Raven’s POV
I awoke to a text from Alex talking about being sorry. Sorry for what? But then, I took in my surroundings and heard Andy and Jinxx at the door. They were screaming Alex’s name and begging her to come out. She can’t be doing what I think she’s doing. I jump out of bed and join Andy and Jinxx in trying to talk to her. But then I realized, there was no crying or answer coming from the bathroom. I looked at Andy and Jinxx. “We have to break the door down or pick the lock or something!” I tell them. “That is my best friend in there and she isn’t answering us and I can’t hear her crying. GET HER OUT!” They hurrily pick the lock and open the door. There was Alex, lying on the floor, eyes shut, blood running down her wrist. “No no no no no no no no no no no no no! ALEX!!!” I screamed. She had to be okay. This is just a dream. She isn’t in this state.
“We have to get her to the hospital!” Jinxx spits out.
“NO!” I scream. “She would hate you! She hates hospitals. Just try to take care of her here! Please!” Andy just looks at the poor girl lying on the floor. He gently carries her limp body over to the couch. Jinxx crouches next to her with the first aide kit and begins to bandage her arms. Andy looks at me terrified. “Darling, it’ll be okay. I promise.” I say to the limp girl. But then, things take a change for the worse. Jinxx realizes she stopped breathing and there was no pulse. Before he can do anything, I start singing Savior, which is both of our favorite song. I begin softly and slowly sing louder:
I never meant to be the one
Who kept you from the dark
But now I know my wounds are sewn
Because of who you are
I will take this burden on
And become the holy one
But remember I am human
And I'm bound to sing this song
I look at Andy, and he joins in:
So hear my voice remind you not to bleed
I'm here,

Saviour will be there
When you are feeling alone, oh
A saviour for all that you do
So you live freely without their harm
Andy sings the next verse alone:
So here I write my lullaby
To all the lonely ones
Remember as you learn to try
To be the one you love
So I can take this pen
And teach you how to live
What is left unsaid
The greatest gift I give
We look at Jinxx, who looks at Alex, who has opened her eyes. “Hey guys. Why am I on the couch?” She asks. I give her the ‘don’t play dumb with me’. “You two sounded lovely. But… Why am I alive?” She begins to sob and I get up and hug her.
ANDY’S POV
“You are alive because there are people who care about you.” I tell her. Gently, I pick her up and carry her to the bunks. “You are beautiful and perfect. I don’t want to loose you Alex. You are an amazing person and deserve so much. I just want to be there for you and protect you. Alex. I love you so much. Please, don’t ever do this again. For me?” Wait… Did I just… Yeah. I did. She looks at me with her big, soft eyes and just cuddles up next to me.
“I can try. For you.” She tells me. Slowly, she falls asleep in my arms. I lay my head down, but not without sneaking a glance at her. She looks so cute when she sleeps. I see a smile creep on her face and begin to wonder what she might be dreaming about. I hope it’s better than the nightmare she had earlier.

Notes

Soo... it was a really sad chapter, and I hope you don't mind that I sorta kinda killed Alex at first, BUT SHE LIVED SO HUSH. And Savior just so happens to actually be our favorite song for when we are depressed. (Yes I said we. Meaning Alex and I).
AND HOW MUCH LONGER TILL ANDY AND ALEX HAPPEN LIKE OMFG
XOXO
-Raven