Who could save me now?
I want to die.
*Skylar's POV*
I woke up the next morning in Andy's bed, of course. Bud Andy wasnt in it. Instead, Ronnie was holding me close, & on the other side of me was Brent. These guys have become my family & have been helping me through my rough times through my break up with Jace. Thats when i heard it. I heard the moaning & screaming. I knew it couldnt be Jessyca because we werent in the US anymore. I didnt know where we were. I knew we were stopped, obviously so everyone including the driver could sleep. Who was being fucked. I crept out of Andy's bed & walked into the bunk area. The moans became louder & clearer. Once i rounded my bunk, the thoughts swirled inside my head. I was pretty sure it was Jace fucking some bimbo in my bunk, again. & I was right. I ripped the curtain open to see a drop dead gorgeous, european girl having sex with Jace. I started screaming. I lost it. 'THIS IS THE LAST FUCKING TIME YOU WILL DISRESPECT ME LIKE THIS YOU WORTHLESS CUNT! GET OUT OF MY MOTHERFUCKING BUNK WITH THIS FUCKING BIMBO! GO FUCK HER IN YOUR BROTHER'S FUCKING TOUR BUS! QUIT BRING GIRLS INTO MY BROTHER'S FUCKING TOUR BUS & FUCKING THEM IN MY BUNK! I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU THINK YOURE ACCOMPLISHING BECAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DID THE WRONG IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, NOT ME. GET OUT!!!' I shouted. They both got out of the bus, & i was suprised they obeyed so easily. I was so pissed off at that point & a little upset at myself because i had woken up all of the guys. I called a family meeting. Minus Jace, of course. As soon as all the guys were around, i began. 'Look guys, i know ive been... Off lately, & im really fucking sorry. Its just that Jace has been getting under my sking alot & every little thing that he does either pisses me the fuck off or makes me break down & cry. I promise you that i will try & go back to the same old Sky you guys know & love.' They all smiled & hugged me. Ronnie took me in his arms & hugged me. He then handed me off to CC. 'This is the ultimate test!' He screamed. I knew where he was going with this. 'CC IF YOU DO NOT PUT ME DOWN I WILL KICK YOU IN YOUR PENIS! & YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WALK FOR A WEEK!' CC then put me down. 'The not being able to walk for a week did it for me. I dont need to test that. He said patting my back. I was hopefully back. The thought of that made me smile.
*One week later*
'But you dont understand...' I said, sobbing into Ash's shoulder. 'I want to die, & there's nothing anyone can do to make that go away. & I understand completely if you guys want to send me back to the orphanage because this is getting too much to handle.' Ash pulled me off of him' 'If you ever think that again, i will hurt you, you are the best thing that has ever happened to all of us. We want to help you. & We will. We love you baby.' Ash said kissing me. & With that, Ash laid me down on the bed, stroking my cheek while Andy sang me Saviour as i fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning in Andy's bed, of course. Bud Andy wasnt in it. Instead, Ronnie was holding me close, & on the other side of me was Brent. These guys have become my family & have been helping me through my rough times through my break up with Jace. Thats when i heard it. I heard the moaning & screaming. I knew it couldnt be Jessyca because we werent in the US anymore. I didnt know where we were. I knew we were stopped, obviously so everyone including the driver could sleep. Who was being fucked. I crept out of Andy's bed & walked into the bunk area. The moans became louder & clearer. Once i rounded my bunk, the thoughts swirled inside my head. I was pretty sure it was Jace fucking some bimbo in my bunk, again. & I was right. I ripped the curtain open to see a drop dead gorgeous, european girl having sex with Jace. I started screaming. I lost it. 'THIS IS THE LAST FUCKING TIME YOU WILL DISRESPECT ME LIKE THIS YOU WORTHLESS CUNT! GET OUT OF MY MOTHERFUCKING BUNK WITH THIS FUCKING BIMBO! GO FUCK HER IN YOUR BROTHER'S FUCKING TOUR BUS! QUIT BRING GIRLS INTO MY BROTHER'S FUCKING TOUR BUS & FUCKING THEM IN MY BUNK! I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU THINK YOURE ACCOMPLISHING BECAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DID THE WRONG IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, NOT ME. GET OUT!!!' I shouted. They both got out of the bus, & i was suprised they obeyed so easily. I was so pissed off at that point & a little upset at myself because i had woken up all of the guys. I called a family meeting. Minus Jace, of course. As soon as all the guys were around, i began. 'Look guys, i know ive been... Off lately, & im really fucking sorry. Its just that Jace has been getting under my sking alot & every little thing that he does either pisses me the fuck off or makes me break down & cry. I promise you that i will try & go back to the same old Sky you guys know & love.' They all smiled & hugged me. Ronnie took me in his arms & hugged me. He then handed me off to CC. 'This is the ultimate test!' He screamed. I knew where he was going with this. 'CC IF YOU DO NOT PUT ME DOWN I WILL KICK YOU IN YOUR PENIS! & YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WALK FOR A WEEK!' CC then put me down. 'The not being able to walk for a week did it for me. I dont need to test that. He said patting my back. I was hopefully back. The thought of that made me smile.
*One week later*
'But you dont understand...' I said, sobbing into Ash's shoulder. 'I want to die, & there's nothing anyone can do to make that go away. & I understand completely if you guys want to send me back to the orphanage because this is getting too much to handle.' Ash pulled me off of him' 'If you ever think that again, i will hurt you, you are the best thing that has ever happened to all of us. We want to help you. & We will. We love you baby.' Ash said kissing me. & With that, Ash laid me down on the bed, stroking my cheek while Andy sang me Saviour as i fell asleep.
You're welcome (:
6/28/13