They don't need to understand

Meridia*

I woke up the next day to talking down stairs. I got up fast and got dressed then raced down stairs in hopes that it was our parents, But when I got down there I was filled with disappointment, Andy was sitting in the living room with 4 other guys, all with black hair, wearing leather and studded belts, they all turned to look t me and I blushed with embarrassment "I-I'm sorry, I'll just... Go ba-" "No wait" Andy interrupted me "I want you too meet them first" he said a smile painted on his face. I reluctantly walked closer to him "Meridia, I want you to meet, Ashley, Jake, Jinxx, And CC" as he said there names each stood up and waved, I let out a small 'hi' and looked down awkwardly, Just then my phone started ringing and I looked at the caller ID "Ryan" My heart stopped. "Uh excuse me I have to take this call"

I left the room and walked outside "What do you want?" I asked bitterly "don't give me attitude little bitch, I want you to go up to your room and make sure you widow is open so I can get in" by now I was nauseous "N-no Ryan please leave me alone" I stuttered out "I swear TOO GOD MERIDIA!'' I flinched, "O-Okay.. I'm sorry sir" he gave a dark chuckle then hung up.

I walked back inside and went to go upstairs until Andy stopped me "Hey, Meridia, The guys and I are going out for pizza. Wanna come?" he asked shrugging on his jacket "Oh. No thanks, I have some one coming over, Thanks for the offer though" He gave me a skeptical look be fore leaving "Don't make a mess of the house" he laughed.

I raced upstairs and opened my window, feeling the wind of the cold December air I walked away from my window and started to clean when I heard a grunt and spun around "He-ey Ryan" I said nervously "What the fuck, you couldn't have cleaned up?" he yelled s I flinched "I-I was just in the middle of it, s-sorry sir-" I was cut off by a sharp slap across my face "When I come over I exPECT A CLEAN FUCKING ROOM!" he shouted and continued to kick and punch me, there was a brief pause for he had to go to the bathroom and in that time my phone started ringing, I answered it weakly "He-hello?'' My voice broke "Meridia? Are you okay? WHats going on?" Andy sounded panicked "I-I need hel-" "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING TO?" Ryan shouted, I quickly shoved my phone in my pocket and answered him "No- No one s-sir" he than kicked me in my stomach "DONT FUCKING LIE TO ME" HE SPAT, And I silently thanked myself for not hanging up, He got down to my level and grabbed me by me neck and started choking me "s-s-stop c-c-cnt br-e-ath" I choked out ''WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO LEARN YOU GOD DAMN MORON" he snarled "I should ask you that same question" My brothers voice shot.

Suddenly the weight of Ryan was gone, and was replaced with an unfamiliar one, I opened my eyes with what little strength I had and looked up to see Ashley "Hey, Keep your eye's open" he said placing a warm hand on my face I heard shouting coming from the hall and rolled my eye's to look in that direction and I saw Andy whaling on Ryan, Full fucking force and I smiled slightly to myself but then all my emotion came pouring out and I was a sobbing mess, Ashley then pulled me up into his arms and held me protectively "CC can you go get me water, Jake a blanket, and Jinxx, some Advil" they all went there separate ways and came back moments later with the stuff I needed.

Ashley helped me drink the water and he warmed me up "Th-thank you" I smiled weakly at him then Andy came in "That fucker wont be bothering you anymore, okay?.. Hey look at me" he said tilting my head to look at him "I should have killed that fucker the first time he was in our motherfucking house" he was gripping tighter on my jaw and his eye's weer darkening, I was paralyzed, fearing he was going to hit me "ANDY! your hurtin' her stop" Jinxx shouted and he quickly released "sorry" he whispers "It's okay, I forgive you" I whispered back "Heey ca we order pizza!??!" Cc then shouted and we all looked at him and started laughing.

With two days left till christmas I was getting really worried, It had been snowing like a mother fucker since late last night. I was wondering around the house kinda freaking, and the snow was getting worse "The'll be here I promise" Andy reassured "How do you know that?" I asked panicking more "You just have to trust your brother Mer" Ashley said coming into the main hallway where I had been pacing for the past 20 minutes.. "No.. Andy they said that they would be back today!" I freaked, "Tomorrow is christmas eave! What if they don't make it!!" Just as He was about to say something the phone rang and Andy left to answer it "It'll be okay" Ashley said calmly Andy walked back through "It was them, The planes are all delayed, There driving back and wont be home till at lest 7:00 AM tomorrow" I sighed and walked into the living room and turned on the t.v putting on Supernatural "New episode?" Ashley asked "Its 8:00 isn't it?" he chuckled and sat down next to me "Hey want anything to eat?'' Andy asked "Sure, got any left over pizza?" Ash asked "Yep, Mer?" I looked over "No thanks, I'm not hungry" I said Turing my attention back to supernatural "Meridia. You cant keep doing this to yourself! Its not fucking healthy" Andy retorted "All I said was I was not hungry... FUCKING SUE ME!" I shouted and stormed off to my bedroom but Both of them just had to follow "Meridia com on.. I know what your doing and you need to eat" Andy said half hardheartedly "Wait... Whats going on?" Ashley asked and Andy turned to him "Andy don't" I whispered.. You see, I kinda like him and I don't want him knowing about any of my disorders "She-" I cut him off "Is perfectly fucking fine" they both looked at me "you call this fine?" Andy asked and before I could react he had my shirt pealed up revealing my ribs, I pulled away slowly yanking my shirt down "That was a dick move Andy... That was low" Ashley seethed as I cried into my hands, I heard feet coming closer to me and then I was wrapped in a tight embrace, who I soon realized to be Ashley, I wasted no time in wrapping my arms around him "He had no right to do that... And for the record.. You're beautiful" I felt myself blushing madly "c'mon.. Lets at least try to eat something small?" I shook my head reluctantly "Please...? For me?" I slowly looked up into his chocolate brown eyes and agreed, He gave me a smile and we walked out, Just as we entered the kitchen the power cut out and we were left in the dark. And me being the wimp I am Screamed and hugged onto Ashley, and he wrapped his arms around me "It's just a power outage, Ill go check the box" Andy said, before I completely lost track of his voice and my breathing quickened. It was only about maybe 5 seconds before Ashley caught on to what was happening "Mer, Mer it's okay, I have got you, I won't let anything happen to you" his voice calmed me down, in a way that Andy's could never do... "The whole neighborhood is out, no heat now power anywhere" Andy said coming back into the kitchen, snow covered him "Wait.. No heat?" I asked backing away from Ashley "And what are we supposed to do about food?" Ashley pipped in "I don't know".

