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Faint

Chapter III

Andy's POV:

She was gone. As soon as i got her back, she was gone. And it was all my fault.

ash and the others constantly reassured me that it wan't my fault, but it was. If only I had payed more attention to her during the show, looked at her more, blew her more kisses, anything. Then she'd still be here, with me, safe at home.

But she wasn't, instead she was somewhere in the world, alone, probably scared out of her mind, and I could only blame myself. I had just gotten her back, and she promised us that she was feeling better,both physically and mentally, and now, she was gone. Maybe even forever.

I missed her, so, so much. it was like a part of me wan't here. it was worse than any pain i had ever experienced, worse than breaking my ribs. She could be hurt, alone, hell, even dead. No, I couldn't think like that, she was fine. She had to be.

Maybe this was just some nightmare, and I'd wake up, and she'd be snuggled up beside me because she couldn't sleep without me y her side. This wasn't real, it couldn't be real.

I knew it wasn't.

But deep down, i knew it was.

Notes

short chapter in Andy's POV because I really want to get the real story started only in Courtney's POV!!

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY IM SO EXCITED EEEK
I'm not that excited tbh.

Comments

wathever you want to do will be amazing

Emmaliee Emmaliee
6/18/15

I say just do whichever will make you happiest. Honestly I'll happily read it either way.

BVBfangirlqueen BVBfangirlqueen
6/18/15

@Gone_girl
Seeing the world isn't like looking at a set picture. It can be whatever you make of it. That's why we write, to create a new idea of the world. Life is an art. It can be difficult and painful and sometimes it's downright unbearable, but even in the darkest hour there are still little pieces of light; like when you sing along to your favorite song, or read a powerful story. Because those little splashes of dark and light turn out to be a beautiful piece of art in the end. On the subject of a book three, I'd say that the last thing I would want to do is inhibit your growth as a person, especially if it would mean reverting back to self-destructive habits. I think you should write whatever you want to write and it will be amazing because you've already proven yourself to be a great writer. You have an amazing gift and I can't wait to see what you come up with next.

BVBfangirlqueen BVBfangirlqueen
6/8/15

:) you are amazing.

Emmaliee Emmaliee
6/8/15

@Emmaliee
I'm actually tearing up a little bit right now. That is incredibly sweet of you to say, especially since I only started this because I just enjoy writing, I never though people would like it like you guys do!

Just one thing though, none of you want to see the world like I do, because it isn't a pretty sight...

Gone_Girl Gone_Girl
6/8/15
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