Two of the Best

Alex’s POV:

Everythings been a blur lately. I’ve actually opened myself up more to Andy and let loose, but now I don’t know what to do. Could I have saved her?

Earlier that day….

Everyone was in the tour bus and Raven said that she just wanted to take a walk and have time to herself, and we all hesitantly let her go. Andy and I were sat there snuggling on the couch, his arms wrapped around me and my head resting on his chest. Almost two hours passed by and I looked at CC, then my eyes widened.
“We need to go. Now.” Was all I said and everyone seemed to understand. We searched for almost 30 minutes until we came to a cliff. I went over to the edge and stared down, seeing how calling it looked but then I saw it. A girl lying at the bottom with a bunch of red filling the clear water. I couldn’t speak. I sank to my knees and just shattered. I felt a pair of eyes look at me. Then there was footsteps. It was CC. Andy quickly called 911 and they showed up. They dragged her lifeless looking body up only to find a faint pulse. I didn’t even shed a tear. I was too much in shock. Just sitting in Andy’s arms with a blank stare. I can’t go on without Raven. She is the reason I’m still alive right now. At times I managed to slip away and go to the bathroom, only just adding more scars with the razor I got for shaving my legs. I’d go back and fake a sad smile, only wobbling a bit from the blood loss. When the doctor came and said we could see her and that she was doing less than fine but ok, I immediatly stood up and grabbed Andy’s hand. We walked into the small hospital room and I rushed over to her side and grabbed her hand, squeezing it softly only to wake her up. She just became really confused over while she was still alive and thats when I finally started to cry. I had to lie to the doctors. I hope everything is going to be fine again.

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