It'd been about 2 hours and all heat that was previously there was totally gone now, I was huddled up under 2 blankets with 3 sweaters and my winter coat on, There was a comfortable silence and I was almost asleep, Until Andy's phone went off and shook me awake "Hello?"-"What happened?"-"Oh my god"-"Okay, I'm on my way" he said hanging up "What happened?" Ashley asked "CC's car broke down and needs a drive home" he said standing up and getting his coat "Andy! Please don't, it's not safe out there!" I cried and he looked back sighing to himself.

Andy*

After that call from CC I got up to put my Jacket on when I heard Meridia's panicked voice from behind me "Andy! Please don't, it's not safe out there!" I turned around to see her face crumpled in horror tears coming slowly down her cheeks "I'll be back, I promise" I told her "P-Please be careful" She choked out "I promise" I said before I walked out into the blistering cold, I shivered slightly and went to my car, taking it slowly careful not to get in an accented, And before I knew it I found CC "Thanks so much" He said shivering "No problem" I replied "so hows Meridia doing?" cc questioned, I sighed deeply "She's still very thin.. and... I just dunno man. I'm scared for her life" I confessed "It'll be alright bud, Were all here for you, Remember that".

Meridia*

As Andy left, multiple scenarios played out in my head, What if he crashed, What if some idiot hit him, What if he spins out of control...??
It wasn't clear to me that I was thinking out loud until Ashley's voice shot out "He'll be fine. I promise" I looked at him "What?" he chuckled a bit "You were thinking out loud" I blushed a bit "Oh.." the cold was really getting to me now, I was shivering and you could literally hear my teeth chattering Ashley looked over at me and cocked his eyebrow "You cold" I looked over at him "Y-yeah" he then got up and sat with me under the blankets, I curled up into him and surprisingly he was warm, I was falling asleep for the second time, until Ashley's voice broke silence "You're very pretty you know" he spoke as his hand grazed the small of my back "You're not so bad yourself" I replied looking up at him, Before I knew it our lips were connected and we were in a heated kiss, he licked my lower lip before slipping his tongue into my mouth memorizing every dip and curve "You know with weather like this it will take Andy a while to get back, And Cc lives pretty far" he said slipping his hand further up my shirt, By now I was flat on my back on the couch "What are you implying?" I asked even though I knew the answer.. I just wanted to hear it form him, "I want you" He whispered in my ear trailing kisses down my neck "Feeling is mutual" and before I knew it my clothes were off my body and I was only in my underwear and Ashley in his boxers he trailed kisses down myexcruciatingly thin stomach. I slightly arched my back as he helped me out of my panties. “That wet already, babe? Who did that to you?” he asked teasing me. I bucked my hips and only moaned quietly in response. “I can’t hear you”, Ashley muttered as he suddenly pushed two fingers inside me without warning.
"You did, Ashley!", I yelped in between moans while he added another finger.
"I haven’t even really started yet", he chuckled, still thrusting his fingers in and out of me as he suddenly flickered his tongue over my clit.
By now I was a whining mess beneath him and felt myself getting closer. Ashley noticed too as he pulled away. I let out a frustrated whimper but didn't get the time to complain as he quickly took off his boxers and thrusted into me.
I moaned out in a mixture of pain and pleasure. Once I got adjusted to his length, he picked up the pace while he placed his lips onto mine again. I wrapped my legs around his waist to pull him closer as I trailed my fingernails down his back and surely left red scratch marks.
Ashley grabbed my hips and turned me around so I was now riding him. “Ashley, I’m cl-close”, I moaned while bouncing up and down. “Me t-too. Just let it go”, he groaned back before he suddenly thrusted deep into me. And that threw me over the edge. my orgasm triggered his and after I rid out my orgasm, I collapsed down next to him out of breath.

There was a long pause before Ashley spoke up again "This stays between us.. And If your lucky this wont be the last time" I smiled up at him then sat up to get dressed, I could feel Ashley looking at me and when I turned around he had a pained look on his face "Ashley whats wro-" but then it clicked... He thought I was fat... I was fat and he hated it.. I mean hes only ever been with thin model type girls.. Like Kina... he had Kina and then went to me.. that was a major down grade.. Im ju- "You're not fat, Mer.. You're anything but fat.. I just wish you would understand that" he said as he pulled me into him covering us with the blanket "Thinking out loud again?" I asked "Mhm" he hummed "I'm sorry" I said Quietly "For what?" He asked "being... Well being me, I guess" he hugged me tighter "You re perfect, Dont let any one tell you different" he said kissing the top of my head "Thanks Ashley" I mumbled half asleep and the last few thing I heard were Ashley saying "Any time beautiful" And the front door opening and closing as Andy walked through, Then I fell asleep.

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