Love-Hate

"I'm breaking up with you." Andy said dropping my hand. Time froze as my mouth fell open.
"W-what?" I asked.
"I'm breaking up with you." He said it so easily, as if we've only been together for two weeks when in reality it's been a fucking year and he's breaking up with me?
"Why?" Was the only word that came out of my mouth, did I mean anything to him?
"Because I don't want to be with you anymore." He told me with no emotion on his perfect face.
"You're breaking up with me on our one year anniversary? Seriously?" I asked him feeling my tiny heart breaking.
Andy sighed and looked into my eyes.
"It's just that I'm not happy with you anymore. Let's just go back to being strangers okay? Where I only talk to you because I need to copy your homework." Andy said.
The Andy I've fallen in love with, this isn't him. The thing that hurts is he is being one hundred prevent serious and it's killing me.
"No please. I promise I'll do anything." I began to beg hugging him.
"I'm sorry Catherine but I'm leaving you." Andy kissed my forehead and walked down my steps leaving me broken and hurt.
"Andrew." I shouted making him around stop in his tracks to face me. "If you walk away." I gulped. "Then there's no coming back. We can never be anything if you leave me."
I couldn't read Andy's expression but he sighed once again.
"There's no need Catherine. I won't be seeking you out again. This year has been great with you. Have a good life." Then he got into his car, a tear splashed onto my face which I wiped away quickly as I watched the guy I love drive away.
I knew he wasn't going to come back. How can he be so heartless?
To lead me on and then just leave like I have no feelings of my own, I ran inside tears on my cheeks and sobs making it's way out of my throat as I avoided my family.
They called out to me but I ignored them and ran up to my room locking the door and collapsing on my bed crying my heart out. I took out my diary and began ripping out all of the love notes I've written to Andy or about Andy.
Then I took all of the things he got me and threw them in the box which I put in the back of my closest. All except for the first thing he won me at the carnival.
It was a panda that he won throwing hoops, I told him I wanted to have a pet panda and he won me this stuffed animal. His name is Patrick, Andy had said he was our first son.
The memory brought more tears to start flowing freely from my eyes as I set Patrick on my bed and began taking down the pictures of Andy and I.
This year was the greatest year of my life and it sickens me how he ended it so fast, I mean yesterday he was saying how much he loves me. Not even a week ago he promised he was going to marry me one day.
How can he forget everything he said to me? Did he mean any of it? I looked at my phone and seen I had a message from Andy.
My love - Come outside.
I looked out my window and seen Andy leaning against his car looking up at my window. I wiped the tears away and straightened my clothes before opening my door and making my way downstairs.
Andy met me at my front door.
"Yes?" I asked my voice quavering.
"I need to tell you something." He said and sat down on the bench we have on my deck. I tiptoed outside barefoot and sat next to him scared of what he'll say.
"Okay. First of all you deserve to know the truth." Andy started. I don't want to know the truth because I know it'll hurt. "It was a dare from Ashley. He dared me to date you for a year and leave you." I gasped and covered my mouth, I don't think my heart can take this.
"I won." Andy said. I quickly got up and backed away from him.
"You. You... I was only apart of your game?" I asked my voice breaking.
"At first it was like that Catherine but as the months progressed I did actually fall in-"
"No! Don't say it please." I cried out. "Can you just leave? I don't want to know the truth."
"But you deserve some sort of explanation ba- Catherine." Andy said standing up and taking steps towards me.
"I don't want one!" I closed my eyes as my back hit the railing. "Can you leave please?" A sob came out of my throat as Andy winced.
He sighed in defeat and came forward to hug me but I pushed him away.
"Don't touch me. Just.. Go." I whispered sliding to the ground.
"I'm sorry Catherine." Andy told me before leaving. I start to hyperventilate as the world seemed to shrink before me.
"Mom!" I shouted as my breathing became uneven and shorted.
A couple seconds later my mom came running out with my father short behind her as I cried to gasp for air. My stomach lurching. I hadn't had an anxiety attack since I was fourteen.
"Let's take her inside." My mom said to my father as I started to breathe faster.
"Sweet heart listen." My mother said clutching the sides of my face.
"Breathe. Listen to my breathing okay?" She said and began taking deep breaths that I tried to repeat but failed as my heart stopped and I seen black take over before a hand pushed down on my chest and the air entered my lungs.
All I could hear was my mom shouting to take me inside, I could hear my heart clear as day as we went inside, my vision became blurry as I cried out that everyone was going to leave me.
"He left me." I choked out to my mom before sobbing.
"Sh. You'll be fine baby. Just keep listening to my breathing." She whispered and hugged me as I cried into her chest.
Eventually my breathing slowed down and I felt like sleeping, I was no longer crying but I felt calm. My breathing finally getting on track as I closed my eyes and passed out.
I dreamt of Andy and I on our six month anniversary which was very special to me because Andy went through so much just to make it perfect. It was the first time we told each other we loved one another and that's when I was for sure it was too late and that I've fallen for Andy Biersack.
There was nothing I could do except watch from afar at how happy I was and how happy Andy looked as he seen me fawn over the panda.
Maybe this is all a crazy dream that I need to wake up from.

Notes

Hello everyone that passed by to read the part one prologue of my new story.
I'm new to this website and this is in fact my very first Black Veil Brides fan fiction.
I hope to entertain you with this story and that you'll enjoy it.
I apologize for any spelling errors or mistakes.