They don't need to understand

Meridia~

I was stumbling around out side, half freezing but also not caring.. Everything has Just gone so wrong lately.. Nothing was right and now my mom was gone... I knew I wasnt to far from my house, because of the park that I saw, I decided to go across and sit on the bench "Meridia!" I heard someone call form a far.. everything felt so weird all of a sudden, My heart felt like it was slowing down, And I didn't know if it was because of the cold or the alcohol. and Just like that everything stopped. I feel backwards off the picnic bench and the last thing I heard and saw was Andy running up to me and hearing "Stay with me, the ambulance is on the way" then nothing...

Andy~

She couldnt have gotten to far, with the way shes walking, It wasnt possible.. But with how much she drank she probably has alcohol poisoning..

I was following her foot prints to try n track her down, I lost Ashley along the way.
Finally I saw her sitting at a picnic bench at the park "Meridia!" I shouted, but she didnt move My heart started racing, Everything happened in slow motion after that, One minute she was sitting up, the next she fell back wards, I broke into a run and when I got to her her eyes were open I rang for an ambulance "Stay with me, the ambulance is the way.." But she didnt move. My heart was beating a mile a minute, I checked her pulse... It was weak.. a little to weak "No.. Please no.. Mer... I love you please" I heard sirens in the back ground and multiple pares of feet "Andy.. Oh my god... No" Ashley whispered after that there were just gasps, A few minutes later the ambulance pulled up and got her in it.

They put an oxygen mask on her and started chest compression, when that wasnt working they brought out the defibrillator, I was praying that she would be okay.. This was not how christmas was supposed to go... First my father and her mother... Now possibly her... Please not her... It's just a dream.. Right...? But soon the dream became reality when she flat lined.
The ambulance parcked and they rushed her in the hospital straight to ER. Everything was a blur as I tried to follow them. But the emergency doors closed and I was left, In a spiral of guilt and worry.. "Please don't take her too" I silently whispered, and dropped to my knees...

Notes

Sorry its short. This is just a filler..
Dont kill me