge me with his nose.
He must have went in with Andy because he was t out here before. I feel Andy's fingertips trace shapes along my side and a warm feeling spreads through my chest. I kiss his lips again.
"I love you. Thank you." He looks at me funny. "Thank you for what?" I smile. "Thank for loving me. And taking care of me. And putting up with all my bad habits and flaws and bitchyness. Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for everything you do for me. Thank for not giving up on me when things got hard so long ago. Thank you for not leaving me alone in my darkest hours. Thank for not making me go through everything alone. Thank you for not walking away. Thank you for making me laugh when I wanted to cry. Thank you for helping me. Helping me achieve my dreams, my goals. Thank you for caring. Thank for being something something that I want to come back to. Thank for our children. Thank for loving me for all these years. Thank you for everything."
By this time I was in tears and so was Andy. "Thank you. For everything as well." He whispers. "I don't know where I'd be without you. You are my everything. My heart. My soul. My lover. My best friend. My wife. The mother of my children. I don't know how I did it before, but I know that I can't live without you now." He says, tears slipping from his eyes. My tears drop onto his cheeks.
I kiss him and he rolls us over so he's on top. Oh thank god my are were starting to hurt. He grips my hips and I wind my fingers in his hair. He picks me up and carries me up the stairs to our room as he has many, many times before.
Later…
I pour the orange juice into the glass and sip at it. I wrap my arms around me, the sweat shirt, sweat pants, socks, long sleeve shirt, and slippers not enough to warm me up. I try to heat up the house again but my headache comes back even faster than last time.
I walk over to the fire and snuggle up under the blanket with Andy. "I don't understand why it's so cold. It's April. It was fine early today." I say, shivering. Andy shrugs and kisses my head.
"Maybe because we are in Seattle." I nod. "True. True." A few years ago we moved the house to Seattle. To get away from the city. But then also the nice weather. "I love you." I say. "I love you too."
"Forever and always?" He kisses my neck. "Forever and always." "My baby you'll be?" He bites the skin a little and then kisses it. "My baby you'll be." He says hugging me closer. "Happy birthday baby girl." I smile and we just sit there for a while, but I couldn't care less. I'm sitting with the man that I love most. How did my life get so perfect?
Jackie comes over and lays down next to me. I put a spell on him to make him never age. He was a gift from my parents. I play with the hem of my lace shirt. I look down at my perfectly flat stomach. Not even a wrinkle of baby fat. I still weigh and look the same as I did when I was twenty one.
I hear footfalls next to me. I look over and see Andy's blue eyes looking back at me. "What are you doing out here?" I shrug. "How about we go do something? Just you and me? We can do whatever we want. We look young. We are young. Let's go act like we are."
I say rolling over onto him. He chuckles and brushes back a piece of hair. "Have I ever told you how much I love your hair?" I nod and kiss his chest. "Yes. Many times." He smiles. "And I will tell you many times more." I smile back brightly.
"What do you want to do then?" I bite my lip. "I was hoping you had some ideas." He chuckles and I feel the vibration echo through me. "We could go skydiving." I shake my head.
"How about we go scuba diving?" I ask. He nods. "I'll go sign us up for lessons now." I laugh. "Why do that when I can do this?" I ask and move my hand over to ground. All the ground except the small patch we lay on turns to water.
I watch as the colorful fish swim around us. "Smart but how do we get back inside dry?" I watch as little patches of land form up to the door. Andy smiles and stands up. "I am going to get my suit on." I nod and watch him walk inside.
My clothes slowly turn from my shorts and crop top to my black bathing suit. Two pair of flippers and oxygen tanks appear at the edge of the little island. I wrap my hair up into a bun and watch as all my jewelry dissolves into my skin. Andy walks back out and I smile.
I watch as all the gear floats around, putting itself on me one by one. I see Andy standing by the edge waiting. I smile and snap my fingers, everything quickly finishing. I walk over and grab his hand. He interlocks our fingers and we jump in.
A camera appears in my hands and I let go of Andy's hand to stay afloat. I had him the camera and pull another from my mind. I start to swim off to the right and Andy follows.
A few hours later.
I come up to the surface and sit up on the island. I take off my gear and ring out my hair. Andy comes up and sits next to me. He takes off his gear and grabs me by my chin.
"Happy birthday Taylor." I smile and he kisses me. I lean closer and he sets a hand on my waist. I push him on his back and climb on top of him. He chuckles and rubs his nose against my cheek. My hair shields us from the burning sun.
I set my elbows on either side of his head. "I love you." He pecks my lips. "I love you too." He says pulling some hair behind my ear. I imagine the yard as it was and I feel Jackie nudge me with his nose.
He must have went in with Andy because he was t out here before. I feel Andy's fingertips trace shapes along my side and a warm feeling spreads through my chest. I kiss his lips again.
"I love you. Thank you." He looks at me funny. "Thank you for what?" I smile. "Thank for loving me. And taking care of me. And putting up with all my bad habits and flaws and bitchyness. Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for everything you do for me. Thank for not giving up on me when things got hard so long ago. Thank you for not leaving me alone in my darkest hours. Thank for not making me go through everything alone. Thank you for not walking away. Thank you for making me laugh when I wanted to cry. Thank you for helping me. Helping me achieve my dreams, my goals. Thank you for caring. Thank for being something something that I want to come back to. Thank for our children. Thank for loving me for all these years. Thank you for everything."
By this time I was in tears and so was Andy. "Thank you. For everything as well." He whispers. "I don't know where I'd be without you. You are my everything. My heart. My soul. My lover. My best friend. My wife. The mother of my children. I don't know how I did it before, but I know that I can't live without you now." He says, tears slipping from his eyes. My tears drop onto his cheeks.
I kiss him and he rolls us over so he's on top. Oh thank god my are were starting to hurt. He grips my hips and I wind my fingers in his hair. He picks me up and carries me up the stairs to our room as he has many, many times before.
Later…
I pour the orange juice into the glass and sip at it. I wrap my arms around me, the sweat shirt, sweat pants, socks, long sleeve shirt, and slippers not enough to warm me up. I try to heat up the house again but my headache comes back even faster than last time.
I walk over to the fire and snuggle up under the blanket with Andy. "I don't understand why it's so cold. It's April. It was fine early today." I say, shivering. Andy shrugs and kisses my head.
"Maybe because we are in Seattle." I nod. "True. True." A few years ago we moved the house to Seattle. To get away from the city. But then also the nice weather. "I love you." I say. "I love you too."
"Forever and always?" He kisses my neck. "Forever and always." "My baby you'll be?" He bites the skin a little and then kisses it. "My baby you'll be." He says hugging me closer. "Happy birthday baby girl." I smile and we just sit there for a while, but I couldn't care less. I'm sitting with the man that I love most. How did my life get so perfect?
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That was the last chapter sadly, but don't stop reading because I do have one last author's note and a surprise!
8/9/15