Hell - Bent

Katie's POV:

Andy and I spent the remainder of the evening just talking. It was great, we were really getting to know each other, and things were fantastic. It was times like this that I forgot that he was indeed, a rockstar.

Andy was completely down to earth, a normal guy. Nothing that you would ever expect of guy living the hard life. He was incredibly charming, had a good sense of humour, and was easy on the eyes. Plus he could automatically figure out what was wrong whenever I was down, and would cheer me up after. He truly was the greatest man on the planet.

It still astounded me that he was willing to spend hours with me, just talking to me. Didn't he have a tour, or a new album to record? But instead, he was here, talking with me in a starbucks, way past closing, to the point that the workers were glaring at us.

By the time we made our way back to the dorms, it was way past midnight, and Aleks was still nowhere to be seen. Maybe she was visiting her parents? Oh well, I could survive a few weeks on my own. Plus it's not like it was supposed to rain tonight, which is my worst fear. Call it cliche, but I am terrified of thunderstorms, and rain in general.

Andy walked me to my dorm, rocking back and forth on his heels as I quickly unlocked my dorm room. I smiled at him before saying a quick goodnight, shutting the door.

I knew Andy was sweet, but he was still famous, and a rockstar. Meaning, he could get any girl he'd like. And I was well, me. Not the definition of a 'raving beauty'. Sure, I've Berenice considered pretty before, but this was Andy we were talking about. Drop-dead gorgeous, famous Andy Biersack. The moment he got into my pants (again) he would leave and I would be crushed. Because, unlike last time, I would be entirely sober, and feel regret or attachment the following day. Something I could not risk with him.


I had learned a while ago, you would rather break someone's heart than risk fracturing your own. And that was a lesson I have since memorized.


I would not, could not risk hurting my heart.

Notes

So I've got new plans for this story! And I'm excited!!! Sorry for lack in updating, it's taken a while to piece everything together, but now that I've got a plan, I'm ready for this story to take over!!!!

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